you're the one thing i got right
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there
Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back
If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you...
Friday, December 29, 2006
bored!!! had a bad dream ytd.it shocked me and caused me to wake up in cold sweats at around 4am.gosh! dreamt bout my results.it's alr 18 before adding humans.gotta be weird that humans grade wasn't stated on e result script?.i thought it was becos humans was marked locally.this is stupid!=x
two more days and it'd be the end of 2006.2007!!i just simply hate seven.dunno why.=x i wan the new year to be special!!start of a new year,i want it to be good!!=)
i'm bored!!=(
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
10:30 PM
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
PISSED OFF!!
SO PISSED OFFF!!!
SOSOSO PISSED OFF!!
FUCK HIM MAN!!so sorry that i polluted my blog.=x
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
9:16 PM
yoz! itz huize in da house.that lazy piggy out there is too lazy to blog,so im here to update her blog for her,before her blog start to decompose.sucks.
alrite.as u all know,she's stuck in malaysia for the whole of christmas eve and christmas.there's some few things she kept doing,eating,slping,eatin and then slping again.oh ya,one more.searching for her bro in the shopping centre.if we exclude searching for her bro,she's juz a more capable version of a pig. =x think she's gonna kill me for wat i wrote.
yepp,and im such a nice person lo.i called her to pei her count down also lo.applause.thank you.anyway this pig return back to sg ytd morning,she reached at ard 8 arz.if i din rmb wrongly.then she got home and slpt again.that's wat pigs do rite,eat slp eat and slp again. then she went out to shop with her bro for veggi.
then i dunno wat happened next alr.except for the fact that she screamed right into the phone when her bro gave her a shocked standing behind her.tsk tsk.lousy gal.
guess she met her fwend now alr ba.she's gonna plae badz at bishan! so far lo.cant imagine she this pig would actualli make the way there to plae.alrite.i gotta fly off too..tata!
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
10:52 AM
Saturday, December 23, 2006
i'm back home in msia!
the flood wasn't that serious afterall?at least i din see any so far.perhaps just those kampong area bahs.heard that his dad's factory which is on the first floor was all flooded alr.there goes all the machinery and glass~=x he cant even go back to help.luckily there's still a second storey for them to stay on.poor th.sis must be feeling sad for him.=x
i'm so bored back here.there's noone to play with me.=( went to watch curse of the golden flower ytd.the movie starred by jay chou,chow lun fat and gong li de.the movie wasn't as great but not as boring though.heh.i must say the author must be a saddist sia.wrote such a story.e storyline's totally weird and inhumane?*puke* distrust,brutality and betrayal in a family?that's how sad.siblings killing each other.dad kill son.husband poison wife.son and mum were an item?how can this be possible man.
now i know why it's call e 'huang jin jia',cos of e armour suit?really golden.thousands of ppl tog,really golden man!e funny part is e ending.it's lame actually.right gonna go out.*shoo*
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
12:37 PM
Friday, December 22, 2006
WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME MANS?!?! I mean what's wrong with my body system.=x it's been e 4th day alr and i'm still feeling xin ku here and there.that god damn back of mine kept giving me problem.made me cant sleep blah blah.perhaps my bad dreams were cos of that too.Zzz.someone help me chop it off please.or you shall just kill me.break me free from all the PAIN!! mmm,that's bit weird..=x
really cant believe what i've done this morning.woke up at 10am or rather 8 by the ****ing ppl going out for work.cant they just move out quietly?till then my back aches.no matter how i lie,flip,topple,turn,or fold myself into a hei bee,just cant get into sleep.and i slept at 4++ in e morning?out of frustration,i decided to call mummy to tell her how pathetic i was.but somehow she din pick up her phone,e office lineS were engaged too.where's my mummy?she gt flooded huh?.this was frustration.then was 'sianzation'.so dump of me to decide to clean the house.i mean sweep and mop the floor.it was so dirty man.e dirt that i swept out can flood my toliet bowl!so,i finished tidying and sweeping and mopping by 11.now,i'm waiting for e floor to dry so that i could get e clothes down.
maybe they shall just hire me as maid hur since i dun like to go office to help out.oh pls.e air there is god damn unhealthy and i'm a bing ren kay.morning say till so loud as if i cant hear u.hey,i'm not deaf?right,i've finished everything except keeping e clothes throwing e BAGS of rubbish and washing clothes which i cant help with it cos i simply din know how to use a washing machine?and that's stupid.=x
gonna go bathe and wash toliet.toliet,here i come!!!
mummy,i wanna eat tang yuan!!!
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
11:06 AM
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
it's WEDNESDAY!!
just came back from netball graduation party.basically,i dragged myself there and dragged myself back again.=x i was sick!real sick.slept for 19 hrs e day before.pig hur? had fever,headache and 'boneache'?.cant really move and talk much ytd.right,the graduation party was fun esp e games part.though we had to run round the whole school,which is such a torture to me,it's indeed fun.basically,there were five stations as we were told of.firstly we gotta run across e court and go round e chair for ten rounds before taking e ball on e chair,run again and shoot it into e net.almost blacked out while going round e chair.=x
after which,e grp of four of us were to run up to the forth floor to find e clue.how stupid it was that e clue was hidden behind e fire extinguisher.ZZz.and we ran down again and blah blah...it's simply lotsa running. e sweetest part of all is our gifts!! hey,they gt everyone of us scrap books with all e memories we had in rs for e past four years.and,everyone gt a different one,a personal one,for our own.that's alr very sweet of them.yet they still gt us a shirt with our name printed on it.it's been so long since we gt a netball tee.=) love them man!netball rawks yea? oh ya,and they bought us cake also.60 bucks for a 2kg cake.how ex it was.in fact,we were told since netball started,this's e first time we had cake?=p.
anyway,gina and sharon not in SA netball anymore.or din even offically join?xin got in thru appeal lerr.heh.i skipped today's training at SA.mr bok din believe i was sick and said that i made excuses.i wanted to go de okay?Zzz.whatever.headache getting worse.bye!
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
4:35 PM
Monday, December 18, 2006
Some says it's better not to do anything.it's not right!you get blamed for not doing anyth as well.people blame u as if u owe them,as if u forced them to make e decision.why are there such ppl?hey,i'm NOt ur anger-venting machine.if you aren't happy with it,you can refuse.don't put all the blame on me and make excuses for yourself.i told ya before i wun change what i had alr decidefor myself.dun ever try to trigger it.be it you following ur own way,or as you said,'u din have the choice',it's none of my business!
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
12:24 AM
Sunday, December 17, 2006
yoyo!i'm back from chalet!
chalet was rather boring i would say,except when we were playing tog.e whole class hardly gt tog due to the separate groups i guess--angmoh pai and chinese pai.=x as for day1,we merely just had bbq cos e check-in time was 3pm.by the time we settled down was like 5++ already?initially e guys were to start the fire but they went off to swim halfway.leaving e girls to do e job.poor th.keep fanning till our hands ache and red,ready to be served.=x till bout seven e guys came to rescue!and we started bbq-ing.after which,went in to watch tv and play poker.went back at eleven taking xin daddy's car.thanks to her that we dun need cab home for e two nights.on e second day,we wanted to go escape when we reach there but it rained.ended up having lunch first and loitered around and bac to e room.i ended up napping for an hr.they were so noisy that i could hardly sleep well.=x went for cycle after that and watched tv tog till 11++.slept in xin's car.really tired.
chalet ended without mr goh coming.what a pity!he went to taiwan.should be back by fri but somehow he din manage to join us due to e flight delay or he stayed at home to rest.but mdm ko was with us.her daughter and son are so cute man!and tan!!i wan their evenly tanned skin!=x
early in e morning on e sat, went home to get my stuff for chalet and get ready to go for sa netball trail.again,xin's dad fetched us there.=x e trail was more like a training session!ran for two rounds round e track.800m.it wasn't much though but was long enough for me to pant when i din do much running for months alr?Zzz.then we did warm-ups and stuff.the seniors there are really 'pro' lorhs.their skills were..i go WOAH when i see it.esp baizurah and sally.unfortunately we had half court.mr bok initiated.pressured when i was paired with sally.she's so darn cool!heard that their GS,e another cool gal dropped out alr.and there's noone to pair with her anymore.so left me.ZZz.paired with her,so be it.but baizurah guard me eh.her hands,legs.all so long and fast!more pressure!mr bok still tease me lorhs.after which we were released.though we din do much but was really tiring.practically they just used us to test the other sch's players.hey, i dun like e chung cheng branch gal!!she just totally****.no wonder aj rejected her.opps=x
eh sally said i'm supposed to start training next wed since i'm alr posted to sa.tog with gina as well.but dun think she's keen in joining netball anymore.xin gotta appeal.guess e chnce for her to get in is really high since bok wanted her as well.sharon wasn't looking good after e trail after what ms joyce chua had said.her chance wasn't high after considering all e criteria.just hope she gets what she wants bahs,=)netball gonna tire me out in e last two weeks of holidays.ZZz.oh ya.doreen gt into sa as well,same orientation grp as me.kinda shocked.dunno how would it be when we met each other again.heh.
i'm still so tired now.stayed overnight at huize's house on fri and sat night.din sleep on fri night sia.cant get into sleep.whenever i sleep,i woke up in a shock.Zzz so spent e wholenight chatting and stuff.by sat,i'm really exhausted after e trail.can see that she's also tired after acc-ing me e whole night.paiseh=x had a good sleep on sat night. thought i would sleep till noon but woke up at seven.and keep waking up and sleeping again.
my leg aches!!
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
11:10 PM
Friday, December 15, 2006
so tired!!just came back from 'training'.played for bout two hours sia.it's been long since i last went for netball.so shuang! i like it!!=x something stupid happened just now eh.i kinda sprained my ankle while jumping for e lop ball.din land properly i think,then just fell tog with e ball in my hands.they all gathered outside e semicircle,watching' how i fell IN e semicircle,cos they aren't suppose to step in during e game.so malu!.ZZz we came to a conclusion today.sharon and i really cant coordinate well.every ball that i missed was from her.unfortunately, e lop ball that result in my fall was also from her.=S she kept saying sorry till she dun even dare to throw it to me in case i miss it again.=x
tml gotta go sa for dunno what netball trail.since i'm alr posted there dunno why i should go but e cher say wanna intro me to e netball seniors?. after e intro i have to start training lerr and gonna be stucked in there for e following two years?. eh whatever.make me scared only.
i came back from school, trying to look normal as i walk,but it's really painful=x gotta prepare for chalet!
*Gone*
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
1:04 PM
Thursday, December 14, 2006
10:09
i gt into SA!! RELIEVED.
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Jascha♥
10:09 AM
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
131206.it's yikcheong in the house!=x
i was forced to blog! erm no la.i came to blog willingly.it's seven pm only and i'm already so tired.all cos of e so call insonmia* that i'd last night.slept for four hours with my left eye swollen and pain,when i dun even know why it's swollen.went to watch movie with that bun-liked eye somemore.Zzz,but e movie was nice=)
let me make this post short and simple.helped out at e office for e whole day doing all e packaging of tissues!! e air there's horrible.can hardly breathe in fresh* air.there was so much unpacking and repacking that my fingers were all red after that though it's tissue but e boxes are solid!! if not for daddy i would have slipped away halfway.bro shot my face using rubber band lorhs.but i'm better.i hit his forehead with his keys![all thanks to netball=x]. daddy actually asked me weird qns ytd, i was like 'huh' and there's only e two of us there.it's been long since this last happened.=z
right.i'm really tired lerr eh. huize long enough?thanks anw=)
pae confirmation will be out tml!! aWwww.....
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Jascha♥
6:52 PM
testing one two three
i'm here to edit.opps=x
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Jascha♥
5:39 PM