Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Just so Only 18th.HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ME!=DD
yesh, i'm finally, officially 18! this day has finally arrived, no more sneaking into pubs and cafes, no more borrowing of ICs, and no more thrill of successfully sneaking in too.:( :)
i must say this 18th birthday is perfect within the imperfects. =D
firstly, let me thank all who wished me,
mom,dad,dajie,erjie,bro,lil bro, jinger, gina, yingxuan, shimin(thou' u forgot bout it:) ), ciauer, wanxin, sharon, mich, xiuxuan, adeline, bertha, vera, huiyi, kathy, huilong, huize, tania, janice, elieen, peiqi(HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U TOO!), lenard(i dunno how to spell),cheeyae, wenjin, jonathan, ms chia, jeremiah etc....i dont know some of the names and yaaa, i rmb all who msged me.:)
and i thank all for the presents, the given and the belated ones, a big thank you!=DD
so, let me start.
19o72oo8
went to celebrate our (me, mich and bertha) birthday with xamby and jeremiah joined us for awhile. had lunch at shokudo and camwhored. bought mango cake, i chose it. fruit cakes are the best.=D it was pretty funny that we're celebrating our birthday yet we bought the cake ourselves. took pictures at suntec i think?
imitating ABBA MANIA=p
july babies=D
then mich and ade left, while me, xx and ber carry on with our next stop which is CAFE DEL MAR!!! finally i'm stepping into CDM, after so long. even though we didnt have the birthday package, the night there was comfortable; the ambience, the bed, the sea, the skies, but not the people!=X drank moderately, not little but not alot, not to the extent of getting drunk. had this real cool ' smth burnt drink' (forgot the actual name), but it still dont taste as great. spent more than 100$ and we got to move to the beds!!! had been waiting for that moment. thou it was kind of wet, but who cares??!?! had a long night of girls-only chats, and it was fun and great. =D
starters:)
it starts burning.
it burns... and it burns...till..
it goes on burning in our body.=x
the CDM bed!!by the time cdm closes, which is like 4am, we were already zombies,
LIKE THIS!!so went to catch some sleep at the sitting area. till we head home the next morning. was totally exhausted that i slept till 4pm on sun, then met up with jinger to catch The Dark Knight for the second time--it's still so nice!!=D
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27o72oo8
had brunch at some restaurant which the food was superb! i love it, and it was dad's idea cos' it's really GOODFOOD, and that's his way of celebrating or awarding me for my birthday.:)
headed back sg for tuition.
didnt get to meet gina after tuition so met up with sis for dinner, cos' she promised to bring me eat some special food, which actually i've tried before. it was supposed to be a surprise, but it aint no surprise. LOL. besides, had already been there with xamby the week before,to celebrate our birthdays as well. so i celebrated my birthday twice at the same place--shokudo. the food is slightly above average due to the high MSG, but the desert is totally marvellous. especially the mango slush and ice-cream with crisp. drooools.
oh, and i had my last drink before the start of my birthday and my first jap sakae. and it tasted awful. tasted like ordinary wine but slightly too bitter. wonder why japanese likes to drink that with side dishes.
SAKAE.=.=
head back home after that. =D 28o72oo8
In the very first minute of 28o72oo8, jinger's the first to wish me happy birthday! HAPPY? LMAO. mich was before her by a minute, the last min of 27o2oo8.LOL. so sweet of ciauer to call me up and sing me birthday song, with her ever-sweet voice.THANKS YO!=D went to sch in the morning, got presents, took photos, and rushed home immediately after school to change for dinner at clarke quay. of cos' the aim behind all is to drink abit.=X
i thought i would be like late, but who knows, me and xx were on the same train, and were on time, and we waited for the rest for exactly an hour. LMAO. headed to haagen daaz and the boss there treated us ice-cream, then to Tapas Tree. the ambience was really good and comfortable, totally feel like home, but the food sucks. perhaps, mexican food just aint my cup of tea. ordered cocktails--sex on the beach and spanish fly.nice nice!=DD
all left at 7pm, leaving me and xx there. we chatted for hours! all the way till 930pm. when gina and co called to sing birthday song. THANKS YO!
xamby:) At Tapas Tree.
Spanish Fly. Sex On The Beach.
The food, aint as good thou.
while waiting for ppl... and while for food.
walked ard took photos and left.
when i reached home, i saw helium balloon and a card on my bed. at first i thought i was my sis, but she aint that kind and sweet, then i saw that unique handwriting, immediately i knew it, GINA! knn, i was totally shocked cos of some reasons. THANK YOU LOTS!!! i'm so sorry that i came back too late, that made ur plan half-failed, that i was so stupid not knowing of this surprise visit after so many clues given, those tiny loopholes, yet i still wasnt smart enough to realise it and head home early, and eventually, u din manage to celebrate my bday with me. thou uncomplete, but it already perfect up me day. remember? it marks a perfect ending to the last minutes of my birthday. And i'm surprised for all u've done, coming up all alone, and everything, u know it best.=D And you knew it, YOU KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU MOST!:))
the perfect within the imperfects.:)
that day was superbly surprising that i cant sleep, and ended up. no, not ended up, but irresistibly made this special thing for my dearest fbt till 330am. LOL. till i cant take it then i sleep! definitely, school's out the next day.=D
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met up with gina and yingxuan at jack's place. three transex MEN sang birthday song for me. =.= indeed a memorable one. and i got to eat cheese cake! THANKS YO!=D thou the surprise was another failure.
=DD
after which, went to catch the mummy. pretty good, but doesnt worth a second catch. so ppl, just watch it once.
so here marks the very end of my 18th bday. pretty well spent, thou i missed ppl here and there, stuff here nor there. wished alot of times, but for every time, it's the same wish, cos' i want them to come true.=D i dont wanna turn 19.=X
HAPPY 18th to me!=D
now, thou reluctant, it's time to mugggg.
ciao.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
8:09 PM
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
the pre-eightieth :)hehe. slept two hours at the new '
starbucks-like cafe' in school. sounds so cool uh, but the cushions were really comfortable, together with the rainy weather, how nice~
and some staff actually came over and commented, ' why are those '
xiao-
jies' over there sleeping?' as if there's a sign saying we cant sleep. only cant rearrange the
furnitures, we still did it thou.=D
okay, finally my birthday plans are sort of planned? nothing much thou' at least i
wouldnt be spending the 18
th alone.=DD
1)firstly, this coming weekend will be celebrating with my family back in
msia. an early one since it's the only time i have with my family. anyway, birthday falls on
monday, so it
aint gonna make much of a difference.:)
but the sad
th is, i so gonna spend counting down alone, cos' no one will be back on sun night, as usual i will be all alone on
sundays. counting down alone is even worse.... sis not here, neither is bro nor
whoeverrr. if only my family would be there, my friends, every single one and definitely, ______. but.......
neverminddddd :((((((
2)
monday is the day! the only thing that spoils the day is
schoool. with chem test!! thou with or without test
doesnt make a difference since it's just organic chem.
clarke quay after school with
xamby is the fun part i guess? it definitely is!=D i
dont care what time i head home, how much i spend, it's my day,
officially 18. ( i know i already am in the
bday mood=D )
3)rest two days before meeting up with
gna and
xuan, and the mummy! it's hard squeezing out time for them, due to tough coordination of time. that's why
jc life sucks! nevertheless, this day certainly is one of the best!
this is all for the moment, simple yet fulfilling. anyone wanna
cele with me still? book me fast!=
DDD i know i would be spending a bomb, but i
dont care.=D
two more days, and
i'm off for celebrations! i cant wait!
i know
i'm just so overly-excited.=
DDDDsleep early people. :)
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
10:33 PM
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
Iamnot Happy.i know i should be blogging bout the weekend, as much as i want to, today is just not the day. perhaps tml shall be.i seriously think i somehow had a minor sprain on my right wrist.
zzztotally
knn.
iamnot happy.
yesh, this is what i wanna say now, who cares who's reading, who's wondering, who's making the
hee-haws, i
dont fuckin' care cos you fouled my day. like some
fuckin' bitch, for once, i would want to intimidate, like those bitches;
yesh u, u fouled my day, u made me feel like a pile of shit being thrown away, a lump of
faeces rich in nutrition but only remembers when in need. i know i got to be considerate, and i tried to be and i was rather considerate i supposed, but u fucking ruin my kind intentions. i am so all
fuckin' done with u.
i know after typing all this, i would take back all my words. how
KNN.
pon-ed
econs lect with xx today. got back
econs. was expecting a U, but surprisingly got a D, due to leniency in marking i supposed? had some lecture on using
GC, which was boring and slow. pretty good that it ended earlier than scheduled. headed to the lib after that, shared table with
afiq. was surrounded by
riversidians, particularly the graduating batch. they were
fuckin' noisy, all that i could say, they can just shut their bloody mouth, seal their bloody feet onto the ground and do their work. it's totally distracting. i believe
afiq feels the same way as well.
i think it's cos
iamnot happy that made me so ____ negative in this post. i
dont ____ care, do i? hate it? not read then.
din get to see
gina and co, cos' coincidentally i was at the washroom. left lib alone and packed
jollibean for sis and i. and here i am, rambling bout how unhappy i am.
and i totally forgot to watch F1 on sun night, only to realise it today when
sk asked me. great that
hamilton won the race again.=D (am being so idiotic that i counted; this is the first smile)
tml is wed, i gonna seal my brain onto
phy or chem the whole
afternn.
ciao.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
9:15 PM
Monday, July 21, 2008
missin' it.SUDDENLYYY, I SOOOO MISSSSS SECONDARY SCHOOL DAYS.
I MISS SITTING AT THE PARADE SQUARE EVERY MORNING CHITCHATTING WHILE WAITING FOT THE ASSEMBLY TO START. TOTALLY MISSING IT!!!
i miss those every of those "mornings". weird, but i just miss sitting there. on the red ground, just outside the netball court, the 7th or 8th class counting from the extreme left facing the stage. fuck jc life. =(((((
i got lots to post bout the xamby outing!?!?! but not now.maybe tml, or the day after. a great day indeed.=))))
ciao!
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
10:57 PM
Friday, July 18, 2008
ecstatic-al :]PICTURES PICTURES!!
I LIKE THIS!=DD
I THINK XX & BER IS DAMN FUNNNY!
I REALLY have no idea how to PIGGYBACK=p
the informal class photo (including yehan:] )
MY ALL-TIME FAV PHY TEACHER, MR KAN (look how cute he is!) =DD
HOHOHO.I 'IS' DAMN HAPPY!!! YEAH DAMN HAPPY.
cos' it's friday, meaning tml would be saturday, and it's totally good day!! to gather, take photos and drink!
ANDANDAND. i finally got my
DREAM WATCH!!
i think it's really nice, at least to me. the price was really 'nice' too, but am not the one paying for it so, i dont care~ i thought i would need to waste time going town to find this watch, cos' it is not in display in any shop in cwp anymore, but who knows, there's a last piece there, but not in display. LAST ONE LAST ONE, i think am just so LUCKY today.=DD my first birthday present. THANK YOU BRO & ER JIE!!=DDDD
watched The Dark Knight with xx at cwp. the sound system wasnt as great as i expected. maybe cos' of the theatre or, for some reason, it wasnt as good today. DARK KNIGHT is DAMN NICE!!! i so gonna watch it again. everything is great, i dunno what's bad bout the movie. maybe edison chen's scene was too short. two seconds, who would notice him?? but hey, i saw him.=DD oh, another thing is the joker, u so gonna hate him watching the movie, no wonder he died. karma? heh, just kidding! DONT TAKE DRUGS, or u end up like him.=DD
anyways, i lost my bottle again. left it in the theatre, the second time that i left my bottle at somewhere, forgetting to take it in the end. first was my nike bottle at sports school, now is my adidas in the theatre. i got no bottle now!:( but yo jinger, dont buy bottle for me.something memorable please.=DD
yeshyesh, i want memorable stuff for my birthday!! so that my 18th will be MEMORABLE! memorable memorable~~~ 18th birthday, dont play play.HAHAHA. other than drinking.=x
i reaLLy am so ecstatic right now, but i dunno what made me so happpy. no idea worssss. but am jus so happy.=DDD
i cant wait for tml! as long as i dont get drunk.:)
am gonna explore my pretty watch now.
ciao.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
11:00 PM
Thursday, July 17, 2008
CouldntCare Moredead corpse.only way to express the condition am in now. totally dead.
terribly tired. to the extent that sherman asked, 'yc why u look so sad??' cos' he saw me walking up alone, wondering whether i was ps-ed or whatsoever?. hello~ am just freaking tired. tired that i slept during chapel and math lect. ms chia even asked me to wake up during chapel.Zzzz. i even felt like sleeping at the lib just now!
anyways, gp result sucks to the fucking core. totally disappointed cos' i thought it would be better? ehla, KNN seriously. was damn depressed with xx, cos' we both thought the same way. whatever, i couldnt care more.
physics is LOVE! mr kan was so cute. hilarous. full of humour today. i think no one managed to catch his joke other than me, xx and himself, totally laughing our ass-es out. he was laughing at his own lame joke. =DD
did some phy at e lib just now, not much but at least i did some?
eh jinger was damn knn. totally so. i is bwg. =/ once again, couldnt care moreee=p
hella tired. i gonna sleep early tonight like 11pm? my sleeping time for this week is seriously into the wee hours. beauty sleep in need please.
ciao.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
9:39 PM
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
I Like It This Way-meant Nothing now?hello. i dunno what to blog. life is as boring as eggshell. other than school, studying and mugging, nothing meaningful nor interesting happened. what a boring life yeah? i think so too.=z
but well, at least i like going school now, much more than the previous half of the year, solely cos of having mr kan back for physics! not having him back actually, should be i'm finally permitted to transfer to his class again.=))) the great thing is, till now, after two weeks of school, my attendance is marking on 100% still=DD
but i was late today, cos of that turtle bus, made me wait for so longgggg, and ended up late. first ever throughout the days in jc.
somemore, am not very patient.KNN seriously.
have been lib-ing, almost everyday. to mug like a mugger as well as to save money!! am so broke after all the bday presents and oncoming HOHOHO. that will burn a hole in my bank account. so, going lib is the best choice cos, u dont need to spend money!!!
oh, had a longggg chat with jinger someday this week while lib-ing, i think it's ytd. yeahyeah, two hours. chatting ease all pressures burden upon u. and i did smth that i never thought i would in my whole lifetime, as long as i live, as long as i die, i still wouldnt do it, but yo, the egg shell just cracked open ytd, it all just happened. for god's sake. i didnt know what i was doing. but it do feels good after that.=DDD
lib-ing wasnt realllly efficient, cos' i was reallly reluctant to study, but afterall, i managed to complete almost everyth that i wanted to. except the usual stats tutorial. i wonder why i just cant take stats, can god please give me some of that knowledge??
oh, and now, my house is so packed, cos' suddenly so many ppl moved in. not many just two, but my sis came back too, so it's considered three? it feels so different cos' i used to have the feeling of having the whole house to myself, having the freedom to do whatever i want without minding whether anyone's looking. but now, hell NO!! i feel so restricted, and they're my relatives, i cant dont care, i cant NOT smile thou' i haven been, i cant sit and lie in whatever position i like, i cant have the whole room the whole toliet the whole tv to myself. :((( the most important thing is, u cant never piss off ur relatives living under one roof. i hope i dont piss them off, but am certainly sure will never i even quarrel. i dont rmb quarreling with anyone before. =D i still dont like so many here. i dun want to be the one washing toliet for five ppl using that toliet. nevertheless, it feels like in msia, which perhaps is a good thing?LOL.
i think i've never mentioned this before throughout the days in my jc life. khooyikcheong hates being wronged, mistaken, or wrongly accused. which ever it is, it meant the same thing, at least to her. she wouldnt bother, wouldnt fucking care once she's wronged, mistaken blahblah. cos' she fucking hates that feeling. she's a super rationale and practical person. she rationalises, if she's in the wrong, she apologises, if she's not, she dont fucking care. in any case, at least her conscience is clear:)
everytime i said i have got nothing to blog, i always ended up with such a long post.
i love physics, and i need to do some physics stuff now.
ciao.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
10:04 PM
Saturday, July 12, 2008
Granny khoo nai nai.aye. boring boring. i so gonna turn into a big fat pig after this weekend.
kept eating and eating. from lunch to crayfish to icecream to fried chicken to dinner to fruits to crackers. knn who the hell eats so much in a day. i wonder how many situps, pushups i gotta do to clear all my sins from eating. i wanna dieeee. i think i can just return to the previous weight, which i so dont want to. it's like, who the hell would want to gain weight. okay, just shutup if u're like 'what the heck am i talking' or 'what's the need to nag'. okay, just shut it up.i think i can just breathe the air, taste the air tml. one thing i hate about coming back is to have so much goodfood to eat in which i shouldnt be eating so much, though the food is one of the reasons for wanting to come back. one thing i hate staying in sg is to have to eat those knn food there in which i'll be cursing it's quality, though it can prevent me from becoming a fatty.i just hate all these ramblings. so please NOT read.=D
i haven started on any work yet. goddess. i mean homework. i have got so much to do, but just cant settle down to get it done. i said i would start at 9pm, and it's 915pm now. khoo nai nai de. am damn lazy to do assignments. just kill me. and am so irritated by my dear lil bro now for keep asking me this and that. not like i'm not willing to teach, but asking the same old thing repeatedly do have sufficient degree of getting me killed. moreover, it's been an hour already, and he's still asking. playing with my pencil case as if there's wonders in it. (if there is, help me complete all my assignments please, and not forgetting to transfer all those math concepts into my brain.) anyway, he was like asking; sis, do u have anymore of this, anymore that,i'm like ______ stop touching my things. not like u cant, but am irritated. poor him. =X
and it's 917pm now. i still have no mood to do work. noone mug with me, i hate doing work alone. khoo nai nai de.
anyway, they were discussing bout employment of some new accountant, and sis rejected the offer. to them, it certainly do seem ridiculous to not helping your own family business when the offer was in parallel to the market rate. but, i do understand her reasons. who the hell would want to help out in family business when you have got better opportunities outside, to gain experiences and reputation, instead of being trapped in the web, carrying such a burden to run family business. the pressure is like, WOAH, I CANT TAKE IT. what if u were to make a mistake, a serious one which is capable of causing much ruin, who is going to take hold of the responsibility? i bet there'll be pushing of responsilities and worsening of ties. if i were her, i would certainly have declined the offer. furthermore, everyone in the khoo family are ____ not worth to play with. thank god, i didnt learn a thing bout accounting, or else my life will be at risk after A's. dad asked me, i was like, are u crazy? what's accounting?LMAO
so eventually, they still have to recruit some accountant via the newspaper recruit section.
anyone's interested? simple accounting only. =DDD
930pm. i'm still here, not even a single letter written on my paper. neither had i read a word of the questions. khoo nai nai de.
can someone please remind me that A's is JUST AROUND THE CORNER?!?!?!?!
ciao.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
9:03 PM
i'm back again!!
going back msia in 12 hours' time..i wanna eat goodfood, watch movie, but i scared i become fatttty.LOL. yet so much homework to do. i cant finish. i need some discipline.
ciao.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
12:00 AM
Friday, July 11, 2008
I Like It This Way :)HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICH!!!!!!!THE PRESENT'S DAMN COOOOL. I WANT TOO!!! HOPE YOU LIKE IT.STAY GORGEOUS YO =DDDDDfridays are always so slack. took height and weight. lost weight!! height maintained=Dwent to eat then lectures and lessons. practically did nothing, all were chatting and discussing bout bday celebration. how excited!! cant wait for goodfood,camwhore & cafe del mar!!!!!!!!=DDDDDD
i gonna be so brokeee. yeshyeshyesh. bertha's and mich's birthday cost me a big hole in my pocket!! but it's so worth. :)
sooon, it would be MY birthday! cant wait!!! 18th, dont playplay. i'm so gonna wish so much for my bday!!=p just like my 16th. HOHOHO.
ohya, this wallet, cheapo wallet is so nice. i like it so much.=DDDDDDDDDD
went back woodlands to watch HELLBOY II with smelly jinger. smelly jinger lazy bath, go foodcourt makes her smellysmelly, go home and wash her smellysmelly hair.LOL. and she's discriminative. =p
anyways, the movie was alright only, not really GOOD. so-so like e first episode. some parts are worth of a short laugh thou'. i think it's just a 7/10.
i wanna watch RED CLIFF!!! shall ask my dad for a movie trip tml!=D
saw tania and doreen too. i'm not stress, neither am i sad. LOL. it's pretty weird and surprising that am not stressed up at the moment. =.=
headed home, napped awhile. packed my super messy table ever since it was untouched after blocktest. i took veryveryveryvery LONG to sort out and arrange them accordingly. furthermore, am supposed to move out of that room cos' cousin is moving in with us. damn KNN. no own room, back to that weird room. =((
KNN. if not back pain, it would be stomach upset. stop it please...
everyday like that can really kill.
i'm killed.
i will be back REAL soon~
ciao.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
11:10 PM
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
shutup and....just shutuptoday is pretty pretty boring.boring like dog.
early in the morning it rained, and i totally forgotten the need to bring umbrella to school since school reopened. bring an umbrella just to prevent my uni from getting ugly.zzz. so, walked in the rain, which is totally not cool when u're heading to school, rushing. i dont mind walking in the rain if nth impt goes on after that and of cos not wearing uni! i'll rmb to bring it tml.
chem was atrocious. dont tell me, pass good le what. at least u passed. it just didnt meet my expectation which is not any closer to passing. i thought i could do better for ppr2. i dont get it why i failed tt ppr, and yet scoring for ppr3. KNN.
i got NOT a single A this time. this is terrible. sigh!
i dont cry for results anymore, like i do last time. ehhh, i crapped alot today. my way of venting? LOL. bertha qing fan wo today. she totally did. ZZZ
had a weird funny dream just now. i can only say jealousy kills.LOL
i need to do work tonight. but am damn lazy.howhowhow. think i'll slack. but prelims is just a month away. ___damnit.
i think this is pretty true. if u dont feel so, too bad.=p
Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship. The seriousness of your love:Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates. Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
5:51 PM
Tuesday, July 08, 2008
Never think of the Undone.eh i'm damn lazy to blog, but i feel like.=p
my results bloody sucks to the core, but i dunno why i aint feeling sad or what, which is terrible cos' this means i would lose the drive to mug hard? this is so not gonna be the case. IT CANT BE!!
anyway, cheer up, gina! never think of the undone.:)
eh, i seriously need to get the undone done!! fight-to-oi.
went lib as usual, did nth much. still in hols mood, i guess? gina came, gina went, peppermint came. oh, peppermint is damn cool, i mean it sounds damn cool,okay, u're cool too!?=D and the name came about damn funny. a bit retarded thou', but making fun of ppl is sooo FUN! yeah, peppermint?=p
and there's this peppermint who added peppermint, when this peppermint dont know that peppermint. whatever. LMAO.
hello peppermint, never think of the undone! :)
never think of the undone. how nice?
should i go lib tml? yes or no.
pls dont msg me, call me instead, or i call u back. :)
smelly yc gonna bath.
ciao.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
9:47 PM
Monday, July 07, 2008
cos' u nv know how i feel.KNN.
I FEEL LIKE SHIT NOW!!!!!!FUCK OFF.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
6:38 PM
(
never cont if u hate that it's long.)i'm stucked at the first line of my testimonial.
khoo yik cheong was a student from St Andrew's Junior College, where she pursued her studies in the Science Faculty. thennnn?????? i dunno what to write, how to write.knn.
it's due tml. shall just crap something out when i got home later. five paragraphs. how niceee?
furthermore, she should be the one to write for us, then we edit right? full of nonsense. i know we shoud be the one writing it, but still, it's such a hassle. spoils the whole of youthday. no youth.
back to what i had been doing for the past weekend. i did quite a number of things, or not really so. sis came back from aus.
WELCOME BACK!! cant really gauge whether she gained or lost weight. i think she gained, but mommy said she lost? i think she's just consoling her cos' all of us lost weight. she said i'm crazy.ROFL. she bought me 'doritos' as souvenir? making be gain weight.zzz. oh, so friday night was the first reunion dinner after so many months. let me tell u, the feeling was damn great, never could be put into words. it simply is
L-O-V-E!anw, din go for drinking eventually, cos' i've to head back to msia.
so sorry adeline and co. no next time yeah. didnt know sis's flight was last friday, just so coincidentally, it falls on the same day. i thought i could go ahead to drink since i would only miss a night with my family, but after much thought, family is more important afterall. as in,
family is prior to any other thing. furthermore, i dont dare to go against my dad and be the spoiler of the night.:)
woke up like damn early on sat, at 7am? i dont know why too. went for breakfast; dimsum; and bird shit fell onto dad's shoulder. knn. damn funny. i laughed till i cry. not like the shit part was hilarious, it's just my dad's and mom's reaction. just feel so loved with family around. i think i miss family-warmth too much. afterwhich, headed to the company. it's been ages since i stepped into the company. no one recognises me. ' this is ah cheong or ah wen?' everyone asked this. do i really look like my sis? knn. alright, it's not a bad thing thou. but never say me, sis and mom look like sisters.=.=
slacked & slacked till my stomach groaned like dog, the organic wine worsened it even more.
sidetrack. dad is so not talking to his production side workers, cos' they're such a fussy-hassle-piece-of-shit. i dunno how he'd survived or rather how the workers survived, with the boss walking around and they have to have their heads bent down and do work just to prevent any eye contact, unless they wanna get shoot and die! LMAO.
then, i dunno what i did, think i slept then ate then shopped.
i seriously sprained my neck that day. i dunno how but it really pissed me. how do u go around with a sprained neck? knn.
i think i seriously gained weight again after all the good food. homecooked food is LOVE! i couldnt miss homecooked food more. living alone without mommy is hell. reluctantly, head back for tuition. watched F1 with smelly jinger ytd. hamilton won!!! like please, top the table again and win this championship.
woke up at 12pm today, ate and am now sitting here stucked with this testi of mine, at smelly jinger's house. oh. she bathed, not smelly anymore.
i really dont know how to cont.
ohya, i so gonna say this. sis has become so chicken!!! she's so timid, for i dunno why. she cant sleep the whole night, for days. she dont dare to watch some not scary horror movie, she sleeps with my mom, she dont dare to open her eyes at night going to the toilet. i hope she doesnt fall. =x she say i must sleep at the same time as her, or else she cant and dont dare to. for some reason, she felt as if something is following her.=X perhaps, the fear from the funeral isnt gone yet. [that's why i never want to go for the funeral, not like i dont care.] mom says i cant scare her but i just cant resist it.=p
this is super super long post.
yc not gonna pon school from tml onwards, till the end of A's unless for celebrations.
oh, i haven write letter for last week.
testimonial, u suck.
ciao.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
3:27 PM
Thursday, July 03, 2008
Drifting Apart.SHOP TILL U DROP!!
I REALLY SHOPPED TILL I DROPPED AND THE ATM MACHINE DONT EVEN ALLOW ME TO DRAW MONEY.KNN.
okay, i enjoyed shopping today, and it's really damn tiring. got some stuffs that i want at cheap cheap prices woohoooo. however not all cos, no money.ya ___
i really can say no more vulgarities.
watched 'wanted' too. cant say it's a really nice show, but the action was great. neither topping the table nor filling the bottom. angelina jolie cant be more hot than this. everyone watches this movie cos' of her, who dont? LOL and the movie contains so much vulgarities; particularly the word 'fuck'; too much that ppl like me cant resist it in the theatre and said it out loud during the points of climax.
okay, i should really stop all my vulgarities. i dont want my parents to be like
''@!#%_____ what the ____ did u just said???''
more movies!!! the dark knight, hellboy, red cliff etc.
the only spoiler today is my results. i knn cant believe i got such sucky results this time round. thou i knew it gonna turn out badly, but NOT SO TERRIBLE right?? esp physics. i dont expect myself getting 28/40 for ppr1 nor failing my ppr 2. i thought i could at least squeeze in a pass. it all depend on my ppr 3 now.zzz
and math, my first D ever. thank god ya? =.= i know i totally neglected math for not studying much, but the feeling of the first D ever totally sucks to the core.
after all this, i know i ought to start mugging, instead of swearing. i know i know. pardon all my swearings or u could just ____not read.
no more swearing, officially start mugging next tues! it's still destressing mode now.:)
surprisingly, we saw xin on our way home at orchard station platform, with her friends. it's been like more than a year since i last seen her, or we. practically everyone of us. i can only say, we all changed.LOL. good to see her as lively as ever still. :)
drinking tml again, but ___ not going. criesss
sis coming back tml. i miss my family, i wanna go backkkk
ciao yo.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
10:53 PM
dont even bother to say goodbye :(
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
1:42 AM
Wednesday, July 02, 2008
That day.heyo!
days without exam is LOVE!!!
totally slacked the whole day, thou in the lib again with
gina and
jinger. but totally is fun, chatting and
blahblahblah. had ample rest before intensive shopping
tml!!!
yeshyeshyesh. i cant wait..
ohya, i left my keys in
gina's bag and she left earlier. both of us forgot about the keys, till the time for me to head home. wanted to just head home if there's
ppl at home, but none. all went back to attend funeral. my
tiann. walked to her house with
jinger to get the keys and head back. thanks yo.:) and seriously, i saw three cats while walking home. ultimate
suayness. my greatest enemy!!!
i think i have more to blog, but i cant blog them.
oh, and i really have to cut down on vulgarities. smack me if i ever say any again.=X
what if i just rant them out in front of my family.
hallelujah.
okok,
tml is shopping spree.
who cares bout school.
ciao.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
11:27 PM
Tuesday, July 01, 2008
my heart belongs to you.MID-YRS' FINALLY OVERR!!!!!!!!!!
yesh, 3pm today marks the end of midyears, totally relieved.
doubt there'll be any As this time. totally screwed..
like i careeee??okay, i do care, but just couldnt do the papers, what to do? knn, whatever, it's time for fun..
have been spending my days in the library, even today.
went to borrow some books and accompany gina and jinger. both still mugging for their papers.
RELAX GINA! now i know how scary it was when i once used to be that stressed up, but hella, am no longer like that. beats me, i dunno why.
gina left home first, stayed with jinger. too bored so called mom up, she told me some REAL shocking news that made my mind went totally blank. totally like how i once felt two years ago, and around this period of time too? knn. totally in the shock state that i kept staring into the blank space and not talking. on e way out of the lib didnt talk, cos' yaaa, i was still in shock.zzz okay, so sorry ___ partner. :)
reached home and i saw my sis unlocking the gate before me!! i was like, WOAH, since when u've decided to come back to this 'home'. LOL. must be feeling scared staying alone at the 'other home', cos' missing me can never be the reason.knn. i do understand why she came back. :) she even intended to come back ytd when she called me, but i cant sleep with her in the room cos' am out at e living room studying.
ohya, saw this pervert at e lib with jinger last sun. i didnt witness what actually happened at first. jinger said that man just peeped under the lady's dress when she bent down to browse through the books. i was like reading my notes so yea. wasnt quite shock cos such things really do happen quite often, furthermore the lady should have be cautious with her pom dress. okay, jinger was damn shocked, high,blahblah like she wanna give birth.LOL. afterwhich, we intend to go to the toliet and i saw that man at the other shelf, literally looking THROUGH the hole btween the books on the shelf, through through through, right in the direction underneath the lady's dress. and he saw me looking, and of cos' walked off immediately. told e lady, she was like, 'oh thanks'. vague response, but that was the most norm reaction. that man's eyes must be sore-ing. knn.
as i said, it's time to enjoy! at least till next tues, before actual work starts again. which means, am so gonna skip school for the rest of the week. thurs will be lectures, doubt they will do anyth impt, fri college day activities, another boring day worth to give it a miss. these two days will be filled with plans and plans and plans. and can u believe it??? i'm going to drink again on friday night! thou am not in the urge to. am so not gonna get drunk this time.i hope fri night is pretty.:)
actually, i do feel sinful and guilty enjoying here. knn, whatever.
so gonna sleep till noon time tml and head for all the plansssssssssss
goodnight.
ciao.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
10:13 PM
