Thursday, January 31, 2008
Roses without Thorns.yO-ness!
goddess,MSA is finally ALL over.yesh,today is the last day of MSA ended with my favourite subj, physics.one that im so sure of to score and cant not to love,yet it didnt turn out that way. it didnt end beautifully. physics paper was damn hella tough,the toughest of all and the toughest physics ppr ever. yet my favourite subj. practically cant do the paper, even calculations aint sure of, though i admit din really study indepth. what an ending. goddess,whatever the case, it's over!
had some stress talk during ass today. as the test result reveals, am a stressful person.=/ a quality time person as well, one who could spend as much time with ppl u love,be it just talking over the phone for hours, staring at each other,just the accompany even if it's just pure silence, u just did enjoy every bits. not any others like 'gifts','physical touch','words affirmation',nor 'acts of services'. BoO!berthabak, stop emo-ing! shoo ur emo-devil. yc give sweets. MoOmOo...it's friday tml!!
*so near yet hella far =x
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
11:03 PM
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
'cause I Believe.ive been fooled! have been thinking that it's alr feb now,but who knows it's still in the mth of jan.yeah,it's still 29th jan today.how did i self-convinced that it's feb?ended up mixing up all dates and spending extras.goddess.
well,econs was terrible today.though the concepts were kind of right, doubt the contents were informative enough cos were simply crapping my way through and dilly dally, not realising time was ticking away fast. master it in no time please. had chem tut today. the new-to-us tcher is kind of good in explaining, at least i prefer her than the previous one. but she's so concerning that once she sees our mouth moves, 'girls, is there any prob? do u understand?' will come out from her. the guys are simply too smart for us to catch up their pace. :( nevertheless, gonna start doing her tut and most imptly,love chem. and am SURE in for her remedial. Geez.
finally got to see sis after she went missing, inaction for two days. returned with her goldfish eyes. pity her. studying is not even as bad.
drenched the first time in school uni, i meant sa uni. and the consequence is; 'transparent'. forgot my umbrella when i assumed i did bring along with me.searched high and low, but...
maths MSA tml. my goal is to score of course, for this prettypretty math subj.
time check: 2354 h.
off for chem tut. :]
i think 29th jan is not a pretty good day'
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
11:42 PM
Monday, January 28, 2008
Seeks the Love.yO!
today is just another boring schoolday with the usual routine blahblahblah.why cant there be some new things other than the usual lessons etc.just being random.today is 'animal' day.chem lect was on nitrogen compounds with lecturer experimenting denaturing of livers with alcohol vinegar etc.it was so gross and waste of money.=x he practically bought quite a number of livers and dunno what livers were those.pig? and even used some not-so-cheap wine.i feel so blessed not daring to eat any liver.and on e way home, there were some river cleaners catching a snake.long long snake.all of us,out of curiosity,stop at the sas bridge to watch them.the snake went swirling and strangling ur arms as if e arms gonna be swallowed as shown in tv programmes.the previous time was crocodile,this time,snake.what's next?and i got scared by cats,birds.as usual...
tml is the first day of msa of this week.econs.studied but bound not to score.wth.i should be studying now.i mean maths for the day after yet i cant help but to daydream in the midst of studying and wasting my time.my soul just drifts off to daydream unconsciously.daydream can be anything,the point is to daydream.=x should i cont my maths or cont to daydream or to sleep..
the only thing that i look forward to for tml is chem tut with the new chem tcher.i want to like chem like i do for phy.;]
i know i shouldnt be blogging but i cant help but to daydream. missing the link.
seeks the love.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
10:36 PM
Sunday, January 27, 2008
Where's the Love.alrights, pictures are gettin boring so a plain one is in here.too pink though.it's just for a random change.=D
kind of addicted to tennis now.all thanks to the influence from fbt.i mean watching tennis match can be fun too.they really make cool stuns.it's just simple cool.and for the whole day,ive been so lookinf forward to the men aussie finals that i practically did nth except for phy cheatsheet which is suppose to let u cheat during exam.oh whatever.
next week is filled with test.or rather this week.haven started on any yet but am worrying bout all.fearing of not scoring.this can be scary.cos that's the reason why sm studying here now.geez.
off to tennis-land.djokorvic is sooo cooool.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
10:57 PM
Former Indonesia President, Suharto passed away.
Benzair Bhutto assasinated.
???
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
3:59 PM
Saturday, January 26, 2008
baby love.GEEEZ.
i'm brain dead now.tiredness conquered me.
wasted two hours travelling for nothing today.
for tuition to be exact.but i happened to go at the wrong timing.or two hours earlier.
i thought i did read the msg clearly or was it me and my vision prob.
and i refused to wait and went back.
the guy at the reception was so sorry bout it.and seriously looked sorry too.
cos i made all e way down. and i got a hard time telling him it's okay..zz
mugged whole day at SB.not a bad environment though.
can stay till close at 11pm.
that explains why am brain dead.
simple maths sums can even seems so chimmm.
but i enjoyed.esp phy.which is loveeee
i dontknow what more to say..
hey fbt,u have our support!
now uve made ur choice,it's time to work even harder.
GOOO yo. :]how far am i capable of.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
11:11 PM
Friday, January 25, 2008
that's you.it's friday today.the hectic week is finally over.
next week gonna be even more hectic.
the week has not ended and am worrying for the next alr.
goodness.
school was super boring today.esp gp.
the only thing that keeps me looking forward to gp isnt here today.
saddness.and it was just day dreaming the whole 1.5 hrs.
left for town after sch.nth was productive though.
was kinda dead.
i lost my way in town again,as usual.no sense of direction.
met quite afew familar faces and cant really recognise.
me and my stm.=x
mann,i kind of miss nball when constance called out today.
'hi yikcheong!' was what she said, but ya,it made me miss badly.
at least that made me felt that bit good of...and got the urge to train.
yet back wun allow me to.
goodness.
i promise to start to like chem again.i will try with all my might and will.
with the help of tuition and the new bung-like chem tcher.
ive to like the tcher before i like the subj.
am sure to stick my eyes on her and pay attention during tutorials.
i dont have a choiceee...
and there's tuition tml.
have been falling alot lately.lately means since j1.
as if to repay my sins. and it's always the gallery steps.
blue blacks on knees are common sight.and they are leaving permanent marks.
am i just suay or what.
am seriously pekcek again.
oh the 'F'!!
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
10:44 PM
Thursday, January 24, 2008
hold tight,or let go.am currently hella damn hot inside.
I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE.
wanting to scream the hell out.the fume is enough to kill dozens of sows.
D-A-M-N-I-T!
@#$%^&*()
swears swears swears
my tiann,please let me have a broader heart.zzz
anyways,today should be happy day,but now it doesnt seem so.
oh the 'F'.the worry that has been landing heavy on me for the whole of this week is finally over.
yes,chem msa is finally over.the most scary subj.
the paper was rather easy and made me starting to like chem,
but i just cant get points across my mind.
the front part was good,towards the end,the more u try to grasp for answer,the more blank ur mind is.
oh the 'F'!!and i really studied this time round!!!!
oh the 'FFF'the feeling of knowing that u wouldnt score when uve tried ur utmost best by studying and recapping that utmost times,truly sucks.
scoring is not about passing,but really is to 'score'.
it's even worse than not studying and get 2 out of 20.
be a mugger,seriously.
i wanna kill a bull now.
i thought i have much to blog,but now everything's gone.
oh the 'F' again.
i think i stepped onto some shit today.i meant 'faeces'.
oh the 'F' once again.i wanna parang a cow now.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GINA!
hope u like the surprise.i know u like it.=D
cheers,fbt!
please,let go or hold tight.oh the 'F'. the final one.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
8:15 PM
Saturday, January 19, 2008
lovin every bits.YO!
happiness.gonna buy my phone soon!hohoho.
though not a superb phone but at least i like it for now.
but am sure i will be sick of it after some time.
and i realised that seeing or having something for too long,you will really feel sick of it.
hence losing it isnt a sad thing though cos it's just a matter of time of getting it outta your life.:]
on and off, im like somehow sick of it alr.
anyways,i just so gonna get the phone though functions are terrible,i just seem to like it.
weird ppl having weird taste..
and great thank-u to sis and bf.:]
MSA is starting next week.
first paper would be GP and then chem.the two horrible subj.bless me.
i dont like having exams but it somehow serves as one to drive u up to expectations.
at least more of practise.
so having tests on and off aint bad too.
down the years,people have been saying yc changed.changed for the better or the worse?i did really changed perhaps.but what where which part of me have i changed.life is like a play.nothing can be pre-predicted.not even for tml.perhaps miracle just falls upon.who would ever predict that yc is in sa.or even things that she would do.if there is an opportunity,certainly i would want to turn back time,to fill up all loopholes but whose life has got no loopholes?perfection never exists.but now,am contented with what i had.satisfied with what i'd gained,even glad of what i've lost cos u wouldnt learn without losing.furthermore,some stuff that u lose may be what u shouldnt even have had in the first place.it's the God whose correcting mistakes for u.u live for the better and be contented in what u have now.the only imperfection and regret i've now is not excelling in nball.quiting in the first place is a mistake,perhaps going back for it is too.these are the worst,unforgivable mistakes which i'd blindly committed one by one the previous year. it's like having a missing flesh in ur body.whatever the case is, loving all to bits now. :]off to mugger-land~
i must master organic chem!!
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
6:40 PM
Thursday, January 17, 2008
craze love.yc's ininininininin da house!
today is the first and only day that lesson ended so late.at 5pm.
not really late though but normal timings are like 1,2,3pm?
not even 4pm.so ending at 5 is kind of late.
and i've completed all the homework!!goddess.
but new ones are coming up tml!zzz
have got so many stuff to buy.i wanna buy bag.watch.phone.shoe.blahblahblah....anyone can give me some suggestions on which to buy?had v9 in mind.but functions aint as good as w910i.butbutbut many ppl ard are having w910i.so common.w960i is like damn COOL! if only santa were to be here....please help me get outta this bloody dilemma.anws.bertha was being bloody the whole day with her bloody nose,talking crap with all her bloody-constructed sentences.
and it was so bloody hell boring the whole day that she turned out to be so bloody tired and sick.
but still gotten her bloody energy to laugh at the indian econs tcher.
that was how bloody her day was.
and please let me see ur adidas watch!!!!
frankly,econs tcher isnt bad afterall yet she's indeed great!
at least better than mr tan, i guess?
not like what rei says, her lesson is 'F' boring.
too much of
'F' ; 'S' ; 'CB' today..
not like i said it but ppl ard are doing so..
though am in the heavy mood of swearing recently.
the sun today was superbly bright and lovely.too lovely for tanning.walked past the nball court several times today with the company of that love-sun.reminds me of secondary sch trainings.under the scorching sun,sweating like hell and still enjoyed training even with the inhumane scoldings from coach.lovely isnt? i miss those times..just suddenly.sa trainings can never be like that.furthermore,am not like training?ohh whatever.that reminded me or led to the temptation for tanning as i was telling that ade-ass.
and drinking too.somehow,the alcohol urge is floating high.
but it only gonna be home.or with bloody friends.
DeaL or No DeaL.i'm coming!!GooDNighT. :]
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
8:21 PM
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
the 'f' word,she says.yc pon-ed school today.
she didnt skip lessons though.cos it's x-country today.
it's just two hours,we aint running and furthermore,it's at east coast which is like not very near.
hugging my bolster to sleep is
L-O-V-E.mummy's gonna bring me mc tonight to save me from 3.6km punishment run tml,hopefully.
the
'lovely-EST' parents on earth. =D
ahhneewaayyss,i did spend my time 'wisely', completing all homework and perhaps newsppr article for nextweek.
if not for MSA, yc wouldnt be so hardworking.zzz
there's more revisions to go..
some nerds-wannabe pics.
mug.mug.mug
one.two.three.four.five.you're always in my dreams.again.she says the 'F' word.off to mugger-land. :]
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
7:11 PM
Monday, January 14, 2008
the hollow feel.MonDay is Over!Tommorrow will be TuesDay, and the day after; WednesDay!
goddess.
i feel good todayyyy.despit some stuff.but yeah,the feeling is like real great?
firstfirstfirst-LY,
ran 2.4 for pe.though running sucks.completing it is however,
GREAT!afterwhich had interclass nball with s18,i think. it's been years since i touched that
dear stripy ball.all thanks to my back hur.and the game was again,
superbly GREAT!though the running made my back hurt like mad,and even worse after the court game,but oh wells, the feel just cant be put into words.
more games tml! greatness!
anyways, i
PASSED theory test!!just passed though.
42/50. but it's still got that glimpse of accomplishment cos lotsa questions were not stated in the english-translated book? it's simply just too brief to eye for its brim.
okay,and i passed!when i saw so many malay girls failed.even the guy before me failed,it was like,
oh goddess sure fail.am prepared to take retest. eventually,i still managed to pass,and the malay lady told me,'giam giam pass'.thank god.
for dunno-what-reason,be it
fear,anxiety,excitment,both my hands turned hella wobbly,having me dropping my book as i walked out.within the next two steps,my phone was on the floor.everyone was looking,sharing my happiness which was feeling...v
malu inside me.
the point is,i passed! and now i wouldnt have time for practical.zzz
back to school,had chem test.din study at all.not even flipping through the pages and i just went in to sit for it.for that half an hour,was staring blankly right into the paper.counting seconds to pass.bet i would get a
Z-E-R-O. ohh.and i got it a bet with bertha. what's wrong with me,i need the
'chem drive' back!
had a great consultation with mr kan today though he looked tired,sick and having something up in his mind.godly,really cant stand that phy tcher.zz
lovely mugging session too.at least i've completed most of the work except econs which i think a textbook is seriously required.
wellwell, i've done it!!!the hollow feel,was it supposed to be a good or bad thing??now,i wouldnt have to avoid anymore,i guess?=xGoodNight to Y0u! :]
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
9:03 PM
Friday, January 11, 2008
crunchy.yO.
there's a lot of work to do of which i doubt i can even complete half of it due to the upcoming organic test.simply hate that.how am i gonna complete understanding those stacks of notes and memorize every single mechanism with correct positioning of arrows and equation.F*
maths tut.phy tut.chem tut.econ tut.gp tut.phy pract.chem test.driving theory.MSA etc.
simply a pain in e ass.
will be calling for consultations very soon.esp phy due to the dear lame-est tcher that we had.never had we met such a tcher who enjoys having jokes as part of his life;which aint funny at all and are real 'cold'.never had the class feel so bad before.as least to me and xx.
to conclude,mr kan is still e best.at least he's cute,tries to explain and his jokes never turn us off.
next week will be a rather slack week.
wish me luck for theory test.
GooDNight.
this feeling is no way gonna come back again after so long.it's so familiar though,i still cant manage it.like i'm invisible to u'll' and likewise to me.the whole plot is being seen through too thoroughly that hope is not a way out anymore.shall the first time be enough,yet there were the second.third and seeing upon the upcoming forth.i'm not sure what shall the next step be,to resolve or just to end this.it's just like bridgeS to be mended.i couldnt be bothered anymore.cos i've long lost confidence,lost faith and lost trust.that even setting expectations makes me fear.in the state of confusion.you wouldnt know till you were told of.why asked even before i realized it myself.now that it's known.it's a pain in the ass.feeling bad like dog.hella vexed.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
11:35 PM
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
the me in me.wells,i cant rmb what lessons i had today.
currently brain-dead.feeling sick.
dont wanna fall sick now,but hope am sick.
wth.
everything was as slack and boring except for pe!
pe has been getting more and more fun though it's still mr Q.
ran quite a number of rounds today.not alot though.
burns fats.builds up muscles.
and played some games.
pe has always been the best part of all.
nth worries during pe.and it just gets better.mentally.physically.
loves pe, always has been.=D
but after pe was the terrible part which dearie back never fails to hurt.
after so long,it hasnt recover,even simple pe session of running could cause such pain.
just kill it.damn.
this simply spoils everything!
i wanna sleep.
wanna buy bag.watch.shoes.clothes.
and new me.
wanna drink green bean soup.
eat guilinggao.
what am i suppose to do with nballwhat's in me
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
9:09 PM
Monday, January 07, 2008
geeks-wannabe.it's monday!
school was pretty slack.
infact school is so slack every single day.
yet it seemed so busy.busy like dog.
cos of the loads of work to be done and expectations and various exams coming up.
i gonna mug like a mugger,live off my life like a mugger.thank goodness.all of us carried backpack to school today.
today is
geeks-wannabe day.just for one day.
pretty cool yeah.
passed height and weight today!
not like i would exceed or what,but was just fearing of too much weight diff.
it wasnt the case afterall.
happiness!And the new econ tcher seems much capable.
though...oh.she's the first non-chinese tcher we had.
make her my saviour.
sat-o5o1o8went to report for driving theory lesson early X early in the morning.
as expected,it was boring like hell.
cos, i dun undertsand a single word in malay.zzz
even taking the colourblind test was a prob.cos of e malay words.
shy-ly,i still had to borrow ppl's paper as an exemplar to fill in my particulars.
damn,should i say.
infact,only the malays were listening. all the chinese were sleeping,
listening to mp3s etc.
the total 8 hours was just H-O-R-R-I-B-L-E
the actual theory test would be on this sun.
and e english version guide book was @#$%^&
some kind of genius if i did pass. =D
have been a good ass over the weekends.
did assignments till 3am.
which is like once in a blue moon.since sec4.
and how nice of mummy to make bird's nest for us.
craving hella for alcohol.
this would be the next aft birdnest. :)
back is acting up again.
surely not gonna be when am returning for trainings.
heard that ms sim is the new tcher-incharge
after ms chua and ms su left.
and today's coach's bday.
Happy Birthday Mr Bok!i found myself having more regrets..
sadness.
wells, GooD Night.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
9:26 PM
Friday, January 04, 2008
craving for you.TGIF!Friday's lesson is so slack.
three tutorials and three hours break.
it's e most boring day too.
new maths tcher is so fierce.her
bittergourd face shocked everyone.
it's the first time e
classs went totally silent for lesson.
new phy tcher is boring too.keep self-entertaining himself.
crack no jokes.unclear explanation.
And kept going round taking our work as examples.
i was like one of them? furthermore, answers may not be correct.
completing my work
isnt that good
afterall.
i want
mr kan...so cute like ball,at least he's nice and never gets angry.
physics with him is
F-U-N!gp lesson was even worse.the worst!
gp tcher was hella unfun.having lesson with e class is so much better.
zzztoday had spot checks.
one by one by the female
DM and new principal.
DM was like really nice at least.
suddenly a
fatass female tcher appeared out of nowhere to check on us.
starting from my class.
zzzand girls one by one got sent up.
and she asked me,
'is this e longest you can go?'of cos i answered yes la.
at that instant, i was like die,sure
tio esp am wearing the short skirt today.
but who knows,i passed!
phewphewphew.
anyways, the new principal is like kinda strict.
the only and first time i saw her with her stern face today.
but she speaks
monotonously.made me fell
alsleep throughout assembly
ytd.and that was my first time.
even
tchers were falling asleep.
with her and her new system,there's more homework and more exams.
what a
milestone exam.shit u.
im going for theory lesson
tml!
H-A-P-P-I-N-E-S-S
but it starts at 730am and ends at 5pm.
like how long is that??
the whole course is 8 hours, in
malay.
like
wth i
dont even
undertsand malay.
just waste my time through and go for the test.=D
yc's hungry again.
height and weight taking on
mon.
goodness.
misses. :]
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
5:18 PM
Wednesday, January 02, 2008
school.it's the
first day of school.
everyone should be excited about it,not for us though.
but it isnt a brand new start.
ultimate suayness early in the morning.
simply cant get to sleep the night before, school anxiety?
woke up late. dilly-dally preparing for school.
left home late. forgot bottle and took wrong keys.headed back to change and miss a bus.
second bus came yet no one waved for it to stop as if none has returned to the school-ing mood.
as though the bus will stop by itself.it didnt obviously, but the driver drove off slowly looking at every single one at the bus stop, looking out for someone to call for a stop.
being such a occupational driver,he didnt stop without told to do so.
so missed another bus.
and it was like damn late already.rushed to the other bus stop.
yet the approaching bus wasnt servicing. goddamn.
rushed to marsiling mrt station instead.
rushed and rushed and was late for school.
for goodness sake it's e first day of school.latecoming doesnt count.
my journey to school in the morning sounds pretty like an early exercise yeah.zzz
the great thing about school is that my timetable is superbly-nice.
school ends so early everyday.never had i love e sch so much
.greatness.school again tml.so not used to going to school.
time to chiong homework tml.
sianness.
the latest happiest news!!am going for driving theory lesson on sat!
five hours of lecture in malay!i shall day dream.
first step to getting my license.
WoOhOogoodie-night. :]
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
9:38 PM
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
a brand new start.HAPPY NEW YEAR 2oo8!Summary of 2oo7year 2oo7 started pretty well.one of the best times that i ever had.
with great company,acceptable results and got into sajc.
things din went smooth then.
unhappy stuff. red marks of tests and exams.
on e verge of breaking down,efforts were put in to get things better.
self-disciplined,friends etc saved me.
though year 2oo7 was a rather bad and worst one for me,
i've gained and learned alot.
and the
old yikcheong was forced to be back again.=D
the only regrets for 2oo7,but certainly not only one were the several mistakes made.
the first year that i made so many mistakes in my life.
and lost my way.
not excelling in nball.studies.
and even e most loveable driving lessons.
Now,it's time for
2oo8 Resolutions!!1. complete all homework.
2. no pon-ing of school.
3. excel in studies,esp A's.
4. get my driving license.
5. be a filial daughter.more time spent with family.
6. no more serious mistakes.
7. be a more sensible gir.l8. get myself a good life.and i hope that nballers can meet up real soon.
it's been a year since the whole team is present.
saddening uh.
of cos not forgetting those we were once and still bringing colours to my life.
a little dedication to them.:]
dearest friend-cum-daughter,gina.
she has been a great friend indeed, just like what the horoscope predictions state; "rare to find, good when found". this girl never failed to be there when needed.
and she has got her own ways of making one feel ease spending time with her.
whatever it is, she knows best. the FBT! :]
the happy-go-lucky yingxuan. we used to be partners in class.always there to entertain me,talk to me when bored.
always there to claim that i must be bored dead like a mute without her existence.
what could i say?if only we were still partners.LOL.
there's a need for a great thank to her for accompanying me during the bad times.
she was the first whom i did turn to. been months since we met,missing her hell loads.
see u soon yeah.=D
always smiling gossipmate,bertha. dont know what to say bout this super-tanned,racist un predictable kido.
just like a kid,yet someone who is more.
she makes you happy with her smile, makes you jealous too at how sweet ppl are.
always talking to ants. that's why gossiping is everywhere.
loves u. :]
easily emo-ed, ade.
emo girl emo girl emo girl.
only this two words can describe her.her life is filled with troubles.
more than enough to cast a drama.
for she's so devoted, just like me. =x but am not emoooo
a rebellious ass with her new against-the-school-rule haircut.
and one always there to stand up for u.
emo-girl,stop emo-ing.
pretty mich & antismoking xx. wish them everlasting moments with their other halves.
another two loud girls in e clique.
mich never fails to help anyone.she helps everyone.
xx always with her camera taking pictures.
problematic huize. this person once played an impt role in my life. a fun friend to be with.
but she has got too many problems.gastric, knee, problems here and there.
and super hot-tempered yet forgetful.
cant live without her mummy.falls off from the bed.=x
always keep ppl worrying for her.
the very tattoo girl.
manymany others to be named.may this year be a better and wonderful one.:]
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
11:11 PM
