Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you...

My name is yikcheong
and i still love netball.
28/o7/199o;
17 years ongoing is me
happily single.

addiction.

yc's back from msia.from melaka.from wedding dinner.
and she's awake mentally.
no,she's being brainwashed!
from what she saw from the huge family of hers, which is like uncountable.
And enlightened her alot.
she so gonna be a sensible girl from now on.

has been drinking alot lately.
at home.grandma bday dinner.cousin's wedding dinner.etc.
and she nearly got drunk again.after the cups of martell.
feeling shag made her feel like sleeping.=x
And martell with bit of 7up tastes really nice. drinkable like drinking water.LOL.
her dear sis got drunk with just a few sips.certainly,she is no drinker.
all thanks to mummy, we two sisters are drinkers-to-be,but not drunkard. :)
anyways,her cousins are great drinkers. glasses after glasses at a go.
coolness

other than drinking, she finds racing REAL cool too!
racing on highways is like....or speeding..
oh.her dad drove at about 160km/h today which is like damn fast and way off from the limit of 110km/h.yet he was so lucky that a coach blocked him from being snapped by traffic camera.
with such a pro driver like her dearest dad,
speeding seems really interesting to her.
provided that she meets NO accidents, and drove a car with powerful engines.
definitely not jumpy ones like nissan sunny which she dislikes more than "more"
she thinks mercedes.camry.bmw.volvo.mazda.are the bests.=D
if only she could drive.like N-O-W

there's too much to be said.
she dont know what to say.
anyways, the skies look uber beautifully-pretty tonight.
with the blinky stars.not one or two or three.
but more than that.ya so it's alot.
that was what she found out while travelling in the car.
she finds it real lovely.
it was the first time she observe the skies while in the car,on the highway,you seee
twinkle stars.

on this very last day of 2007,
she feels so tired.of everything.
which she dont know what is that everything that she is tired of.unclear of.
she thought she already has nothing more to worry about.
though this year truly sucks.the worst she ever had.
shoo shoo.
GoodBye 2007.

she's feeling shag now.
goodie-night. :]

.I Remember You.

Jascha♥
12:10 AM

Friday, December 28, 2007

flying up high.

yc's back in the house!


slept kinda late ytd at 230am.
not the latest this holiday though but was super tired and dreadful to wake up for mugging session.
but wells,still manage to be on time and finally got all maths assignments done!
it was uber unproductive work. two an a half papers actually took me the whole day.
And it wasnt done well.messy throughout and blanks here and there.
simply cant get the touch back.all the techniques are like all gone after these two months.
now i'm left with physics!LOVES subj!
and i doubt i can complete too.

met some ppl today.like kenneth.junhao.yy.chongyee.tania.hengyin.qianhui.dorene.joline.
too many netball girls that i din have time to get all into my head.
and they said i was blur,walking and called my name out loud.
was just being shocked.=D

today's dinner was super SINFUL!
KFC.Killer Freak Chicken!
it's been like months since i last had KFC!
and that meal was seriously damn sinful.it was good that brunch was just porridge.
the food didnt taste great either or was it just the bad environment and company.
this was what happened.
there's a mother and daughter sitting at the table behind.but facing me.
they both have some sort of oral problems.
and there was this malay staff who came to question,not very politely at the mummy over there bout the bun she was eating awhile ago.
asking her whether it's pork inside.
without even letting e mother to answer.she assumed it's pork.cos she simply has been staring at her at the toliet walkway,for a long time,just where i could see her.
and so she raised her voice,like 理所当然,saying that 'this is a halal restaurant!malay ppl here blahblahblah' and keep questioning bout her bun.
but that was a chickenmeat bun! she din even allow the mother to clarify.
moreover she has some kind of oral problem.
anyways,the malay staff was just being racist and looking down on that family.
certainly,am not like that.
and throughout the whole meal,i din look up.
just affect my appetite. oh goodness.

enough of naggings.
the FBT blog is like finally done!
all tang qew to gina.
simply but somehow,it just look COOL.
greatness!

that's about all for today.

nighty-night. :]

.I Remember You.

Jascha♥
10:54 PM

Thursday, December 27, 2007

22/12 & FBT.

Good Day!
this post gonna be a damn uber long post,the longest post EVER!longer than the longest ever that i could rmb which is on 110507.
this post gonna beat that way back to the ancientssss
oh who caresssss..=DDD


Sat & Sun
anyway,went back home early last week to prepare for grandma's dinner.
ahma is 90 years old this month!! what a strong old lady.
cheers!! may we look upon to the 100th birthday!HOHOHO.
and so we went back melaka by car ofcos.
ten of us in two cars.all of a sudden,my family has increased in numbers.
new members seemed to be coming in,by itself.
as if it's confirmed or approved,but certainly i dont.
and so,lil bro and me are the outcast ones. or,we shall just partner each other.
how nice..like what lil bro says, “他们每天谈爱情 ”
is he cute or being innocent? but afterall,we all had a great laugh.
anw there's a toliet incident during the dinner.a funny,unexpected incident though,
which made all of us so high.
it's the first time one of the cousins ever called my name,but for up to no good.
should i be happy that my name was remembered or?
the sad thing is,we dint see their faces.
alright all these are rather random.=x

the most exciting part of all which all of us so looked forward to was to swim.
having a swim never fails every single time we stayed over in a hotel.
yet we failed to this time,cos of the huge numbers of non-chinese.
not like am racist,though i really am.
but the whole pool is filled with them,even getting into the pool is a problem.
so we ended up not even walking near that pool.
saddening.
and breakfast was soso too.nothing special nor extraordinarily appealing to me.
on the second day,we headed back to grandma's house for a sit and later,
Home Sweet Home!

the birthday celebration is over,and now the worries are coming up too.
worry about her health though she's perfectly fit with no single illness.
worry about her diet.worry about her company at home.etc.
everyone is fearing of losing now.
losing her touchwood* is like losing the whole Khoo family.
she's just like the root of this huge family of 100 over people.
without her,perhaps there wouldnt be anymore gatherings,
i may not even know who are my relatives.
if not for her,would anyone ever care of coming back?
this can get really terrible,to this extent,who wouldnt fear?
the pain of losing is never withstandable.


of cos,there's photos.=D


this is daddy with his new teeth. this kinda pic of him is nv easy to capture.
and that's my shades.LOL


the birthday star!


4 sisters of a kind!:)


mummy's waiting for cameraman to prompt her to smile.


with liwei


sis & me


Mon-Xmas Eve!
right after the weekends,it's xmas eve!
and my very xmas eve was spent with the dearest daughter of mine.
this xmas eve was totally a rush.rushing every minutes and seconds.
rush to get our food,rush for bus,rush for movies,rushing here and there.
certainly,food is never a miss for us.and it's our pirority,but we got too much food that,
we cant finished it.
ohh,the food were for picnic actually.
we decided to have a picnic on xmas eve,isnt this great?like kind of a unique way of celebration?
not xmas party but xmas picnic. most must be staying at home or attending parties right, yet we're sitting on the beach with the view of the beautiful scenery and company of tourists.
though we sorta became cameramen for them.rofl.

afterwhich,we changed into our dresses and had no time for musical fountain.
that's sad.
things just dont go on smoothly.once the dresses are on,we are sorta down on luck.
contact lenses dropped out, drinks overflow, got disturbed by malays, lost of ezlinks etc.
but it isnt bad either.
heading out of sentosa,it's food again!at chinatown.
then rushed back for movie.
and we actually spent the countdown on the road,on our feet,rushing to the cinema.
a rather 'unique' way too ya?

exchange of presents wasntt left out too.
thanks lot for e presents.and the letter was too well-written.
i read your words,the tears just come!ROFL
hey,flawless best teamate!=DD



:]


our precious!


being cameraman!=D

Day &Night


we dint want to be that messy.lol

Before & After :]



25/12/2007 - 12.00 am =D

so now xmas is over!
time to mug!
oh did i mention my hp was spoilt?
this is random but yet a heartache for meeee

khooyikcheong so gonna be a sensible girl from now on.
no one is to influence or distract her.
for she's going to go back to her oldself.
the very yikcheong.
loves loves loves

good morning.
nighty-night. :]

.I Remember You.

Jascha♥
11:31 PM

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

the real you.

LEO - The Cool One(7/23-8/22)
Ni ce to everyone they meet.
Their Love is one of a kind.
Silly and Fun
Have own unique appeal.
Most caring person you'll ever meet!
however not the kind of person you wanna mess with...
u might end up crying...

AQUARIUS - The best(1/20-2/18)
Great talker.
Attractive & passionate.
Laid back.
Knows how to Have fun.
Is really good at almost anything.
Great kisser.Unpredictable.Outgoing.
Down to earth.Addictive. Attractive. Loud.
Lovesbeing in long relationships.
Talkative.Not one to mess with.
Rare to find. Good when found.

GEMINI - The Liar(5/21-6/21)
Outgoing.Lovable.Spontaneous.
Not one to mess with.
Funny. Excellent kisser.EXTREMELY adorable.
Loves relationships,Addictive. Loud.

CANCER - The Smart One.(6/22-7/22)
Trust worthy.Attractive. Great kisser.
One of a kind. Loves being In long-term relationships.
Extremely energetic.Unpredictable.
Not a Fighter, But willKnock your lights out.

this is liek how true?at least to me.they sounds f**king true.
dont mess with me.
immamugger wont send me more.=(

.I Remember You.

Jascha♥
5:49 PM

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!

santa is coming to town!!
i wish for a santa.
and i want YOU to be my santa!

this christmas is great.way greater than any other years ever.
cos it's a christmas that u knew nothing would ever change.and it will stay just the same.
the same pretty sweet way.
being the best for special occasions,just like christmas!
before u reminisce anything unhappy,just like last christmas.
every occasion is never gonna be a spoiler ever. :]

my wishes for christmas!
can they be listed out? or wishes meant to be keep well safe just in the heart,solely for santa.
wish no.1: pretty grades of cos. (who wont wish for this?=x)
wish no.2: i want a ....... (wont mind the old one. :])
wish no.3: i want lotsa nice .............
wish no.4: i want perfect ...... & ....
wish no.5: i want lotsa pretty .......
wish no.6: i wan SANTA to grant me these wishes.=DD
santa needs a decoder.:]

hey.i was like cheated.cheated myself.
telling myself that it's not time yet to learn driving.
yet i can start it like now.not only theory but the practical part too!
and i can get my license at like this age of 17???this sounds so cocky.whatever.
ohmann.,this is driving me crazy!im so uber freaking angry.at myself,actually.
such a dumbass.
whatever the case.i so gonna take up the theory lesson once school reopens and settle it and head for the practical.eventhough school started,i still must get my license no matter what.
this is freaking hell 'qigek' to the.....
who could just slap me in the face.hit me against the wall.
just wake me up.

lots have been going on for the past fewdays or week.
and there's lots to be told.lots of photos to be uploaded.
but all gotta wait till they're uploaded.and the happeningssss.
:]

merry xmas!:D

.I Remember You.

Jascha♥
4:31 PM

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

最近还好吗.

this place seems to have been deserted.
likeeeeeee
haven been blogging for about ten days.
did i break record?my record i meannn

rather lazy to post though lots had happened.
lazy to even take a look at my contacts though am there all e while.
do laziness pair up with avoidance?
guess guess guess

am so lazy that hols assignments are ALL not completed yet though i tried to scribble some words down for the most irritating senseless-to-me subj;econs.
and i called it done.
shameless fool.shameful-less.
i couldnt even make e effort to do the most wanted thing to do during this two full month of hols,
which is driving lessons.
though it's just aday waste of time sitting there,listening to those unfriendly malay stuff,
no difference having me wasting time at home,i still couldnt make that bit effort to attend the bbooorrrrinnngggg lesson.
and there goessss
having to wait for the next break which is like not anything that could be foreseen.
lazy pig

let's have dear uncle sun out tml
hanging high.smiling friendly at me.
=D

nighty-night.
L O V E S

.I Remember You.

Jascha♥
11:41 PM

Friday, December 07, 2007

times have changed.

two weeks to bday dinner.
two weeks to christmas.
three weeks to countdown.
three weeks to be back in school.

i hate these.
hate this feeling.
hate the feeling of which i once was so confident.so determined.so look forward to,but all those had now turned into a blank paper.
as if the scratches werent made before.everything was just simply white lies.
which shouldnt have been taken so seriously of.yet you were so confident then.
ironically,things just didnt turn out the way it should,didnt turn out the way as expected.
like a tub of white paint;be it accidentally or deliberately; it bleached upon that once used-to-be colourful paper.
now,it is back way to the beginning.simply a crystalic pure white paper again.
and all is gone but you are still here,right here.
it proved nothing but only;
promises are meant to be broken.


i will miss sis and another sis is coming back real soon.

im drained.im fearful.
to have come across some fly-by-night-ty.
what do i do.

.I Remember You.

Jascha♥
11:17 PM

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

perfect dreams.

halo~ im not spotty gal or whatever red spot thgy.
im recovering!like REAL soon though there is no sign of decreasing spots.
well,the thing is im better!:]

have been sleeping the whole day.
medicine causes drowsiness.
with the rainy cooling weather.how nice to sleep yep.
sleep till not knowing where on earth you are.
sleep till not knowing how much the earth has revolved round the sun.
sleep till not knowing the time.
sleep till not knowing you are actually sleeping.
sleep till you are actually enjoying what you are dreaming.
sleep till you are living in your dreams.(as if)
when dreams are the most wonderful thing in the world.
perfection.
=D

but why the rain had to stop.
like just stop?
i LOVE rainy days...
cos i could sleep in sweet dreams..

if folding 99 cranes will heal everything,
i wont mind to do so.less to say 999 cranes.
how nice..

HEROES eps 11 is out!
hohoho.

nighty-night.
loves loves loves.
:]

.I Remember You.

Jascha♥
9:24 PM

Tuesday, December 04, 2007

true love's kiss.

oohhh.i'm back in msia.
to cure e whatever illness that ive had.
so am here to blog cos the 'falling' bertha asked why there isnt any updates.
so am here as requested.
=D

went to catch enchanted on sun.
pretty sweet movie.
true love's kiss.forever and EVER.how nice.
and falling bertha kept singing that song,talking bout
how happy,how lucky,how loved she was.she still IS currently.
make me envy only...
envious envious.

as i was saying.finally raised the white flag and head back to seek doc.
all thanks to murugesh's dad,now i feel like some idiot to have contracted some weird disease.
five packets of medicine and a tube of jacutin.
and all those aint small money.
yet he's the only doctor that have cured me 'efficiently'.what to do?
and following medication closely isnt a bad thing.but overdoing it isnt any better.
who would get mixed up with medication instructions?i do.=D
one tablet/serving three times a day.three tablets per serving per day.
why would i end up taking the latter.
ended up drowsing myself and have my mummy thinking that i had fainted.
she was laughing her lungs out,at the same time managing her shock when i could finally sit up on bed to get her call...
reminds me of cat incidents..zzz

anw e cap texted me.
i should feel grateful anw.
but it still hurts even sitting on a couch.
am not happy with it.

one thing i know for sure.
lil bro really missed me alot.so happy seeing me back home.
hopefully am able to get back tml.
i know that contradicts. :]

.I Remember You.

Jascha♥
2:28 PM

Saturday, December 01, 2007

home sweet home.

WELCOME BACK GINA!!
home sweet home
it's hanky panky time again.
:]

my feet is freaking meeeee...
need to see doc real soon!!!

i LOVE muffins!
chocolate cheese muffin.
banana walnut muffin.
double chocolate muffin.
chocolate oreo muffin.
hohoho.

tml gonna be jeans day!
good food day!
and...
movie day!
loves loves loves.

it's my kiosk time.
nighty-night.

如果我们的相遇是个美丽的错误，
那么时间能治疗我们的伤口。

.I Remember You.

Jascha♥
10:35 PM