Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you...

My name is yikcheong
and i still love netball.
28/o7/199o;
17 years ongoing is me
happily single.

gosh.finally week one is over.so tiring man.though everything's just lectures.next week gonna start tut.die die.lect so tired alr,tut worst.need to use brain le..mug mug mug!!!

e china scholar came today.yang xing,my buddy.haha.she so darn tall la.171cm.taller than me by 1 cm.humph.=x she's nice la.haha.first time i talked so much to a stranger.mon gotta meet them again.sounds fun.but gonna be real busy for e next two weeks with them around.ZZz.mug mug mug.all i think of now is mug mug and still,MUG!

new classmates.e guys are cute.e gals are quiet.anw,only eight gals.so pathetic.besides quiet,still gt weird one.keep singing.gross.scary.definitely feeling disgusted.dun sing anymore pls.

min's grandma passed away.take it easy yea?make me think of my grandma too.=(

ber,dun sad le.dun think too much alright?though it might be far,ur friends not here,it's not e same old ppl anymore,some ppl making ya pissed off,but accept it kay.better to accept than to keep pondering over it.u know what i mean.=)

tml gotta renew student pass.why cant e school just renew it for us like last time.jc alr not students,not kids mehs?ZZz.gotta queue wait queue..
gosh,i hate waiting...........................

i wanna watch ninja!

.I Remember You.

Jascha♥
7:14 PM

Thursday, March 15, 2007

boring boring boring.
not as boring though.
i slept till 1pm then wake up.not pig.cos i slept late e night before.=x
i had plans for today de lor.pack my stuff watch show and go out awhile.
so,i started my day packing all my school stuff.yea,those worksheets that i stuffed all of them in my files.so darn messy.i'm not a messy person,but i admit i'm lazy.=x
so,sorted them accordingly into e diff sub and into respective files.i actually got so many files available for me to use.no need to buy.ha!it seemed easy,but e little corner i have over there is collecting dust alr as i have been making interaction with it since i cleared my books after o's,so i have to sweep.clear e dirt before i can start.even my punch holder's collecting dust.=x pack pack bla bla..all e way till two.

then i went into e toliet.know what?i started having diarrhoea.keeping running to and fro e toliet.ZZz.can jian fei.=x but it dun seem to make any diff.sad.then i had my lunch while watching e hk serial,huo wu huang sha.really a nice show.how women fight throughout their lives.sigh,women..horrible,terrible,incorrigible lives.somehow,after eating,i rushed to e toliet again.yea,there goes my lunch.waste my energy chewing.=x

i finshed e show!happy ending.good good.dunno what's e next hk serial daddy mummy gonna intro me.nono.gotta study alr.hees.

and so,i ended up not going anywhere,but staying at home.initially meeting wendy,mil to make cookies but cancelled it in e end.miss e times we make cookies tog.i can make nice cookies!=x gotta wait till all of us free again bahs.

today's e fifteen.three movies showing today!and i forgot to return lib book which is due today.sorry.will rmb to return tml.=x i wanna watch movie!!really tempted!!gonna buy bbq stuff tml morning and marinate it.i dunno how to marinate but like kinda fun.chicken wings,here i come!haha

.I Remember You.

Jascha♥
8:26 PM

it's 0130 now!went shopping today,or rather ytd since it's midnight alr.tog with gina and bertha.very long din see them alr.miss them so much.so we went shopping.yay!and ya,as usual,ber's late.real late.she wanted to meet at 130pm.i told her she sure late then change to 2pm.yeah.i was punctual.but she was late.da bai one.=x so,i waited at dhoby ghaut to see where i should head to.vivo or somewhere else.who knows,gina decided not to go vivo anymore cos we wun have enough time as we still gotta go orchard,bugis and marina square.ha.so i waited for gina then meet ber.=)i've decided not to be punctual for times,esp when meeting ber.=)

so happy can go shopping.esp with them.been long since we met and shop la.so our first stop:bugis.went bugis street to look for bags.both ber and i wanted to buy bag.we went round e bugis street and i found a few okay ones but not sling.Zzz.forget it.headed back e edge.ber yi jian zhong qing.or three of us yi jian zhong 'bag'.=x there's one bag at rebirth darn cool la.not sling but side.black and white.e design's so unique.*thumbs up* too bad it's not sling,and there's only one left,nots i sure buy.i love it man!must see ber carry it everyday to school.then we walk again and decided to go back bugis street to buy that bag.somehow,there's cheaper ones with e same design at e edge.yea,we went back again.but unfortunately,dun have e same colour,so got back bugis street again.it cost $42.90.kinda ex compared to e other similar one which is $30.but e auntie there see us so sincere keep running here and there.she offered us $35.actually can bargain more,but i dunno how..=x

that's it,we then went wisma for dinner then heeren.gina wanted e adidas shirt but no size at bugis and no colour at heeren.e design was out for quite some time alr.such a pity.then walk round before heading to levi's cos gina wanna lookout for jeans.but ended up not looking at any one.cos,that hui ze dunno how to serve.opps=x hey,sorry if i poked ya too hard just now.just wanted to surprise ya.=p

after that we went cine awhile cos we din know e way to far east and i'm just lazy to walk all e way there.in fact,we could settle lotsa things there but,ermm.sorry,for my laziness=x.oh ya.before going cine.i bought a mickey polo tee at m-industries.e mickey so darn nice.blink blink.=x anw,it's not that ex cos on sale.saw it at bugis but no size.so glad that orchard happened to has it.all cos of my sharp eyes.=xx then went home.reached at 11.quite late for me.hees.

still gotta buy lotsa things.my wallet's at ms.dunno still selling not.i really need one..walked e whole day.tired.anw ber,if u get to see this,dun jealous la.i msg ya more often kay.
i wanna watch movie.please...

bathe.
watch show.
feeling bit hungry now.
should sleep to ease my hunger.
good night everyone.
it's good morning.
=)

.I Remember You.

Jascha♥
1:29 AM

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

i've got so much to watch,so much to do,so much to buy.=x
finally bought my shoe and got my uni ready.hees.
which means,fewer things to be got settled.
i haven start on my school work yet.
that's bad.real bad.

never tried to understand.

movies on DEMAND
>>rocky balboa**
>>hannibal rising**
>>the haunted school**
>>stomp the yard**
>>the messengers**
>>sunshine**
>>blood & chocolate**

当一个孩子把气都出在你身上时，
那代表他已原谅你。

.I Remember You.

Jascha♥
9:05 PM

Monday, March 12, 2007

first day of march hols.i love hols,similarly,hate hols too.contradicting yeah?whatever.lol.today's darn boring la.i sleep all e way till one in e noon.not that i'm that pig or tired,i'm just lazy to wake up.u know,it's miserable to have no plans for e day.yet u wake up early,stone into e comp or tv or that four walls,that's simply too pathetic.so i rather sleep and have more dreams.=x

so after i woke up,i did everyth S-L-O-W-L-Y.after i washed up it's 130 alr.then watched dvd.such a nice show.still gt few more eps to go.then went to shower at three.come out at three thirty.cont watching,dry my hair.then prepare go out pass simin my uni at five.wonder my uni fit her not.=x should be going town but for some reason,i u-turned back home.luckily i came back not bro couldn't go home cos he sorta misplaced his keys.blur him.

after typing so much,my day really sounded dead,pathetic,miserable and 'IN-heavenly'.=x hope tml will be better la.wun let my last hols spent just like this.ha.

池中住着一只乌鸦，
没人去理会，
没人去了解。
想改变自己的丑纹，
却有心无力，
只能自求多福。

一天，
它终于能变得像天鹅般美丽，
它好兴奋，好期待。
但是乌鸦始终也只是只乌鸦，
凡是干什么，
也只会让自己更难过，
更伤心，更心痛。
那又何必呢？

乌鸦常想放弃，
但，它不想错过任何机会，
也放不下。
那又何必呢？

.I Remember You.

Jascha♥
7:37 PM

Friday, March 09, 2007

today's e last day of o2.again,i ponned.=x i wanted to go but dun wan others to see my swollen eyes.hees.so gotta go back school in e afternoon to hand in e registration form to mr david wong.that GAY teacher.not that he's a gay but e way he dresses makes us think haywire.tight shirt tight pants pointed shoes.lol.and his hair!!haha.but too bad.he's e teacher advisor and what councillor teacher-in-charge i think.so cant make fun of him.dun play play.=x but he's a good chem teacher la.=)

went back sa at round one.as i was walking to e bridge to sav,wanting to go to e bus stop,pear stopped me.she asked whether i'm J1.of cos i am.asked why i'm going back.so told her i came back just to hand in form cos i'm sick.opps!=x of cos,she let me off.she's cute la.e cutest councillor!!even her name is unique.PEAR.lol.

played mahjong just now.finally get to play mahjong.as daddy dun allow us to touch gambling stuff,there's merely any chance for us to play though mummy do play mahjong,behind daddy!=x we've been covering for her for e last decade of years.ha.but after grandma's gone,she never has e chance to play anymore.so sad.thought of grandma again when i saw e funeral downstairs.this is e second funeral this year..no more please..pp,take care of urself.=x

march hols coming!but it's no hols for me.gotta catch up with e syllabus before new term starts.teachers wun be going thru term one stuff again.think i gonna suffer.esp phy and maths.Zzz.

i dunno why u always appear at e wrong time.are u showing off or what?i know i'ld be alone and u aren't,u got what u wanted.both of it satisfy u.but hey,i wun feel bad or regret e choice i had made okay.this's not e first time alr.u gave me attp,fine,i dun care.indeed,i congratulate u.=)

.I Remember You.

Jascha♥
7:22 PM

i stoned into e comp,
tears rolled down.

.I Remember You.

Jascha♥
11:43 AM

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

o2.it's e same as o1.kinda boring actually cos i've gone thru once alr.was in og 10 again.same og ppl.=)

feeling so restless now.had headache while taking bus just now.still now still pain and dizzy.getting sick soon.ZZZ

oh ya.when i was on e bus,saw a cjc couple.e guy was so tempted to kiss e gal la.but she keep avoiding.so -.-..public place somemore.it's not once but alot of times eh.can even see his tongue sticking out alr.oh my god!please,wanna kiss at least dun do it in front of so many students la.pri kids somemore.will pollute their mind kay.besides,kiss jiu kiss,e other avoid le u still wan somemore.making it seemed so 'A'.=xweird ppl.

so tired...

.I Remember You.

Jascha♥
8:32 PM

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

haha.e outcome's so unexpected.nth is more shocking than this.in e end,we were all separated.1sa,1aj,1ny,3pj.how nice.initially we still thought that even we cant get into e same jc,at least there's at least a company.but now,it seems diff.ironic huh?really feel bad for xin.at least i had friends in sa.but ny was like a total stranger to her?hope she can make it to aj thru appeal.though e chances are really slim.

right,early in e morning before eight,gina called me.i was shocked la.thought she wanted to tell me good news like two mnths ago.but this time.it's e otherwise.her voice trembled.yeah pj.so unexpected.she cant even get into ny.this was ridiculous.perhaps ny's cut off point is reduced due to their A's result.so,she really shocked me up from sleep.i jumped out of bed and went to check for mine.phew~.was comforting her. she nearly cried la.so scary.perhaps pj is not a bad place either.at least it's near,she can play tennis,she had sharon with her.yeah.compared to xin.that's way too good.=x

and,after worrying for her for so long,i then realised i'm actually alone in sa.lol.not really alone.only three from rs.me,joanne and wanying.at least i knew them and wanying's in e same og as me again!hees.wish me good luck please.
new ppl again.=)

went to buy sa uniform just now.got e blouse but not e skirts cos they're not ready yet.so gotta go back to collect next week.so mafan..hope my skirt is not too short after alteration.let's see if bertha and kailing's 'agaration' is accurate.=x once altered,there's no u-turn!hees.anw,one thing i must say.so darn pissed off while ironing e blouse la.it's good to have e band with it,but it's tedious to iron!all so crumpled up cos e band is tight.wth?i used half an hour for three blouse.normally ten mins will do.Zzz so ppl,if u aren't lazy as me,dun buy e uniform with e band,slot e band in urself.DIY kay,so dumb.ZZz.

anw congrats to those got posted to e schools they wanted.=)
orientation tml!so looking forward to it!!here i come~~

.I Remember You.

Jascha♥
7:53 PM

as i wished,got posted to SA again!!=)
gina and xin not in eh.so sad!x=

.I Remember You.

Jascha♥
9:07 AM

Monday, March 05, 2007

sososo tired!!so tired that i ponned almost every lesson today.=x there's chem tut&lect,phy lect,mt,gp and maths tut.yet i only went for chem,maths and phy tut.three out of seven.hees.darn tired la.ended up playing bridge and daidee.still so tired now.gonna sleep early tonight.e weather today is so humid eh.make me keep sweating and feeling sticky and weird.bad weather.=x

no school tml!there's school.but i'm not going cos,posting will be out tml!noone's going,no point going also and tml is e only day left for me to rest before i start mugging again.=x gonna buy uni tml also.gonna have a new og and cg grp.i'll definitely miss my previous og and cg friends.these ppl are just fun.esp o7So8!love u ppl!hope can be tog with ruijun.there's too many 'qiao he' in us.she gt 9 points too,our birthday differ by a few days,we wanted e same combi,wanted same cca too,etc.hees.hope can get into e same class tog!=) anw,she poor thing also la.after all e things she met.can only say that man's a jerk!insane.=x hope everyth goes well when she attend court on thurs.such a pity that i cant go unless we got excused from orientation.good luck!

sharon went sa for track trial today.seriously,her chances are very slim.even e teacher says so.she knew it too.moreover,e record she ought to score is way too far from her current record.still,hope she wun get disappointed after all e trails she's going.as she said,no harm trying.=) all e best too!

ppl,i wanna eat gui ling gao!!so tempted for it.hees.

.I Remember You.

Jascha♥
8:04 PM

Saturday, March 03, 2007

it end of e week again.so fast one week is gone again.school started for one term alr,yet i'm still here.everyone seems to be moving on but not me.still slacking,lazing around and not doing homework!i felt so guilty for not doing hw.i used to complete my hw without fail.i mean in rs?but now?not doing hw seems nth to me.i'm sure i cant catch up with e syllabus if this continues.=x i wan e old yik cheong back!lol.=x

anw,i din pon any lesson ytd.so guai.=x that's becos,e gp cher keep coming to our cg and tell us to go ytd.and everyone gotta go.she was like so nervous and scared la cos a KI teacher would be coming to look at her.indeed,she's e first teacher i've seen so far to be so worried and scared for herself.she actually got all e stuff planned,which is a role play by separating us into 2 grps.ppl at e panel and e interviewers,who have to ask each other qns.in fact,she has got all e stuff ready for us,e qns and ans.what we gotta do was to just read out everyth accordingly and let e KI teacher knows that she's teaching well.of cos,we did pretend to discuss among ourselves la.so good of us.at least better than her own CG which not a single of them attend her class?poor thing.=x

after gp had phy then school ended.i had stomach pain for e whole of gp and phy tut la.yet i've got no med.nth.can only tolerate with e pain.Zzz.jo asked her boi to bring us milk tea with pudding from bishan for us after school.from bishan to potong pasir,not near eh.=x of cos his main purpose was to fetch jo la.her boi so noble and ti tie.=x lol.hmm,as it's milk tea and gina dun drink milk,i gotta finish one cup myself and e other for jue.it made my stomach pain worse la.pain e whole day.Zzz.then went cwp with gina,meet hui ze go town and come back.missed movie.so tired.Zzz.landlord coming for spotcheck later.e stove starter is spoilt la,dunno how they gonna settle it later.it non of my business anw.haha.

i'm so looking forward to term two.school officially starts then.then i will be busy then.simply love busy life!=)

for some reason,i happened to rmb it ytd.it says,i'm e one who would backout first.for that instance,i really thought so.am i being sensitive or what?felt so threatened..

.silent tears.

.I Remember You.

Jascha♥
12:21 PM

Thursday, March 01, 2007

it's thursday!yeah,one more day and it gonna be another weekend.time flies.e term gonna end soon,posting results will be out next tues.hope i can get into SA.in fact,i'm quite confident that i can get into SA with my L1R5 but i hope my record wun affect it.as u know.i 'pon' lectures and tutorials and skip school!tsktsk.even if i were to go school,i ended up ponning most and spent my time playing cards.i admit i'm naughty,rebellious,whatever.=x

since,it's thursday alr,i'm darn tired.so as usual,i 'ponned' everyth today.eh no.i went for PE and maths tutorial but skipped econs,phy lect and chem pract,=x so played cards at e balcony.one thing,e school's dumb la.it's against e school rule to play cards yet everyone played it 'openly' at e balcony with two cameras there.so,what are e cameras for when we still could break school rules like non of our business?hah =x.when we saw e cameras,of cos,we laughed!=x alright,i'm really naughty.lotsa ppl went for e lect yet i ponned,with joanna!i'm not e only one.so ade,jo,her friend and me played bridge and stress?[i dunno how to spell.=x]alright,i'm darn slow in stress la.jo and me just learn it today.we were like,hey both of us go slow okay?rmb,we're BEGINNERS!!.u know why,ade and jo's friend darn fast la.then we kept shouting, wait wait,i'm lost.slwoly slowly..e whole balcony's filled with all our screams.lol=x.so waited till 1245 then bomb.GO HOME SLEEP!some went for lect,jo meet her bf and stuff.

on e way home,in 985,saw three CHIJ junior sch gals.they share seats la.three of them to two seats.then they keep talking and laughing,look so dan chun.so adorable.so good to have no troubles.everyday laughing and chit chatting with ya friends.i wan to be like them also.hees=x it's dumb,but their presence brightens up my day.=) and ya,saw e tailor shop today.can buy SA uni there.it shifted from chinatown to teck whye.coincidentally,e bus happened to passby there.can save time trying to locate where it is.so when i got home,BOMB,i slept.from 3 to 6.hees.pig right?i'm really tired lar.

it's really a long post,so if u're tired alr,u can just stop here cos there's stil a long way to go.i just happen to have so much to type.my blog,bear with me please.=)
as i said,i slept.and i dreamt.two dreams.two weird and funny ones.=x e first dream,i dreamt of cats!in my house somemore.not one,but alot,so many till i cant count.one cat is alr hell to me,yet there are so many in there.other than normal stray cats,there're pussy cats!wth?i'm too imaginative.=x then i screamed in my dreams.ahh.cats.freaked me out.=x
second dream,i dreamt that i gotta drive back home la.cos there isn't anyone to drive me and lil bro back yet there's car there.so when i was about to unlock e car,e car mwent down e slope.i was like 'oh god,what e hell is happening'.then e funny part.i actually managed to push e car,to prevent it from falling down e side of e road and moving down e slope.is car so light that i could do this?aiya,it's dumb la!dumb dream,dumb me.=x right,enough of my dreams.it's been long since i had all these dreams.=x

can i revert back to school today?i know my blog would allow me to.hees.before i pon anyth,it was maths tut after PE.as usual,i din do tut hw.was sitting with kailin,charmaine,wanping,bertha,gina in one table.and herman,jeremy facing me.so we end up telling lame jokes and stuff.herman even joked with e cher and he replied back to herman as well.herman's funny la.keep telling those lame stuff.funny guy.=)one of e jokes.simple one cos others are rather long.=x what's a bangla running across e road?>>it's a bangla-dash!.quite common la.i heard it before.but e buddha and fan joke really made me laugh my lungs out.hah.

did lotsa test these few days.ruijun keep giving us e tests la.it's bout lovelife la.dunno why she got so many of these tests.i'm suay enough la.this year is not e right year for me to go into relationship.if i were to be in,i will end up "ren cai liang kong" means i will lost both my wealth and loved one.Zzz.another one i cant rmb alr.in one test,i zhong two alr.suay.for e sec one,it says,there'll be third party.-.- after all this,aren't i suay?jo was like laughing at me la.naughty gal.but i would be pampered alot la,that's what e test says.i'm comforted?lol.am i that suay this year?for e year of pig,ppl of zodiac horse better not got into relationships.horoscope seems so for leo too.that's me anw.dumb..anw,i cant believe these are true.=x

i'm so glad posting gonna be out soon.start of new term,i gonna start studying which i haven been doing so this term.cant wait to start e new term.means i would be busy by then.yet i decided to join touch rugby if i can.e trgs are tough,so it would be really hectic from then on.i love busy days!!=x

they brightened up my day! =)

.I Remember You.

Jascha♥
7:36 PM