you're the one thing i got right
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there
Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back
If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you...
Monday, July 07, 2008
papa,mama,gorgor,jiejie,didi.(
never cont if u hate that it's long.)i'm stucked at the first line of my testimonial.
khoo yik cheong was a student from St Andrew's Junior College, where she pursued her studies in the Science Faculty. thennnn?????? i dunno what to write, how to write.knn.
it's due tml. shall just crap something out when i got home later. five paragraphs. how niceee?
furthermore, she should be the one to write for us, then we edit right? full of nonsense. i know we shoud be the one writing it, but still, it's such a hassle. spoils the whole of youthday. no youth.
back to what i had been doing for the past weekend. i did quite a number of things, or not really so. sis came back from aus.
WELCOME BACK!! cant really gauge whether she gained or lost weight. i think she gained, but mommy said she lost? i think she's just consoling her cos' all of us lost weight. she said i'm crazy.ROFL. she bought me 'doritos' as souvenir? making be gain weight.zzz. oh, so friday night was the first reunion dinner after so many months. let me tell u, the feeling was damn great, never could be put into words. it simply is
L-O-V-E!anw, din go for drinking eventually, cos' i've to head back to msia.
so sorry adeline and co. no next time yeah. didnt know sis's flight was last friday, just so coincidentally, it falls on the same day. i thought i could go ahead to drink since i would only miss a night with my family, but after much thought, family is more important afterall. as in,
family is prior to any other thing. furthermore, i dont dare to go against my dad and be the spoiler of the night.:)
woke up like damn early on sat, at 7am? i dont know why too. went for breakfast; dimsum; and bird shit fell onto dad's shoulder. knn. damn funny. i laughed till i cry. not like the shit part was hilarious, it's just my dad's and mom's reaction. just feel so loved with family around. i think i miss family-warmth too much. afterwhich, headed to the company. it's been ages since i stepped into the company. no one recognises me. ' this is ah cheong or ah wen?' everyone asked this. do i really look like my sis? knn. alright, it's not a bad thing thou. but never say me, sis and mom look like sisters.=.=
slacked & slacked till my stomach groaned like dog, the organic wine worsened it even more.
sidetrack. dad is so not talking to his production side workers, cos' they're such a fussy-hassle-piece-of-shit. i dunno how he'd survived or rather how the workers survived, with the boss walking around and they have to have their heads bent down and do work just to prevent any eye contact, unless they wanna get shoot and die! LMAO.
then, i dunno what i did, think i slept then ate then shopped.
i seriously sprained my neck that day. i dunno how but it really pissed me. how do u go around with a sprained neck? knn.
i think i seriously gained weight again after all the good food. homecooked food is LOVE! i couldnt miss homecooked food more. living alone without mommy is hell. reluctantly, head back for tuition. watched F1 with smelly jinger ytd. hamilton won!!! like please, top the table again and win this championship.
woke up at 12pm today, ate and am now sitting here stucked with this testi of mine, at smelly jinger's house. oh. she bathed, not smelly anymore.
i really dont know how to cont.
ohya, i so gonna say this. sis has become so chicken!!! she's so timid, for i dunno why. she cant sleep the whole night, for days. she dont dare to watch some not scary horror movie, she sleeps with my mom, she dont dare to open her eyes at night going to the toilet. i hope she doesnt fall. =x she say i must sleep at the same time as her, or else she cant and dont dare to. for some reason, she felt as if something is following her.=X perhaps, the fear from the funeral isnt gone yet. [that's why i never want to go for the funeral, not like i dont care.] mom says i cant scare her but i just cant resist it.=p
this is super super long post.
yc not gonna pon school from tml onwards, till the end of A's unless for celebrations.
oh, i haven write letter for last week.
testimonial, u suck.
ciao.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
3:27 PM