Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you...

My name is yikcheong
and i still love netball.
28/o7/199o;
17 years ongoing is me
happily single.

Burppsss

CONGRATS SIS for THE PROMOTION!!
you ought to give me, ur dear sis a treat! :]

oh great. i think i've gained like 10kg after having the only and one meal today!! sakae anw. practically making my stomach burst. the food was as usual damn filling.chatting with the girls was well fun and hilarious.esp with those stupid dumb childish foolish stuff. well, everything was just so great.

service learning was kind of fun.boring.scary.eyeopening. though it was just simple games, it turned out fun with the trainees, and our station was voted the BEST! by MAX. lol. anw he's the superbly enthu trainee. and there's one scary one who doesnt want to sit. and one who made bertha burst out into tears out of fear. and this really made my jaws wanting to drop. dont cry bertha, it's just eye irritation. listen to ms chia, dont wear contacts.ROFL.

okay, i know why i'm feeling uncomfortable, not 'cause i'm too full, well, partly is, but is the rain that is messing up. the back, my back, whatsoever. every rainy day is a bad day, but today is a good day. if only today last forever. lols. i wanna turn into a pig and sleeppssssss

CI-AO.

.I Remember You.

Jascha♥
7:03 PM

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Never so Well.

HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY SIS!
19 Feb always my sis :]

HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY MOMMA!!
23 Feb Loves YOU momma.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIMIN!!!
27 Feb you are LOVED! cheer up.

okay, have been mia for bout two weeks. not that my comp broke down or the operator iwasnt working, but simply, had been busy with school. busy with test.homework.sleeping.slacking.running.eating.laughing.daydreaming.etc. it's time to repay. the main objective is the bday wishes. cant possibly forget bdays again esp my loved ones!!

another reason why i've decided to waste my time here to blog despite the tons of hw, solely 'cause there's no school tml! just service learning to deal with the intellectually disabled.cant imagine how it would be like esp with ppl like berthabak and sam.ROFL. And good food too! cant wait for good food! and it's all eating again!! okay, i look forward to tml!

anyways, i've this sickening hair, which cost me the most; both mentally and financially; to get it done RIGHT throughout the 17 yrs of my life. sickening as one can say. housewife. whatever. shant say any further. alright, too much things have been going on, so fast, catching my breath. at least im satisfied and happy with it. just more of catching up of work to be done. and before i know, BT1 is just next week! hella, mugging sorta failed.

A's result is said, guessed, comfirmed to be out on friday or wed. the heartbeating ones should be the J3s but i wanna score for my chinese! i HOPE to! an A. wont retake if it isnt an A though. wells, the best of the best would be an A. WILL be an A!!

i've something impt to do, but berthabak is not helping me, busying dating girlfriends and boyfriends but not yc. what a friend...

CI-AO!

.I Remember You.

Jascha♥
8:24 PM

Thursday, February 14, 2008

Valentine.

HAppy Valentine'S Day!

am exhaustingly tired and wanted to hide myself into bed once i'm done with spa and maths, but bro bought some sinful food for me to eat as a treat for vday. and CHAMPAGNE!! if not for e champagne, i wouldnt have eaten. so, am so bloated now that just simply cant sleep unless i wanna turn into a sow. certainly a 'NO'! i regret eating though. so am here to blog smth.shissst.

well, vday's great with all the flowers and goodies. thanks to all ya. =D went to catch a movie, cj7. indeed an entertaining movie, not very worth it though cos there aint any content. i love content-rich shows and yet ive spent so much on contentless ones like this one, horror movies, drifts , ninja turtles, simpsons etc. all that i could rmb. well, cause i spend without much thinking. having said that, it's really time for me to start spending wisely! cause ive been spending brainlessly, like spending more that 10 bucks everyday recently and it could actually shoot up to 30. not like i have a lot to spend, putting aside the angbao money.
even to the extent that, it just happened to have an indian man in nicey clothes, approached me at the control station saying,
" miss, can u give me two dollars cause i just lost my wallet and have to take the mrt."
of cos i gave it to him without thinking, unless i gonna let him keep pestering. gooddeed on vday huh. or was i fooled?
whatever the case, now that all my savings are gone, it's really time for me to start thinking as i spend before there's a hole in my pocket.. tml gonna be a bigbigbig hollow hole in my pocket.=/

by the way, cant believe that i topped for econ msa, like for the first time i topped for subj like econs, for the first time i passed econ test beyond the 50 % grade though it was just by 1 mark; 11/20 and for the first time, i actually took econ seriously.=x so with that 11/ 20 marks that i got, it isnt anything to be proud of, cos i aimed for a higher grade. and econ is the only sub i passed for this msa.=/ phy spa and maths test tml. am totally prepared to fail for math. simply cant master this topic. coowshiit.

time to sleep.
ciao.

i'm so sorry if i were kind of rude, but i cant help when it comes to stuff like nball. the temper just shot up. :]

i'm not for you to treat me this way. certainly, ive not done anything wrong, am sure not a single thing. so i dont deserve disrespect from you, not even as any substitute of yours, not one for you to manipulate, to houne and howl. if you cant show respect, fuck off then.

.I Remember You.

Jascha♥
10:48 PM

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Shanes.

yO!
today is slow 'mo' day. everything is in slow motion, walking. talking etc. cos am tired. cos whole body is aching. think almost the whole class is having muscle aches, not just me. ppl like the F5s, nelson etc are the only exceptions. so wherever we go, we walked super slow, esp when it comes to climbing up and down the stairs. and even doing practical. some funny.random stuff i saw during pract. as everyone's having muscleaches, including sherman, this was what happened. as he was trying to squat to read the measurement on the measuring cylinder in order to eliminate parallax error, he made a reluctant expression and groan while squatting, withstanding the strains from the aches at the same time. rofl. 'cause i was just standing beside waiting for my turn, this made me laughed like nobody's business.=x berthabak so gonna feel the aches tml! =p

here comes the 'thing' that am interested in blogging today. met constance on e way to school. had a short conv. dont know why, but talking to her always makes me feel good. the feel of familarity, with no distance. someone as if u can relate to. even though it was just a short chat. even though it's just a short msg to encourage and show concerns, it just made u feel so near. never fail to smile and say hi along the corridors to her.anna too. it just happened to have a contrast. for some reason, which i-dont-know-why. im missing nball again. ohs, jy for intense trainings!

tml is vday, and hiajing sounds fishy while chatting bout it in the bus. what's so special? we shall see tml..

I WANNA CHOP OFF THE ____ING BACK OF MINE!
ciao.

.I Remember You.

Jascha♥
5:15 PM

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

White Lies, Black Lies, A Pool of Grey Lies.

went to school with muscleaches everywhere, like the thighs and ribcage.but i din do any vigorous the day before? weirdo. and now, my leg dont feel like it's mine! like it's not there, like it's so hard to control. all thanks to the mini conditioning today, the squats drills. the pair of legs of mine were totally wobbly and felt dismantled. fearing, in no time that, i would just fall down the stairs, roll down the slopes, fall squatted in the bus blahblahblah. it's worse than i-dont-know.

oh and this terrible thing happened during econ lect. the first time ever that i got scolded since j1. for not changing into uni for lect. like what the ___? i know it's wrong though, but scolding is not necessary right? so that tcher, practically questioned for not changing, and whilst i tried to ignore and pretend that i din hear her, cos there's so many out there in their shirts and shorts too, the ____ing face of hers changed and scolded blahblahblah. in e end, asking us to change, cutting into that bit of lect time. though it's just a bit, e overall opportunity cost outnumbers that of ours. this is so econs, oh ____.

stop daydreaming please..... cant help but to daydream. the soul just drifts away to lalaland. daydreaming of anything.everything.randomly.blahblahbla....

being neutral, yet favours.
able to get a license fasrfastfast, but am dragging it. goddess.
A very GooDNight!

.I Remember You.

Jascha♥
9:15 PM

Monday, February 11, 2008

Great or Not.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!
this seems like a must though kind of late, but still chinese new year is still running.cheers.like every singles out there will say, it's angbao collecting time! and i guess this year is the richest new year in my life! big big angbao from mummy, cos am 18th!like how nice. and extra extra money from them.woohoo. but soon they will be all gone.=X at least now am, bursting rich.Geez.

so as usual, we had reunion dinner; the usual steamboat with the never-to-be-missed fishballs, all-sorts-kind-of-edible-balls, abalone,scallop the all-sorts-kind-of-burstingseafood. and of cos, great food comes with wine. wine is never missing for any meal. even daddy took a few sips, so the whole family are now drinkers, 10% 20% 30%, drink alcohol like drinking water. 2nd sis and lil bro are the exceptions. but not like what berthabak says, am a drunkard. goddess.

we missed the vacation, but went for night walk in melaka. though it's kinda our hometown, it's still the first time that the whole family went for a nightwalk tog and taking pictures crazily. even daddy posed, that was how crazy. but the feeling is GooD, REAL GooD! oh i haven got the pics yet. GeeZ. brought mummy and daddy to chinatown on the third day, some buddha tooth temple. not like we're bored or what, but mom was really keen on going, a stamp in her passport shows that she's been overseas during new year. how childchild of her. =x

finally, ytd was another reunion dinner with the maternal relatives. it was like a sumptuous 'restaurant' meal. the aunts really cook goodfood!! i feel like having one more round now!=x filling up our stomach to the brim, on the verge of bursting yet there're still MORE food to come. and we're always the first to eat, dont know the reason why, but it has always been so all these years, even so when grandma was still ard. =] without fail, wine again! we all are just so addicted. =p

it gonna be mug-life again!
i promise i gonna change.
vday is coming, 我们谈亲情，他们谈爱情。:]

.I Remember You.

Jascha♥
9:30 PM

Tuesday, February 05, 2008

Appreciated.

thank god! school week has ended!
self-declared hols for eve,anw celebration would be boring with stuff like lou hei blahblah.
a new year is coming, and i utmost-ly urge to have a change of luck! the past year had been friggingterrible, even till now. having said that, MSA results suck like nodog. and the thing is i did studied! my tiann, this is so not going to be so. block test one is coming, right after cny. at least let me score. greedsssssssss

gonna spend four days of hols at somewhere ive never been to; cameron highlands? whatever, i dont know how to spell it. rather cool, setting aside the usual visitings made, a short vacation trip is pretty interesting. even so, hotels must be available before we could go. the khoo-s are always so last min. homeworkhomework. part-time mugging over the hols.=/

Dont walk in front of me 'cause i wont follow;
Dont walk behind me 'cause i wont lead;
Just walk beside me, and be my friend.
i'm glad it happened, for it shouldnt even have taken place in the first place.better to be through then to hold. it's all destiny.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
& Vday on the way!=D

.I Remember You.

Jascha♥
9:31 PM

Monday, February 04, 2008

Nuts.

Is relationship prior to kinship?
fuck you'

.I Remember You.

Jascha♥
11:17 PM

Friday, February 01, 2008

Bertha Darlin' Loves Me.

BOo! It's FRIDAY!!
schoolday on fridays is boring,as usual. And i slept like nobody's business during the breaks. Simply too tired after the week of MSA, brain aint functioning. yesh, brain cells are like corrupted or rusting, maths MSA is full of careless mistakes. every single qn lies a careless mistake, deductdeductdeduct, result simply sucks! but i bet this would be the best result among the rest. FUMFUMFUM.

why is sweeny todd M18?? i wanna watch it! though i dont wanna turn 18, but too much cant be done underage. like so many coool movies, the love;drinking blahblahblah.. i just wanna watch sweeny todd. P.S I LOVE YOU; JUMPER etc.

gp was super enjoyable. ultimate happiness. andddd though it was just simply simple, it....FUMFUMFUM.goddess. with the rain, it's so cooling.lovely.singing in the rain.walking in the rain.smiling in the rain.drenched in the rain......................................but this aint good cos back is frigging in pain.this is hell.aint even sit upright. so feel like chopping it off. useless like nodog. totally llike what i'd experienced last year, the same period of the year. goddess, this aint gonna be going..

yc is a quality time person, yc enjoys watching ppl, yc loves wOohOooOO.
bertha is finally back, with her heart found-ED. she loves yc.
finally it's Home Sweet Home tml!
less than a second, but ultimate happiness!

.I Remember You.

Jascha♥
10:36 PM