Friday, May 30, 2008
never have to say goodbye.it's friday again.
this week passeed really fast, as if i did nth thou' have been studying the whole week.
but i've yet to complete chem. two more major chap before finishing and it would take me days.
phy math blahblahblah.
didnt want to blog actually, but i thought i can just crap abit here and there. And i'm super tempted by someone out there to go for a drink. someone who drank lots nowadays, am far much more better.=p and she wouldnt drink with me. shit. u just killed me! when would u have time for meeeeeee my dearrrrr.
watched narnia just now. not the five stars kind of movie, but still good overall. at least there's pretty boys to see. and i thought this was better than the previous one which 10/10, i never managed to watch the full movie with my eyes wide opened. however, they used the trees to fight this time, as if i'm watching LOTR which is much better than narnia.one last thing commendable bout the movie is the song, never have to say goodbyeeeeeee
i gonna mug like dog tml.
mommy was so disappointed when i told her am not going back this weekend.am so sorrrrry
GooDNighT.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
9:03 PM
Thursday, May 29, 2008
fk-off if u dont give a damn.GooD DaY.
such a good day that
i've such good friends whom just bare to leave me to be killed, right
adeline? u just killed me today, noon time to be exact. u so owe me once, and this is to be returned the
tuesday two weeks later. and i really almost killed myself cos' i cant scold, i cant swear, i cant yell.
yc's guts' totally kept small in the pocket.
sounds
alienic uh,
ppl like the 'wonderful friend'
adeline knows.
zzzwell, today was kind of productive, at least i managed to complete
eveyth that i aimed for. thou' i was criticised for bad revision planning, simply cos'
im spending 9 days for chem; 7 for
phy & 5 for maths, when math is the most quantitative one,
i'm still quite sure that i need more time for chem and
phy. who cares bout math. H1? it's not even in my revision time table. ROFL
anyways, good luck to all those
pjc ppl taking H1 paper
tml!!
speaking of this, who gonna go lib mug
tmlllll. SUMMONS SUMMONS SUMMONS.
i'll be like damn bored there, cos someone totally preferred shopping and rejected me.=x
okay, i
dont mean what i said, cos' am not
meannnni just dont understand why some ppl can be so manipulative, so easily to be manipulated that u can just follow suit. or is that just being too easily influenced? at least, i'm sure that when it comes to things, i've my own objectives and thoughts cos' some things just cant be undone once done. whatever the case, the other party that u're hurting sure hurts badly cos' u did not even spare a thought for him/her before you even do anything. unfortunately, words spoken cant be unspoken, especially when u meant alot to the other party.it's like fucker, you're a total loser?and i find myself
being hypocriticalllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllANd And And,
i'm totally having
insonmia when
i'm not even stress, bothered bout stuff or whatsoever. it just sucks to be so tired and u cant sleep. for two days, tonight, i _____ gonna sleep well, like a pig.
And please rain NO MORE, my back _____ hurts.
okay, i have rant-ed
everyth i want to.
ciao.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
8:40 PM
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
comeon,comeon,comeoni wanna sleep.i am super guilty.
soooooooo sorry berthabak that i skipped school today.not like i decide to abruply at e last min, but i didnt know u'll be like alone, all alonee?i was damn shock so i called u like immediately cann.LOL.ohmann, i admit i owe uuuuuu.
and u know what, D_____ GAINS FATS!!!!
guess what, means i cant drink! if not i'll turn into a big fat asssss. kill me, berthabak, but i wanna d____ for once. nots i'll really die. think i can just die without d_____. i know u know, berthabak, u owweeeessssss me.
so am damn sad nowww.
history repeats itself. for i-dunno-what-reason, the door to my room got locked from the inside AGAIN, but this time i wasnt homed. however, it wasnt like very windy this morning, and e door wasnt like very close to be shut, so i suspect that my bro did it accidentally while he was trying to like find me in the room. if it wasnt the wind, it must be him cos' he's e one who informed me! aye, i doubt he's so dumb. nevertheless, the door is 'opened' alr, all thanks to his gf for collecting the spare keys from landlord. i seriously think there would be a third time, while i used to think that it gonna be the last the previos time which was the first. dreaammms on.
oh yes, one more thing. i really miss playing netball. haven been playing the REAL kind of game for half a year alr, excluding those during pe lessons cos' those aint considered. And of cos, i miss the team, rs team. this bunch of ppl are really the best partners, the best team players i ever had. i even miss the feel of grabbing the ball in my hands. ohmannn. missing like hell. i still
love netballll
i seriously gonna fall asleep, and i only manage to complete half of electrochem today. just kill me.
And i've this itchywikky jnr who made me sounds so dumb, totally making me becoming a dumb ass. like self-convinced? kill me plsss.
anyways,am totally not, i do admit i'm slowwwww. full stop.
ti-ti-tiiii hangs clothesss
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
8:51 PM
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
because u knew, so u asked like u dont know.YOOOOOO!!
i cant resist not to skip school. lectures are like so boring and every morning i wake up thinking that i shall skip today's lect and just go mug in the lib. at least i wont be sleeping like i do during lectures. so yeah, i skipped school today. but i studied, unproductive thou'. not gonna go tml again, since the contents taught are not BT2-related. except for phy, which im sure i can catch up on that. so...the point is, tml is mugging day again!
anyways, today is dad's company's 20th anniversary! Goodie, and im so guilty for not going back for the dinner. mommy sounded so disappointed when i called her ytd to tell her that, with dad's voice in the background kept asking why am i not going back. as much as i want to, but going back means wasting lotsa time on travelling and that can be real tiring.
even more heartbreaking, mommy was like sleeping when i JUST called her. it just feels bad when u call someone but he/she aint free to talk to u. okay, wrong timing or whatsoever...
everyth was fine till just now, not long, a couple of hours ago that i was so pissed off. damn pissed off. like fking pissed.but wells, someone's worse than me, i know. ROFL.
and i wana go shopping..
And there's this
superbly cool-cute-loud-emo-hot junior, who made me sweared so much tonight. goddess.
ciao.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
11:06 PM
Sunday, May 25, 2008
i'm missin' you.i always have this prob of clicking e right link to my blog. i 'll always hesitate before clicking any. goodness.
finally got my phone fixed.keypad is fast and furious now, again!
went back to grandma house to pay our respect for her 1.5 years death anniversary, i supposed. cos' didnt dare to ask the real purpose behind it.
time passed real fast.
i miss my grandma.
was watching the charity show, which is damn sentimental. who sould have not cried watching that. i cried like hell, as if tears are freeflow. luckily am alone. geez. those who aint touched, i would really think u're coldblooded,insane,abnormal,weird,total sucker. i'm sorry, but it's hard to keep ur tears from rolling down ur cheeks.mommy donated, sis donated, but i haven! maybe tml.if the ppl are still there.:)
pro-emo recently.
and i told berthabak, i had no stamina anymore, she said she never had. it not fitness issue anyway, my stamina is still there.
emmooos
wells, had a great family chat session today. kind of. cos' it's damn rare that e whole family come tog and really talk. excluding second sis since she's not here. anyways, i really had a great laugh, listening to how dad deals with those sickening workers of his, and how his manager beats them, rawh at them and insults them. this sounds so uncivilised, but they're really a bunch of suckers. faking up reasons, going on petition, fighting with one another over a chair blahblah. And the ways they apologize are damn funny, like kneeling down holding ur leg tightly, and keep bowing to u.sorrysorrysorry here it goes. the morale of the story is, never try to fool ur boss.
Andddd, the veryvery conclusion to all this kind of chat session is; to have us, the sons and daughters to head back to the company and run it after dad retires. i've never thought of being that capable to run it, it's like, I CAN NEVER DO IT thing.
anyways, bro was so crazy that he wanna buy that nissan sportcar, i think. i think he got his brain burnt, or he just dont know how to spend his money which i can kindly help him to. crazy. he actually thought of buying a sportcar, ohmann, he really wanna let history repeats itself uh...by then, i think i need a bodyguard.mommy of cos disagrees, as usual dad would give him a job margin to hit, which is totally impossible to achieve cos' he surrender even before trying and it's really an IMPOSSIBLE target to hit.ROFL. but he so insisted that he want it. hello, it's like useless, cos' it's two-seater, which by the way i wouldnt have the chance to have a ride on it so definitely it's a NO from me, and the car will definitely go missing after it arrives for not long cos' hello, this's msia, and also, think of what the others might think. the son of some blahblahblah driving this blahblahblah at the age of blahblahblah. afterall, the true condition aint really 'in condition'??
And mommy says it's just a material thing and bro is being too materialistic, which I TOTALLY AGREE with.
i rather he spends more on mazda6 which is like damn cool can. thou' it's more pricey, but at least it aint a sportcar. mazda sounds much better than nissan isnt it?
school tml.
ciao.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
9:42 PM
Thursday, May 22, 2008
this is totally my friend, dreammms
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
10:21 PM
ohman.. hockey girls and boys lost to vjc and rjc respectively.
this is damn saddening. both penalty shot.both 1-0.
infact, the guys played well. *threecheers* but rj's just luckier with the penalty. which i didnt see how it got in.=x it was really a good game, but obviously everyone expected more, esp e guys themselves. so they're disappointed with themselves, even during prize-giving they had =( on their faces. rei even apologized, which there is not a need to.:)
so, totally emo-ing.
but the game was GREAT!
tml is the last day of school! infact, i feel like hols alr. tml is just a slack day.
time to mug for BT2. and i have alot to catch up.like i cannnn.
alot has been happening, like suddenly for me cos' apparrently i was sick last week and things just happened. and when i got to know, everyth seemed to be too late, and in chaos. lol. seriously hope tt everyth would be fine, thou' it seems hard. but splitting up isnt worth of, and it takes two hands to clap.i so wanna win this game, back to how it should be. how it was initially like, and what we were.And we ARE gonna be.
i feel my confidence slowly reviving, after so long, a year, at last.ciao.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
7:40 PM
Monday, May 19, 2008
I REMEMBERED, still.heyO!
tuition was kind of fun today,cos time past damn fast!!it wasnt exactly that great thou'..
failed to do math today, simply hate stats. even chem is much better than that. so i did chem.
completed all chem tut. how nice. not to get ms tan worried.
and i just heard from berthabak that tml phy gonna be MR KAN!!!! i'll kick ur ass if it isnt..if not, bet i'll be facing lotsa critics from that idiot tcher.simply missed his lesson for e whole week, or shall i say TWO weeks. like i give a damn.u're in my life NOMORE aft this week.booooo
saw the 'joakim' (i dont know how to spell his name) from sg idol. oh mann, let me tell YOU, HE'S DAMN HOT!!! hot isnt an appropriate word, he's charming, attractive, everyone's boy indeeed.
okay, i think my phone is spoilt. it hanged on me.no pleaseee
gina got some food poisoning from e whatever icelemon tea or soyamilk that i didnt drink. LS-ed like dog and i cant help.but to provide med and sweets. sorry yo.
i feel so _ _ _ _ _ _:(i cant rmb e number of days already...
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
9:04 PM
heyo, vesak day is here.
and am here in sg mugging my ass out.
lovess tuition.at kovan but not at bishan.cos the tcher is capable of making u puke if u dont shift ur eyes off him. kovan is so fun, way too funn.e tcher is fun, e ppl are fun, esp when i heard knn today.LOL. i think joseph and samson make great combi, the whole world can turn upside down with them ard, at e same time.
if only it were nearer...
my attendance was superb last week. 1/5. e attendance book looks like this: 00100. how nice. first in my whole lifetime am absent for so many days in a week. all thanks to Mister and MaDam virus.till now cough is still stickin my ass..in fact attendance for this term is totally un-presentable.
shitts, feel that i cant stand this anymore, from bad to worse, now it's over the extreme line.
despo, i wanna bitch it all out.ohfuck.
so engrossed to chef ramsay's hell's kitchen. i hate ben and he's finally out. but not coreyy.damnit.go, christina...
i think i should really stop all the watchingssss...if only i could.
shitts, i cant forget it, i am remembering it, not totally thou', but i am NOT forgetting it.
if only there gonna be a number2.ohfuck.
ciao, it's o1o3h now.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
12:48 AM
Saturday, May 10, 2008
gone, yet not.finally had a good sleep, though it was
just a nap. last two nights have been terrible. can i say
insomnia?oh f8ck, the preview on the dark knight is scary! anyway, it wasnt totally a nap? four hours of sleep is quite of enough alr.so i didnt manage to study for econs. GREAT!=/
HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY !!especially to my mommy since i cant be back.=(
i want to be back and stop tempting me bout the goodfood that ull were having!!am doing cip here and u all are enjoying!how great! nevertheless, selling roses was fun other than the indian-incident and having to keep smiling, which my jaws almost froze. overall, it was damn tiring indeed. the roses were sososoo pretttty.
ohyeah, finally i can run away from that idiotic, finally not having to see him FOUR TIMES a week! and finally it's mr kan again!!all thanks to ms chia for helping to ask mr mannah, whoever he is; HOD science but haven seen him before; he's really a nice tcher to allow for transfers. i doubt any other teacher would allow to prevent any inconvenice. it was kind of weird that e class agreed even though it's just xx and i, too cos practically e whole class despises him.i will kill myself or just die cos' of him if i were still to be under him for the rest of the year. yeah, exagerrating. just that phy grade would be atrocious, like only a B grade for BT1 and MSA2. B is for BAD. anyways, really a million thanks to ms chia!
channel8 is showing some horror movie?? my heart will pop out watching it alone. shitssss.okay, it's damn scary. geeez.
congrats to sa netball team for all the victories! and hopefully and surely, it's top four qualification again! wondering to go for rugby finals or nball match against acjc. since attendance is compulsory i might as well go for the earlier one which is nball and i would greatly love to, more than i do for the i-dunno-what-the-hell-is-going-on rugby match. both are hard-win matches. but there's MSAchem the next day, or i shall just NOT go...cos i surely wont be able to finish studying.
and i kind of eavesdropped that mrbok is kind of worried for team 2oo9 the J1s practically are CMI. and yanxiu would be having a bad time with them.
and i cant believe that jing feng's gf is in nball.i was totally shock though they were in for quite some time alr just that i wasnt there for tranings. just kill me.
bought quite afew stuff while shopping ytd, and e whole 120$ is gone. even short of money now. mommy will kill me seeing the way im spending. and sis said i was some kampong shit for being so kusu for not knowing how to bank in money. she laughed at me cann. who doesnt have their first time? that was my first kay.
movie screening on chn5 seems gore but at least better than horror movie. why are they screening all sorts of sick moviessss.
please stop running, my dear nose.
i was totally sorry when i said 'fuck you' in e toilet, adeline. i totally wasnt referring to myself and totally dont mean it, cos' ohman u know it. ROFL.
and i gonna laugh my ass out in front of u on mon!
this is ohsoirritating. please stop running,nose.
goodnight.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
10:32 PM
Sunday, May 04, 2008
turning good & badHEYO!
i'm not sure how long have i been mia, cos life's kind of soso as usual and there's nothing specially worth mentioning about. actually, there is, just that i'm too occupied lazing around, totally reluctant to log in to thisthisthis to post anyanything.
shant mention about school cos i'll probably suffer a kick right at my ass. schoolwork, i haven been doing any assignment e whole of this weekend, cos' firstly, i didnt know how to do that bloody phy tutorial due to the credit of one, and secondly, i did sinfully spent the last two days watching HK drama. okay, i was tempted by sis and no one stopped me from watching, cos' eveyone just jolly well sat together and watched it, okay happily. and i cant wait to finish up LOST4!
the bad th is there's spa tml! and i have yet to practise writing it out. andandand, phy tut too. it's wrong copying but shall just do it just in case the tcher leave the class again.
anyway, the tcher really left the class last wed i think, cos some didnt do tut, which includes me. just being honest, i shook my head when he asked. then he walked ard and later out of the class. thought we could leave too, but he came back after a period-lesson, with some bullshit paper thing. i doubt anyone will follow that timetable and study that bloody long. hello, i wake up at 12PM and it states 8AM on the paper? goodness.
loser adeline called me a loser again cos i didnt manage to bring her to pizzahut at amk cos i lost my way.cos i dont know where's the pizzahut at amk cos it's not in amk hub but outside that hub yet still in amk area, at the old old place there i think,with a lot of straycats cos i've once been there.just once.of cos i cant rmb the way,and i didnt go there for pizzahut but to watch ppl play pool??and i doubt i can even rmb the way to pool.so who knows it's not inside amk hub like what i'd assume,e usual me without any sense of direction.dont ask me to lead the way and i'm warning u adeline,dont call me a loser ever again!or i'll kill u!!! JUST KIDDING! okay, seriously i cant lead the way, and this is e second time losing our way, and these are the only two times that we went out.call me loser.=X
anyway, had a great chat indeed with this loser. well, we ended up eating at cwp pizzahut instead.LOSER.
another thing, went to catch forbidden kingdom with fbt on fri. for dontknowwhatreason, i led the wrong way into the wrong theatre which was supposed to be screening the fannwong dance movie.and we actually were happily thinking that we're so early to be the first to enter the theatre, which of cos was a later screening timing. till the show started, still wondering whether it's e right show, and i thought it WAS till gina said it wasnt, and it really wasnt. so we were at Theatre3 instead of Theatre4. although wasnt really looking forward to the movie, walking into the wrong theatre watching the wrong film is really STUPID.=x
celebrated mothers' day in adv cos' i cant make it on the actual day. mom was supposed to cry after reading my card, but none of us bother to explain it to her and she was too excited to know the contents that she didnt care much about it. so she didnt cry. it was my first and only card for her anyway. how terrible.
got my commission from joseph just now. and it's 120$!, like money dropped down from the skies. and i didnt know there's some commission th till he told me.okay it was printed real big on the board but i just didnt see it. goodness. thanks lots anyway!
i didnt know how to react when that happened,or it was already too late for me to react anyways. i know i'm a slowbitch.anyways, i think i can kill that fucking rude unreasonable indian just now, but it was already too late when i've yet to realise anything.
ciao.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
8:48 PM
