Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you...

My name is yikcheong
and i still love netball.
28/o7/199o;
17 years ongoing is me
happily single.

Appear-phi

achingaching.
3.2km
i hate studying.

i need soooo
absolutely

.I Remember You.

Jascha♥
12:47 AM

Friday, April 18, 2008

This is my title.

TGIF!!!!!!
today is happy day, totally.
finally i've cleared my pft. oh,mann, can u believe it that my standing broad jump was superb? not really good though but it's the first time i jumped so far and broke my own record, of cos'. till now, i still cant believe it, even mr Q was like so shocked and puzzled how-on-earth i managed to jump that far, cos' he knew it all along that this section is my weakness and weakest. ohmann, i cant believe it, that i got an A for the jump and i jumped 197cm!!!! how cool...clapsclapsclaps.
beside this, i'm glad that gina won all the matches she had played so far. CONGRATS! and she is a great one, i love to have and am totally glad to have such a friend. how great she is, the greatness' all in me.MOOOO

and the great thing is, i got my bag after that stupid bag handle snapped! it should have been spoilt long ago, or it is time for it to snap. so well, i bought this bag which i totally like. love at first sight totally. i got my havaianas flipflop too! everyone sure gonna nag once again for buying that. it's my second havaianas. it all costed a mountain and it's now time for some financial management! extreme saving for the following month!

joy aside, so troubled whether to go for match on monday. against ajc which i really wanna go and have a look, but there's phy mock exam on tues and i just feel uneasy. i wouldnt have the ability to handle anything that may happen. seriously, i really wanna go and have a look. ohmann, should i?
besides that, am totally fear that i cant sprint all the way for that 10 x 200m relay. totally die-ed for that last 50m today and i didnt put in my max this morning. how can i gonna complete it on wed?? dont wanna slow down the overall timng solely due to me. u may say even if my timing suck, it would only just be a few seconds, but the rest were really fast like the guys and xx. sam is like cheetah, ky is like jaguar. moreover, i think they really wanna win this time round, just like last year.winning for two consecutive years. how cool. i will sprint my max totally.

by the way, i ran 3.2/3.6km today.lost count of the no. of rounds. as usual, it was great!
saw felicia chin! she's ultimate pretty-licious. just like a princess. way too different from what i see from that black electrical box at home. prettier x 10000000.

mugging tml!

ciao.

.I Remember You.

Jascha♥
10:53 PM

Thursday, April 17, 2008

L is for L-O-S-E-R.

ohmann, till now i still think cheeyae is soooooo
ppl who knows will get what i mean.

think school today is total useless. cos i din learn anyth. though thursdays are the longest days, they are the most ineffective ones too. cos there aint any chem tut, so no work to do. ran 3.2km today which was totally great!! but i had no more energy to do work now. it's time to sleep again!
i really LOVE adeline to make me laugh like a bitch today cos' of some losers. can i say she's one too? just kidding! adeline, i mean i AM KIDDING!! so DONT call me a LOSER when i run away from cats next time! okay, so i said we had a great laugh on the way home. as we walked pass sas to the bustop, there were 2 incidents that occurred within metres that made us a laughing stock to others, but it was the laughing stocks that made us laughing stocks.

incident1: as we walked out of sas canteen, passing the basketball court, as usual there were sas guys playing bkb. and there was this particular guy whom we din pay much attention to, was aiming at the bin not far away, like 1metre? trying to make a shot of his bottle into the bin. we, being common citizens, with some common sense of cos' gave attention to whether he shot it in. NO! he didnt! but instead of jus contin our way, i said 'LOSER!' and we think that he heard me cos we were like so,totally,very near. like 1metre? adeline was shocked by my remark and for no reason we started laughing instead of running away cos' sas boys are total hooligans!..seriously, now i DONT think that was funny. =X

incident2: not far from where i said 'loser', along the drain pathway, 'LOSER' sounded again, by me. ade thought i was referring to the ppl infront, but hell, no! i'm NOT that evil. and she had a hard time figuring out what i was referring to, till when i almost finished laughing, then she found out. basically, we ended laughing even more til the extent of squatting along the drain like some refugees. the girl behind must be thinking we were crazy, seeing us laughing again and again within metres.

(click on the pic for clearer view)

okay, this was what i laughed at. this hyundai matrix actually made it's way up to the drain and the driver did not adjust his steering to get it down. dont tell me he dont know that his wheel got up, unless he can sense no unbalance while parking his car, or he just thinks that he can let it be.loser~ maybe he doesnt know it's bad for wheels. or even that was a 'she', so 'loser came out from my mouth. i didnt take pic of the car plate. perhaps, i would be like one in the future too. being so clumsy at driving, lest to say the most difficult; parking. this made me squatting beside the car, lmao.

i dunno why words like 'bitch' and 'loser' came out of my mouth. all in the presence of ADELINE! u can see that i'm badly influenced by her. just kidding! there's much more incidents bout this bitchylosi thing. but i shant blog cos i dont wanna get fucked up. adeline knows why.ROFL.

this is so longwinded and lengthy. WHY ARE U READING, LOSER! kiddingkiddingkidding...

i gonna spend a ton for the coming days.

ciao.

.I Remember You.

Jascha♥
8:17 PM

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

i never see all these coming.

i didnt want to post anything, other than falling sick the previous days, there aint anyth special going on this few days. and am simply so lazy and trying to complete all the school work, though it's impossible due to my nature of laziness. but after reading cheeyae's blog; i went bloghopping anyway; my hair stands, totally triggered that emotion nerve of mine.

okay, i almost cried, ALMOST, but i didnt dare to think or recall of anything. pushing all memories to the back of my head.rofl. i must say she's indeed a brave girl. she ended everything fast, making sure that it's all over though very unhappy bout it still. which every relationship appears to be so. but i aint that brave and daring as her to hate that person, to have taken u for granted. however, i agreed with her that there were plenty of pretty-licous memories at the beginning, but not towards the end. that's when it's time to put things to an end? the post on their memories was so long and lengthy yet so great. purely beautiful and illusionary. which is the greatest part of a relationship. i really think she's soooo brave. self-controlled totally..
she didnt or will never know i'd read her posts.
i seriously think that beginning of the year is really a bad one for relationships.
three cheers for her anyway:)

i did quite alot of work these few days! like, chem tut, phy tut, math tut blahblah. though not all are complete. more to go for math esp complex which is the one i've been leaving to the last. and econ tut. haven even read thru the notes. i gonna read them tml during lect!since lecturers are singing lullaby. should i skip phy mock pract tml? it's skill A. the most impt yet not gonna benefit from that idiot. but i feel guilty skipping lessons. and mich seemed to be laughing at me feeling guilty.ROFL. however, i''ll memorise hard and time myself for it. this time aint gonna be screwed!

telllllllmeeee
areyouareyouareyouareyou????

ciao.

.I Remember You.

Jascha♥
9:58 PM

Friday, April 11, 2008

hallelujah

yes, i'm well again!! i hope so, and not falling sick again tml.
fell sick ytd, perhaps due to dehydration cos' of diarrhea. almost die-ed during phy consultation, dont know how i survived thru. while i was nodding to mr kan, my brain aint understanding anything.
oh, there was this really funny thing. the survey that the class did with regards to the tutors. questions like 'do you understand ur tcher during tutorial'; 'will you consult ur tcher?'; 'do you think u can score well?' , for the various subjects and teachers. most were positive reponse for the tchers, except that idiot! practically none supported him. cant score, dun undrstand, wont consult, notes not enough, explanations unclear..ct was in total shock with our responses towards this 'subject-HOD-cum-eventHead'.. what a loser,"L"

pw results were out today. the school did pretty well compared to last year, great improvement indeed. and the class did well too! happiness. cant really take it anymore so head home after receiving the result. and SLEEP!
dropped by the tuition centre in the evening, spent the whole evening there with wendy sijia, but uncle lawrence wasnt there =( however, the chat from tcher elaine was really informative. like i've always thought so to be practical and realistic.

tml's dad's birthday!! and of cos good food again!!! i cant wait.
but i've to seriously sit down and complete all assignments that i've dragged throughout the whole three weeks. call me lazy pig.

goodnight.

.I Remember You.

Jascha♥
10:52 PM

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

it was u, it wasnt u.

tired dead.
sososo tired, though i din do much, i missed my afternoon nap! haven spent a day without an afternn nap since school reopened. tiredtiredtired.
the love thing today is that, it ended early and went to catch 'Three Kingdoms'. it was heaven! 101% love. watching the movie was tiring too, having to listen and watch it without missing any single lines cos' it was simply chim and historical..i still love historical movies! believe it or not, it was somehow touching that we cried. it was really heart-touching..

had tutorials for every subj and i have yet to complete any! let me get settled down and dig it innn dont ask me to do it now and not wasting my time blogging; i'll kick your ass; cos' brain cells aint working no moree! gonna die in school tml..

saw ppl cried cos' of love;
saw ppl kissed cos' of love too;
and there's even some kind of illusions;
what is going onnnn

WENDY! IF YOU'RE READING THIS, PREETTTTY PLEASE TEXT ME!!!!

i am off.

.I Remember You.

Jascha♥
10:53 PM

Tuesday, April 08, 2008

Facing e reality is just a matter of time

YO. cant remember what day today is, cos' it feels like wednesday, thursday, just not tuesday. how i wish the week ends fast. yippy weekends! i cant wait for tml! not school of cos'...


me and xx pon-ed phy tutorial today for no reason and from dont know where, we had the guts to. okay, there're reasons, cos' we're super hungry and that idiot as usual sucks, it's always dreaming time with him around. so, we went to eat at the cafe at the risk of getting caught, which was like 'nearly' cos' ms chia came to buy food. god bless that we 'siam' immediately seeing her.
god gracious, first time to pon since jae, heart-risking indeed..

the world's really small indeed. and xx was so high when she got to know that i knew ____. totally crazy... and ber bluff-ed me, making the world 'even' smaller! knn, i nearly DIE-ED of that can!! cant imagine the ___ if it's true. did u like really cry reading my mail, doubt so since u always bluff me..just kiddingg


once AGAIN, i almost DIE-ED 'AGAIN' when i thought my phone's spoilt. it was just battery flat 'AGAIN'. always have the thought that cant switch on=spoil. if it's really spoilt, i'll cry like how it rained today. graciouss
should i sleep? had a super long nap todayy

ciao.

.I Remember You.

Jascha♥
10:57 PM

Monday, April 07, 2008

any will do.

mondayy.
no monday blues huh. started high today, which i dont know why. ppl said i was exceptionally enthu, rofl. no comments..
chem lect test was horrible. nope, it was easy but i din study, so, blame it on me yo.

finally i got good news from fbt! like finally, i look forward to it.
will be seeing you on wed, more next week, and perhaps even more next next week and nextnextnext week. dont worry, i may feel sick seeing you so frequently, but i still LOVE you.
okay, i love seeing youuu.
And, Get Well Soon!

okay, actually i dont intend to blog, but the card that berberber wrote was so super...dont know how to say but it shocked me, totally. to express my shock, i shall reply u with an email. so before i do so, let me finish this post.

ciao.

.I Remember You.

Jascha♥
8:49 PM

Saturday, April 05, 2008

i dont know myself.

today or rather yeterday which was friday, was utterly horrendous. a bad day, totally. the day from dont know since when, which i spoke so little.call me a mute.

ran 2.4 today. terrible. stomach upset isnt over yet. though i could cont the run with it which i did, but half way through, the ____ back is working up. i want to stop, but i cant stop or else i would have ran for nothing..two shots at a time, how wonderful. almost cried after e run due the kill-licious back pain..this is not going to continue, but checkups aint working.oh fuck.
mr Q asked whether i gonna rerun cos e timing was way worse than those that i used to run, perhaps the worst timing i ever got in my life. goddess.

another was the adoption video, it aint worth mentioning the details but really gave me a great deep thought. nauseating...
the great of ytd was my aftnn nap, lovin' it.

goodnight.

.I Remember You.

Jascha♥
12:35 AM

Thursday, April 03, 2008

catch my hand, before the door closes.

this is terrible. stomach upset again. terrible. why do i always have this kinda prob.
backache in school too, terrible terrible terrible. why cant all these be cured. it's killin' me.

all of us almost died of heartattack today, not all, just me bertha mich and ade. math tcher was so mean to make sure tt every single one present one qn on the board. okay, she's not mean, just that we werent the studious ones to keep up with the schoolwork, hence ended up panicking for 45 mins throughout the lesson, waiting for our turn. at the same time, praying that we wont need to go up, also at the same time, learning from the presented answers. hands were shivering cold, we could feel our pulses, hearts were thumping fast, hello~we're only 17, dont wanna die early...
wells, in e end, we still had to go up to get our qns done, 'quite successfully'.Geez.

i cant emphasize more, but really hate tt idiot. dont even understand a word that he says, or perhaps nothing goes into my ear having the mindset that 'he just ____'.

met uncle lawrence and sijia at the tuition centre just now. it's been dockey years since i last seen them, okay, since e release of O's. really had a good chat with him, love gossiping with him!! still so friend-ily nicee. got to know tt he isnt in sas anymore, but in balestier hill due to what was said to be a 'promotion'. -.-
wells, i admit i really missed him, the fun which we used to have during tuition can no longer be experienced now. secondary schools days are still the best. sees him as a friend more than a teacher. really thank him for that talk. sure to call him up yo.

had a great dinner over at dearest fbt's too! i miss my mommy..


ii look forward to seein' u, but am sure to be a disappointment;
cos am just so lazyy.
ii cant believe what i'm thinkin' , it's killin' me.

.I Remember You.

Jascha♥
10:40 PM

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

beautiful e-shock

had a super long nap, i cant get into sleep now.

just happened to drop my facial cleanser into the toliet bowl, accidentally of cos.
sis will definitely freak out if she knows bout it, i can imagine her reaction. ROFL.
shld i tell her?
she's like not coming home though...

did math tut, for like three hours, yet to complete it.
didnt know how to draw cos i pon-ed that lect. serve me right.
it's killing me.. super attentive tml.

always regret for not studying or not studying enough.
oh wells...

hates that idiot,
gonna end up nowhere cont following him.

everymorning, i hestitate whether to attend school,
or to give it a skip. this is bad i know.
so i not gonna happen again..

she looked at me;
and i kept nodding my head;
but i wasnt listening;
just purely looking at her, or staring.

random thoughts,i know.
think e show has finsihed uploading.
ciao.

.I Remember You.

Jascha♥
11:24 PM

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

which is the way

i didnt know and i didnt bother to know,
cos i cant figure it out and i have no idea how to.
not as though i dont care;
up in the mind but not into words.
never had it been easy to put through in words;
if only i could care more;
if only i could care lesser.


i'm still doing phy! just started anyway, i thought there's no phy tut tml.
dreamon.

.I Remember You.

Jascha♥
9:05 PM

kick my ass, n i'll shoot yours

it's APRIL'S FOOL & it's NO FOOL, just
OVER THE MOOON!! TOTALLY.

school's as usual short and sweet. and i finally got my FIRST and ONLY A for chem throughout my whole jc life. Thank God man. some may say, chey it's just an A but hello~ it's my first. nothing can be as great as this. from the usualsss Ds and Es to A. this is better than nutsss. better than an A for phy though am supposed to but failed this time round.
I LOVE YOU. withstand me, u kick my ass and i'll kick yourssss

all results are out except h1, which gonna be a unremarkable grade on my report card. anyways...

GP-S
Math-A
Chem-A
Phy-B
Econ-?

totally tooo happy to settle down for homework today..
nevertheless, it's a must to complete phy tut today, maybe after i read e lil pre-ci-ous book, after my nap, oh wells, we shall seeee.
no one ever gonna spoil my mood today, or i gonna kick ur ass and not befriend you!

ciao yo~

.I Remember You.

Jascha♥
2:46 PM