you're the one thing i got right
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there
Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back
If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you...
Sunday, February 25, 2007
alright,i'm back to blog.have been quite lazy to blog recently but my blog din die out right?thanks to huize huh,and dun call me pig.u then pig lorh.=x hmm.yeah.HAPPY NEW YEAR!though it's quite late alr,it's better than nth.=p
had nth much to blog actually.ya,i lost my voice.it got better ytd.but ytd night kept coughing till throat so darn pain.coughed all e way till now,12:47am and i'm still coughing.Zzz.i doubt my voice would recover.think it would persist.e reason is bcos...i din take med,no honey as well.moreover,i ate kfc and a bit of new year tibits just now.=x
right,ytd went town to buy bdae presents for mummy and sis.so qiao their bdae fall on e same month-feb and only three days apart.so sis-dajie,decided to go heeren to look for watch for both of them.initially went to swatch,but cant find any that suits mummy,yet we stayed there for like half an hour.kinda tired alr.so went levi's walk abit then to fossil.we choose and choose.gotta think which one suits mummy.sis's bf keep saying 'that watch definitely dun suit my mummy,maybe it suits yours..' and i'll keep saying,'it doesn't suit my mummy either.'.so funny lor.sis was like bth.nth suits.=x wasted so much time on that.so we kept choosing and choosing..finally e three of us agreed on a watch and bought it for mummy.it costs hundred over bucks i suppose.then gotta choose for er jie.choosing watch is really not simple man.i'll die faster after spending so much time and energy and brain cells choosing ONE watch!took one hour plus to choose for mummy.if we were to choose for sis,by e time e shop closes,i guess we won't be done yet bahs.=x so to be fast,we decided to find smth else for sis.saw wallet so chose one for her.a white fossil purse.yi jian shuang diao!haha.settled both their presents.paid and went off.there goes part of my angbao money.ZZz
this morning mummy called me and asked whether i wanna go melaka for da tuan bai not.initially i wanted to go but gotta wait for sis to go back tog.but sis dun wanna go and will be late.so mummy say either i come back first or they leave without me.in that case,i decided not to go then since they'll be back by tml afternoon.then comes e complication.er jie called to say that if i dun go,left only two kids-she and my lil bro.then no point going alr.if i go,they will go and shun bian fetch sis back to her campus tml since it's shun lu.ended up i'm e one carrying all e responsibilities.and u know what,i got a cold shoulder by er jie when i decided not to go.after which,da jie says she dun feel like going cos it's tiring.then bro called repeating e same th as what er jie said and i told him i'm not going.they can go without me.thought it's settled alr,but mummy called agn saying they will wait for me.overseas calls like free lidat.govt pay for u ar.phone bill come dun anyhow scold me hor.ZZz.wth?then,we reached home at bout 6pm in sis's friend car.merc.so chiok!but daddy's better.=)once i reach,daddy say er jie cried.i was like hur?cry for what sia.for not going melaka?please lor.not as if you're a three year old kid.then i've to shoulder e blame agn.from e beginning it's me.like i dun go e sky will drop,pigs will fly,elephants will cry.Zzz.and so,expected,i wun open my mouth to talk to er jie,this time she's even more steady la.she din talk either,let's see how long this would last since she's going off tml.
one day,i might cough my lungs out.but,at least i know how to take care of myself.not like...ZZz
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
12:39 AM
Friday, February 23, 2007
happy chinese new yr~!gong xi fa cai everyone~! late entry but better late than never isn't it. before i commence on anything,it's once again huize in da hse. and once again that pig is too too too lazy to blog. anyway this sld be her yr,pig yr.
right,she return home on fri,if i rmb correctly,then she returned to sing on wed,that is the day before huh.anyway she lost her voice.poor thing,serve her right for laughing at me though. =x anyway,that resulted in her staying home to be a pig ytd.tsk tsk.skipped sch to be simple.
hmmm,i dunno wat to write for her le. =x.
that's all.still,gong xi fa cai to everyone.have a prosperous yr ahead.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
10:44 AM
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
happy valentine's day~!hey dudes out there! it's huize in the house.alrite,this girl here helpped me to blog the last few entries,so im here to help her blog.unfortunately she had alr forgotten wat she wanted to blog initially.
hmm,perhaps there's one thing,she met a rs guy but she cant rmb that fellow's name.yea right.she FORGOT her friend's name.alrite,wat did she do ytd?hmm,i knew i met her ytd,i myself cant recall.i must be really getting on with ages le.oh ya,she accompanied me to the doc.cos i practically lost my voice.horrible ytd and incorrigible today.then we went to ang mo kio and then home she go.
right,today is valentine's day~! she pon sch today,naughty naughty.went to the movies. watched white lady. not with her valentine,with me.lolx. anyway the movie ain't that scary at all.expected plot i would say.ppl die,for some reasons.good ones survive and then the ghost rest in peace. then after that,this piggy here went home to rest.
chinese new year coming.sendin all her regards and my regards to everyone out there.happy holiday!
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
9:53 PM
Saturday, February 10, 2007
can anyone tell me which should i choose other than SA?i could actually go for some top five jc.but think SA would be good enough?lol.three more days for me to think...
malt candy?right,i'm jealous lar..
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
4:58 PM
Friday, February 09, 2007
JUDGEMENT DAY!yeah,today's the judgement day.release of o'level results.my heart almost popped out while waiting for e results to be released.guess what?i got 9 points.phew!~ you know what.before we even reach school,mr goh msged to say that only six ppl gt distinction for phy and even fewer for chem.somemore they say both maths were so easy that e grades were all pulled down due to moderation.=x we were like wth?all so horrible how to score man??hopes all gone.min wanted aj,gina and me wanted sa.e route to the respective jcs are like so far away from us.lol.after which we found out that vera got nine distinctions,pam and hui lin topped.these ppl are really pro lorhs.they were so happy that they cant even close up their mouth.lol.
after waiting for very very very long,we finally got to assemble in the air conditioned hall.so cool..then we were shown of the grades of e high distinction students.was finding my name there sia.cos mr goh said my name was there.not 7 distinction nor six.my heart was pounding hard man,then it finally appear at e five distinction slide.i was shocked la.then looked for my L1R5.NINE!i cant believe it lorh.i stared at it for very long.that i din even have time to look at what my distinction were.kay,i'm really shock.gina gt six distinction.xin gt five.min not sure.din ask also cos she was kinda disappointed when mr goh din mention her name.right.after e results were released,lotsa ppl start to cry.hope sharon's okay by now.=) it's not up to her expectations i guess.gina too.her grades were the same as her prelim's.whatever it is,ppl,just gotta accept it kay.=)
oh ya.i must really say,ciauer is pro de lorhs.she gt seven distinctions eh.only gal from her class.congrats!!!!!hope mummy daddy are satisfied bout my results bahs.first time getting single digit eh.my highest record was eleven only lorhs.should i have a treat?any jiang li?lol.think i should be staying in SA.simply love tat school.=)
english-B3chinese-A1E maths-A1A maths-A1humanities-A1physics-A2chemistry-B3biology-B3 L1R5-9=)
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
9:30 PM
Saturday, February 03, 2007
it's saturday!!!i'm so tired.slept at dunno what time ytd and woke up round 7++?tiring eh.but i really slept well=) maybe i'm too tired.=x i wanna sleep more but bro so early fetch me to his office.thought can go back msia rest de.what onlyZzz.one very impt thing! i wanna play mahjong!!suddenly have e urge to play.could have played it ytd but i ended up falling asleep.=x mahjong mahjong...
ytd night mummy called.luckily she called before i went out nots,i'ld be dead by now.=x as usual,she asked bout my back.e pain has sorta eased.not that pain anymore.but still pain?whatever.mummy gonna bring me see e specialist that i went to e last time.like a year ago?lol.think daddy too worried or what bahs.nots mummy wun bring de.the last time when i went to e specialist was also daddy's idea.=) hope there's nth wrong with my back bahs.better not be what gina's mummy said.=X
it's feb alr.two more days and it'll be e second week of feb.whick means,we're going to get our results!!some say it's on the 5th,some say 9th.be it mon,wed or fri,i'm scared.fear of all e grades that i'm getting.maths' so easy that it's hard to score an A.humans' too tough to score either.wth?whatever.god bless. =x
i wonder...
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
12:14 PM