Monday, April 30, 2007
by right,
i should be in school now,
in e cc,
for maths lecture,
i guess,
but somehow,
i'm home.
in cck,
cos of that sharp pain in my gastric this morning,
was on my way to school,
but in e end,
unfortunately,
i u-turned back.
just cant stand that pain.
it's like,
e muscles are contracting,
with sharp pain at e same time?
terrible,horrible,and incorrigible.
on my way i saw peihong at e station,
but too pain to walk over to her,
=x
oh ya,
i was at admiralty,
at huize's hse,
so i got to see so many friends,
hakim too,
and i managed,
to forced out a smile to him.
=)
going back msia later,
my mummy daddy missed me so much that,
they put for an order to get me back today,
since there's no school tml.
but i gotta study for test,
and my pi.
this weekend would be packed again,
if possible,wun be going back,
go back=do nth.
=x
bored,lonely,tired,lazy,happy,glad,comforted,relieved,sad,worried,dizzy,reckless,helpless,lost...
i miss u,do u?
-Love me if you want,Hate me if you like.-
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
1:22 PM
Sunday, April 29, 2007
Foerver 4/5!
the usual five=)
me and peihong.dead souls.=x
me and hui lin.
the gals with mr goh-the gossipers
picture of the day!
me and wenzhu.e crazy-over-food-couple.
it's 4.20pm now.
guess what,
i just got outta bed.
din really sleep since ytd,
my eyes will open every hour,
without control,
that's weird,
i refused to wake up also.
yea,
so that's why.
so,
i din do my homwweork.
this weekend's assignments are so packed that i wun have any time left,
yet,
i started on nth.
let's see how i die thru my test and assignments..
i fear,i fear of losing you,
life without u is beyong imagination.
i don't dare to think,but i cant help it,
tears rolled down,knowing that i'm so lost,
knowing that i loved u,
yet not knowing what to do.
in a room of four walls,
they don't talk,they don't respond,
is it true of what your friend has said bout?i fear,really.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
4:18 PM
Saturday, April 28, 2007
ppl,
i'm back from school!
school=rss!
hees.
i miss everyone,
really.
mr goh,all four fivers!!
mrs tan was there,
she smiled at me while i was on e stage,
she was down there.
i was still wondering who was she smiling to.
so sweet.
hees.
and,
mrs pang resigned alr,
leaving in may.
that's sad?
e new principal was here too.
soso lorhs.=x
took lotsa photos with them.
really miss them so much.
was so crazy with wenzhu just now,
we grabbed for food.
from everywhere,
nearly got to e vip table for food.
hahas.
we were hungry kay,
din eat before that.
had a good time gossiping too.
with mr goh!
he's jusy a gossipp-er?
lol.
and so ke lian also,
cos of that mr*****
such a disappointment.
so reluctant to come back just now.
esp with peihong,
we're like dead souls after that.=x
now back at home alr,
alone,
lonely lonely,
hate being home alone.
this sucks.
a house with no one,
noone to talk to,
no noise.
not even a soul.
it's so scary.
i so have the urge to cry just now,
but i held back my tears,
tonight should be a happy occasion right?
i'm sure i'm not wrong this time.
i dunno how to sweettalk,
i dunno how to deal with situations,
i dunno what to do and what not to do at e right time,
i'm just a dumb,stubborn,naive person,
a noone,
let it be then..
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
10:50 PM
Friday, April 27, 2007
good morning,
it's twelve alr,
i guess.
just reach home,
went for sajc drama just now,
forgot e title alr,
something on love,food and babies.
it's quite okay overall,
some parts are funny,
some boring.
now,
i'm so tired,
noone's home yet,
would i be alone at home tonight?
guess not.
let me finish blogging before i sleep.
=x
went to marina square after school,
and that trip cost me bout fifty bucks.
i spent fifty bucks.
oh god.
spent most of e time chatting with ber,
her life's so confusing,
way too confusing for me,
and now,
she's in trouble.
god bless her..
think she nearly broke down just now,
but she held her tears.
chill gal.
ade too,
she pon school cele his bday today.
yet he made her cry early in e morning,
so sad.
hope they are alright by now.
=)
oh ya,
smth funny happen during mt tut just now,
kiat yao,wenjin and nelson,
they thought i and ber were an item.
that was so funny,
here it goes..
ber came close to me,
sorta hugging me,
cos she wanna tell me some secretive stuff..
coincidentally,
kiat yao happen to see it,
his mouth opened wide,real wide.
he tot we kissed.
like in e class?
of 23 students and a teacher?
lol.
then he told wenjin and nelson.
guys ya,
they began talking bout it.
and e three of them are e nosy guys in e class yea.
yea so,
i overheard it,
and starting laughing none stop with ber.
lol.
e guys are just so funny,
we were always that close can.
we gossip,we laugh,we hug,we sob,
good friends are like that.
furthermore,
no way both of us look like an item.
=p
next week's packed with pw,tests,tut and stuff.
no time no time,
not enough time.
gonna start mugging early in e morning tml.
gonna be back at rs tml evening!
looking forward to seeing my beloved friends,ever-caring teachers,and
school!!
hees.
am i really alone at home tonight?
noone's back,
that's saddening..
i was so amazed that i survived thru one week w/o u.
this was so incredibly done,yet i am always missing u every moment.
i check my phone every now and then,cos i'm missing u.
i dont check it,not wanting to see e blank screen.
kept it in my pocket,instead of having it placed on my desk.
cant help thinking of u.
what if this goes on and on?
noone knows..
perhaps,
heaven knows...
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
11:53 PM
Thursday, April 26, 2007
right,
i deleted e post i blogged in school,
it's simply too random,
feel so ashame of myself after reading it.
haha
=x
so,
i'm back home,
gonna be a random post too,
but not as e one before,?
hopefully.
hees.
for e start,
it's been raining,
all day,
since ytd night,
still now,
there's still a bit of drizzle
what a wonderful day,
for u to just lie on ur bed,
close ur eyes and sleep,
i wished to,
but there's just too much work to do.
saddening.
=x
i survive thru another thurs again.
hees.
right,
bertha had interview for e cambridge thgy just now,
early in e morning.
she was so nervous and all.
so,
i gave her all my support with hugs,
since she gave me so many huggies alr,
i shall return her.
hope she got selected then,
=)
tml going NAFA to watch SA drama performance,
almost e whole class is going ,
along with ms sng,
gonna be real fun!!
after which,
on sat,
gonna go back for rss 20th anniversary cum speech day!
fun too!!!
ahah.
play aside,
got lotsa work to do,
to play well,
gonna do my stuff now,
back to mugging world,
tata.
=)
suddenly,i'm so wrong..
for some unknown reason,i miss mummy daddy so much..=)
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
6:43 PM
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
my
italian name is
Farfalla Ferrari!
my
Leprechuan name is
Tweedle Twinkletoes!
***You Are 55% Addicted to Love***
Might as well face it, you're addicted to love.
You've been a fool for love many times - but are you the wiser for it?
Your needs should come first, both in and out of relationships.
Because you're the only one who can look out for yourself!
<
span style="font-weight:bold;">***Never Date a Capricorn***
Somber, demanding, and freakishly logical. Emotions? It's not clear that Capricorn has them.
And while it may be flattering for a Capricorn to be serious about you, bad news: they expect you to be super serious in return.
Instead try dating: Aquarius, Gemini, Leo, or Virgo
sosooso fun!
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
10:29 PM
heyheyhey,
i finally finished 'redoing' my PI.
like within four hours?
is that considered fast or slow?
it's REDO and not edit anyway.
ms sng was like 'WHAT???' when she heard bout my groundbreaker,
luckily went to consult her.
that CWL fork and spoon.
say no time,
say ppl demanding somemore.
so in e end,
we found out that everyone of us,
i mean,
none of us did it correctly.
ya,
cos of CWL.
so worried just now la,
if u saw ms sng's face u will know why,
haha,
but now,
hopefully i did it correctly this time,
she gave consent to my NEW groundbreaker can.
=)
so many work to do.
SPA,maths test,etc etc..
yayyayyay,
din expect to sleep tonight,
but looking at my progres,
zhou gong,
here i come!!
bare with me please,
for my mad-ness.
=p
tml thurs again.
thurs=long day,
but till four thirty instead if five thirty.
good good.
hees.
cant wait for sat.
speech day!!!
but they all going back home.
i cant go back.
miss my lovely mummy and daddy.
muacks..
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
8:14 PM
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
PI PI PI,
why do we have to do such things.
edit edit and still edit.
ZZz.
dunno how to do it.
help help....
right,
shall do other stuff,
besides pi.
just not pi for now.
hees.
i miss u,as much as e blinking stars in e dark blue skies..
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
9:26 PM
Monday, April 23, 2007
tell me,
i'm okay..
got ppl say my eng not bad.
so funny.
i was so ashame of my eng la.
dunno how to pass my gp with this kinda standard.
god knows.
chiong-ed home today.
to complete what i planned to do today,
called e house mistress,
she's fierce,
ermm.
serious to be exact.
gonna have my interview on wed,530pm.
that is like how late,
and i end at 1 on wed.
Zzz.
gonna be real nervous then,
just gonna talk my way thru and let e rest be it.
=)
kiat quitted,
he wanted to,
but not sure whether ms tay would allow him to.
reason simply cos,
canoeing is a hectic cca,
four times a week,
morning,
evening.
wth.
who can take it?
claps for nelson and kiat!
as i said,
rushed back to settle my ****ing bill.
cos of that dumb premium msg thgy,
i gotta pay like forty bucks extra every month without knowing what's that?
this is dumb i know.
and this month,
bill actually shot up to a hundred.
finally settled it after making so many calls.
waste my time..
did econs,maths and sports day reflection.
that's stupid to have that reflection.
i bet everyone's ans would be e same?
hello,
we led e house,
we knew what happened,
obviously,we would write e same th right?
perhaps,
they will use it for e interview.
god knows..
had my pi draft back.
it's so badly done.
gotta edit it and hand up again.
sa's pw just aren't good.
only six As.
that's nth to be proud of.
=x
went to fins ms joyce today,
she's as sweet as before,
still a gentle lady,
who's scary as e same time.
=)
let me be guai and do some maths.
i swear, i gonna buck up on my maths.
hees.
fifteen more days..
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
9:01 PM
currently in the library,
nth to do.
no,
i got lotsa stuff to be completed,
but ,
i'm just lazy to do so.
Zzz.
so shall just slack till e next lesson.
got back sg early in e morning today,
catch a bit of sleep afetr packing my bag,
and know what.
i dreamt that i was awake and preparing for school when i am still sound,asleep.
=x
so,
i woke up late,
chiong all e wae.
luckily i still manage to be on time,
and,
got e time to eat e breakfast that my lovely mummy and daddy bought for me.
=)
had pe just now,
right,
i'm crapping,
seriously,
i'm bored,
mr Q is mean la,
he tortured us.
he made us do PT
ran and ran,
circuits and circuits.
like training sia,
but it's fun though,
hees.
i like training,
i miss training,
netball training,
to be specific.
=)
gonna pon touch training today,
really feel that touch dun suits me,
really,
e ball gotta be passed tp e back,
yet,
i'm so used to netball,
i love netball.
there's no turning back anymore,
suddenly,
i thought of soccer if i cant get back netball,
which is like a 'confirm' case,
can i?
haha.
imagine me with e football,
though i watch e matches,
but playing it myself,
looks real tough.
hees.
fifteen more mins to go before e next lesson,
today's lessons are all so slack.
pw,
which is = do nth.
then lectures and chem tut.
so boring.
gonna go home sleep and do my hw later.
tata.
how i wish i could turn back time,
i wouldn't have made e wrong decision then.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
10:10 AM
Sunday, April 22, 2007
this is e soul of e owner.
she's so bored now that she dunno what to do.
she browsed through all e blogs,
her hotmail,
everyth that she could do.
and now,
her eyelids are getting tons heavy.
initially,
she was to be back in sg by now,
however,
her lovely daddy and mummy cant bare to let her go,
cos they miss her just as much,
even for that few hours,
they cant bare to lose,
so,
sonce her precious daddy and mummy miss her so much,
she decided to stay to acc them.
such a wonderful daughter she is.
=x
her mummy daddy miss her,
she miss them too.
but now,
she's still missing so much,
missing someone over e shore,
she miss that someone just like she missed her daddy mummy.
=)
out of boredom,
she watched bits of miss singapore universe just now,
e finals question was:
what if your mother dun like e guy u're with now?what would u do?
such a funny question.
model answers are,
i would love that man, and try to convince my mum to accept him,
OR
i would listen to my mum,since she knows best.
four outta five had this answer.
but,
she likes e answer from this lady with short hair,
she said,
i would tell my loved one that:
'Darling,do how u make me love u to my mum,
make her accept you like i had accepted you.
you could do it to me,
i'm sure u could do e same as to my mum.'
how sweet...
she's really getting bored.
she slept alot,
yet,
she's still so sleepy.
she's so confused now.
i'm here,missing you as much.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
10:52 PM
i'm sososo slack.
whenever i'm back in msia,
i just don't do my work.
as in,
i wun complete everyth.
now,
i'm left with so much more,
though they are not due tml.
homework homework and more homework.
Zzz
i regretted.i really regretted.the feeling wasn't the same.though both are similar,but it just aren't the same.everytime i'm at e field, i'ld look at the court.each time i'm somewhere where i could see e court, i would slow down to take a closer look.guess there's no turning back anymore..i've done the wrong decision right from the very beginning....
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
4:33 PM
Friday, April 20, 2007
why isit that when i'm so happy,
so in good mood,
some things just get into my way.
bill.
it cant be that much.
ninety eight bucks.
that is like.
oh fuck.
had sports day today.
venn wasn't high initially.
soon after e relay start,
then they gt high-er.
right,venn got second for e overall score.
love so8 mans.
peeps,u rawk.
we got into e b finals,
and achieved third placing.
which was like omg?
our run for e heats totally sark.
we,e gals din give our best,
my run sark.
when we know we got into e finals,
i was like,
how how,
can i make it?
hurt my thigh.
we promised to give our very very best.
yeah
so we chiong-ed all e wae!
5min 24sec.
not our best timing though,
but at least we did it.
=)
oh ya,
love sammuel mans.
his running i mean,
he's so soso fast.
and as a rugby player,
his size is quite big la,
as in muscular,
noone was able to overtake him.
and he overtook three runners.
claps claps.
my new idol!!
i simply dun like this,
at this time of every month i would panic,
scared that it overshot.
yet it was so impossible to have got so high.
damn!
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
9:49 PM
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
Vitamin C-Graduation(Friends Forever)And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25 I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels
[1] - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Spent together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever
So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Krystal find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels
[Repeat 1]
La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
7:09 PM
i'm so bored can.
sososo bored.
din go school today.
cos of e dumb diarrhoea i had.
dumb.
bedridden e whole day.
feel so nua.
managed to force myself up only just now.
Zzz.
so many called me today.
for house council.
right,
missed house council meeting and training.
forget it.
maybe is should go back to sleep.
so bored now.
noone to talk to me eh.
alone at home really makes u feel lonely.
=x
damn,
cant take it.
i shall sleep. till anyone ever come talk to me.
bye.
i read ur blog,like what i'd expected,it's e same case as before.
i wished i were there for u,as much as i were before.
but now,i dunno.i wish u good,my friend.=)i need u, u were nowhere.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
3:33 PM
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
it's tuesday.
let my friends worried so much.
so sorry peeps.=)
today or was it ytd?
e new chem cher came.
she was on maternal leave.
so pretty.
hees.
we've got so many pretty teachers.
maths chem.
haha.
lotsa work to do,
edit PI,gp,maths.
gosh.
had maths class test today.
i din study e day before.
tried to rush thru it during e only one period break before it.
crap.
it was simply atrocious.
not that i dunno how to do,
it was simply so tough.
right,i'm stupid.
ytd phy test.
tough one also.
would i be able to get a pass grade?
damn.
it wasn't like this before.
mugmugmug.tata.
e story goes on..
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
6:23 PM
Sunday, April 15, 2007
“ 死性不改 ”
再见了我的最爱,你真的是我的唯一。
我想你真的很想你,不知道你想我吗?
其实我很烦恼,你知道吗?其实你看不到我
我应该懂得爱惜自己不要再去想念你
为什么我那么爱你我得不到回报
因为失去那种痛没有人知道
只有我一个人才感觉痛苦,你真的好自私啊
已经离我而去,我的心真的好痛,
你感觉得到 吗?
真想给你知道我是多么的爱你,
不要再逃避好吗?
我爱你但也很恨你,可是我一直在寻你,
放弃你但我做不到,你知道我难受吗?
我一心一意,都是为你
而你,却说我没有权利
我恨你自私恨你专情恨你曾经放弃我,
为什么你让我难受,你不肯接受我?
但是我真的后悔,我留不到你,
我伤心我难过我哭到感动,
你知道那种感觉,总是未了解我,
我试过不去想你,
但我真的难受,我只想告诉你我永远爱你,
我却忘记不了你…………
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
6:51 PM
good day to u.
gonna rush out my pi.
but i have no idea how to do it.
gosh.
albert einstein.
wth.
knew nth bout him.
just a physicist?
god bless.
no more time left to do it alr.
test test proj proj.
Zzz.
god bless me.
=)
i wan my new specs!
cant wait man.
i will look si wei wearing it.
=x
i miss u so..
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
2:28 PM
Saturday, April 14, 2007
right,
today early in e morning woke up and start on my hw.
though it's not really early.
1130.
my alarm rang at 830 but i slept longer.
right,
start on e pile of hw all e way to 430.
still gt lotsa left.
time passed so fast,
din realise it was four plus then.
had running nose,
so decided to sleep awhile.
but,
i cant get into sleep.
slack on e bed for one hr plus.
bath and i'm here.
eating now.
so pissed.
gotta study for maths,
yet my ws is with ade.
why whenever i need my stuff,
they are always not with me?
damn.
i simply need that ws so much
****
sis stayed to acc me.
told her to go back pei daddy.
cos i wun be back,
first time noone acc daddy during his bday.
sad.
but think she got appt or smth.
now she's out alr,
perhaps they just had a tiff.
cos they din talk,
she went out silently.
how can i study my maths.
is this e consequence of being kind?
Zzz
everytime,i got so worried,running on my nerves cos of u,cos i love u.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
7:13 PM
Thursday, April 12, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!
muacks muacks...
was wondering whether i should blog.
but since i finished econs alr.
and may not blog e next few days,
maybe i shall just crap smth here.
=x
today's daddy's birthday.
old le old le.
daddy'a always young to me.
haha.
suddenly rmb his birthday then call him during my break eh.
asked mummy help me wish but she say cannot like that pass msg.
lol.
stupid mummy.
then i wished daddy la.
think it's e first time i wish since i 'grew' up,
haha.
daddy so happy eh.
he keep laughing.
then i laugh also.
daddy cant stop laughing.
so cute
my daddy.
haha.
but e sad th is.
e more he laughed,
e more i think whether he;s my daddy.
he sounded like mr bok la!
their laughter same de lorhs.
so scary.
knew they were alike some ways,
but din except their laughters are too.
hees.
daddy laughed till so happy.
see him happy,
i'm happy too.
=)
today's such a long day.
but u know what?
i survived thru!
not feeling tired.
and i paid attention all e wae!
*claps for myself.
=x
i was really guai lorh.
i mean i was all along guai till i'm in jc.
=x
today weather so good,
no wonder i din fall asleep in class.=x
after sch meet huize
finally got my file and mechanical pencil.
my mechanical pencil spoil la.
dunno why.
like e new one.
so white and nice.
shaker eh.
buy le then i know is shaker.
since sec sch din use shaker le.
haha
i applied for house council eh.
cos no class portfolio,
ct ask me go for that.
but will be darn busy.
it's like e so-called counsellor?
councellor then house council.
busy busy.
haha.
hope i can get it.
=)
tml econs test.
studied,
but may not be able to write tml.
not like history,
crap everyth out also can get a A
it's economics.
Zzz.
really dunno how sis can score.
tml training!
i wun skip
hees.
without u,my heart feels like a hollow shell.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
9:45 PM
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
i forgot one very very impt th.
=x
specially for huize ar.
start school le.
nyp i dun like.opps.
tml orientation also wor.
dun hurt yaself anymore.
hey,
you're not shy.=x
goodnight.
nothing is perfect without you.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
10:05 PM
one week alr,
everywhere is okay,
except my stomach.
isit call e stomach?
just e center of my body.=x
so,
i skipped training.
early in e morning when i reached school,
have e intention to skip it alr.
kinda bad right.
=x
i swear,
i wun skip on friday.
hees
bit siao today.
ade's kinda sad.
siao with her.
actually,just tired till bit siao.
she pon band,
i pon touch rug.=x
tml long day again,
thurs,
simply dislike thurs.
every sub is on that day,
even pw.
god damnit.
=x
two more days before i start rushing my PI.
next week gonna habd up PI,
tues maths test,
still got dunno what test.
aiya.
busy busy...
this few days so slack.
=x
suddenly tot of packing my stuff.
like i used to.=x
get my files and stuff.
hees.
i love sleeping,
esp when i'm tired.
so shuang,
such a ramdom post.
ZZz.
but,
I LOVE SLEEPING!
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
9:28 PM
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
this song's making my mood change immediately.
from bad to worse.
wth.
i used to like it very much.
such a cute song.
but why,
now it sucks.
=x
i know i shouldn't give up.
cant stop here.=)
at least i'm feeling better now,
though it's just a few words,thanks py!
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
8:45 PM
i'm so dead.
sososo dead.
dunno why.
feeling so nua.
lazing around.
lazy to do anyth.
tired.
tired of everyth,
dunno what's e everyth.
school,
catching up with tonnes and tonnes of work.
slacking this two days.
gosh,
two days=2X24 hrs=48 hrs.
cham.
how can i afford to lose it.
tired tired..
=x
touch rug tml.
can i skip five stations tml?
i cant do situps.
muscle still hurts.
tired tired.
so tired.
so sick,
of everyth.
test test and test.
nafa also test.
wth.
**** e hell up.
=x
goodbye.
i'm tired.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
7:56 PM
Saturday, April 07, 2007
good evening,my dear blog.
i'm so guilty ar.
did nth today.
later must go mug and finish all my hw today.
=x
all my rs friends are mugging.
but,
my sa friends aren't.
lol.
nvm,
i shall be e exception.
for e sake of myself.
=)
went to e wet market today.
yeah.
i saw a cat,
APPROACHING me!
so,
swiftly,
i walked to e corner where my daddy is standing,
and pushed him aside.
he was confused initially.
he asked,
'ni zuo mo?'
i pushed him with all my might and signalled him of e cat with my eyes.
know what?
he laughed.
mummy laughed.
so,
they ended up teasing me.
like, wth?
after that.
we went to e petshop.
daddy went to take puppy food or smth.
mummy teased me again.
she bet that i dun dare to go see e cats.
she's right la.
keep teasing me.
what's wrong with fearing of cats.
Zzz.
=x
hmms.then i got home.
wanted to mug but ended up slacking in front of e comp.
then went to grandpa house.
before that went to make a new pair of specs.
finally!
nots i will be straining my eyes everyday in e LT.
e specs kinda cool.
but looked 'si wen' after wearing it.
lol.
that's what mummy says.
but it's e best alr.
hees.
i've new specs!
so happy.
but gotta wait till next week.
i love changing specs!
hees
came back at seven,
had dinner and here i am.
yea,
i got nagged,joked at,teased,
for joining touch rug.
they dun like it.
i knew it,but it's e only alternative for netball i thought.
wanted hockey,
but all dsa eh?
so pro.
for e next two years,
i would be nagged at every week.
for my skin.
ZZz.
luckily,
doreen's in touch rug too.
at least i'm not alone when i got nagged
=)
i'm such a lazy gal today.
off to muggerland*
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
8:19 PM
Friday, April 06, 2007
it's easter day.=)
nth to do with me though.
first day of my weekend.
as u can see.
if i were to blog,
it means that i'm bored.
yeah,
i AM.
body aching all over.
it's even worse than ytd.
god damn it.
=x
dun think i can make it for contact training tml.
seriously,
i's more devoted in netball.
=x
touch training on mon.
PT.
think i wun ache anymore after mon bahs?
gettig used to it.
i miss netball trainings.
they are much easier and fun atleast.
touch not bad though.
=)
piles and piles of hw to be done.
two project on hand too.
yet i started on none.
i bet i can finish it on time.
but,
i swear i gonna at least,
finish e hw.
=)
next week's daddy's birthday.
but
i gotta rush out my PI.
sg?my?
daddy's three times older than me.
haha=x
i gonna be guai from now on.
tata.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
11:27 AM
Thursday, April 05, 2007
this week is torturing.
too many unhappy stuff keep pissing me.
perhaps,it's just pms.
but,no.
Zzz
had touch rug training ytd.
pt.
yeah.
pt,i'm dead.
pt for one hr.
normal cum superb.
really killing me.
now,
i cant walk,sit properly.
even toliet business is a prob.
haha.
mon pt training again.
by then,
my butt is no longer mine.
=)
currently,
i'm trying hard to catch up with my schoolwork.
which is hell man.
we were supposed to be one of e better classes.
can u believe it?
with slack ppl like me ard.
struggling to catch up.
bless me yea.
hees.
tests coming in my way.
panda eyes coming too.
but.
time's not slowing down
it's running past me.
like...
i am happy.
i am not happy.
i am happy.
i am not happy.
ciaoz.
i dun like long weekends.
ppl,enjoy ur weekends then.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
9:53 PM
Monday, April 02, 2007
it's mon.
firstly,
thanks to huize for helping me change blogskin.=)
alright
for ppl who saw me today will know that i'm pissed.
totally pissed.
with myself.
i dunno why.
but am pissed.
and,please dun ask me why.
ppl who know me enough,
would know that,
if i'm not gonna say,
i wun say.
no matter what.
sorry.
i'm pissed.
yeah.
first thing in e morning/.
that china gal pissed me off.
what's wrong with pe.
u can decide everyth u wan?
this's not china,my dear gal.
it's SINGAPORE>
there's always a law to follow.
fine.
i din see her for e rest of e day.
who cares if she's dead or alive.
it's her choice.
right,
what a lousy buddy i am.
i'm lousy.
had 2.4km run.
right,pissed again.
my timing suck.
14.01 mins.
what a timing.
it sucks totally.
so what if i'm e first gal to reach?
there's only eight gals in my class.
call me a sportsman with such a lousy timing.
i sark.
as i'm pissed,
sorry to e lecturers.
i din pay a bit of attention.
yet i sat right in e middle.
right,
i din care,
i sat right in e middle with my ugly sitting posture.
who cares.
so pissed,
that i handed my phone to ber,
just dun wan it to be anywhere within my sight.
ZZz
right,and now
i'm pissed why i hadn't pay attention.
that two hr of lectures i had lost.
i know nth now.
ppl were asking whether they understand.
some yes,some no.
i said,
'i wasn't even listening.'
i replied e same to everyone.
when i'm pissed,
please dun sing to me.
dun blame me if i did anyth nasty.
i dun like it.
it's raining.
there's downpour in cck.
i alight from e bus.
knowing that i had a umbrella.
i din use it.
for some strange instinct i had,
i refused to.
i'm pissed with myself,
to be simple.
so pissed that,
i made others mistook that,
i din like that person.
cos i din smile.
and looked stern.
sorry.
i din bother to explain.
i'm reluctant to open my mouth,
more to say to explain.
many know i'm pissed.
was really pissed initially.
thanks to ber,
keep cheering me up.
trying hard to make me smile and laugh.
now my phy notes are full of scribbles.
maybe,
i really need to be more understanding.
perhaps,
i had been selfish.
mich too.
e scenes that her face turn red during tut realy made me laugh.
she blushed.
real red and hot.
thanks to her massage.
i used to feel ticklish.
but today,
it was comfortable.
mich,u're a good massager.
=)
my last words.
for this post i mean.
sorry to those whom gt affected by my mood.
for my immaturity,
stubbornness
i'm sorry.
once i'm down,
i dun talk,
i'm stern.
expressionless.
tml would be better.
goodbye
everyone.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
5:14 PM
