you're the one thing i got right
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there
Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back
If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you...
Friday, November 30, 2007
crane-lover.skipped work today.
cos i dun wanna be tortured by those germs any further,
for my own sake.
slacked the whole day.
it's friday again.
here comes the end of the month,and there goes the holidays.
one more month before school reopens.yet to complete the assignments.
not even a single letter written on any scripts.
piling high.it's time to start.
but when?
homework homework homework
cranes meant alot.
a crane for u.
crane-lover.
:]
it's time to meet.
loves loves loves
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
6:04 PM
Thursday, November 29, 2007
missing always.went for work today.
and today is just a
bloody bad one.
why haven i recover.taking medication on time not even dare to forget bout it.
yet only the
worse seems to
RIsE.ohh fuckk.
as i was saying,today's a
bad day.
have been thinking
extra-inordinary-lot today like it's not me.
i am not me.and well,kept making mistakes in the datas.
the
eyes dont seem to look at the right numbers,
the
fingers dont seem to type on the right letter,right number.and click on the right goods.
a total
retard.
anyways,gina will be
BACK tml!
hurrayhurrayhohohonotyourlifebuoy.please disappear.tomorrow will be better. :]
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
6:02 PM
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
cats issue.i
LOVE hiro!
anyways,
have u ever experienced seeing something which u
fear most?
what's your feeling then.
i experienced it.
seeing a
cat along the road is already
OHMYGAWDD.
how about seeing a
dead-decomposed-cat-corpse??
sticked onto the side of a box.utterly
nauseating at e sight of it.if i could,would seriously threw up my full stomach.
and the feeling is still
so gross till now.please let me
see no cats!hop onto the chair and cry.i fear cats;i fear dead cats too.this isnt the first time though.
zzz
shooshoo cats.
i wanna live in a world with NO cats!!ohmannn.hurry let me recover!!
off to heroes-ing.nighty-night.:]
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
6:00 PM
Monday, November 26, 2007
ohhmannn.
i feel so guilty.
sorries sorries sorries
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
6:45 PM
did
lotsa stuff over the weekend.not really,but kinda.=x
went to see this doc on sat.and this doc that i see
way too charming to be a doc.
he's
young,good-looking blahblah.and his smile is like
WOaH! who wont be charmed by him?
and he
aint chinese,look kinda like a mix.the
bad thing is i
dont rmb looking out for his name.
what a pity to have to work at a
smallsmall clinic.
funness.and well,have been sleeping
alot lately cos of the medicine.
which causes
drowsiness.yet the med seems to have no direct effect in what it suppose to.
it's e
first time i take medication seriously.
please let me recover
REAL soon.
went back to
melaka again.
mummy finally got her
qipao (she was so high over it).and i got my
dress.
everyone seems to be so concern bout grandma's
bday dinner.
it's really gonna be a
grand one though.
randomness.everyone's going for holidays trip recently.
msia definitely
aint a nice.fun.appropriate place i guess.
protests are going on in
KL and ipoh.the
indians!now i know the details.
but if
msia should be e place,cos it's near.cheap
blahblah.
melaka would be
nice.
simply my hometown!and it's perhaps the only place in
msia that u can walk on the streets with a
bigbig bag without being
hit.robbed.and at the same time with
lotsa angmohs walking with u under the
hot sun.
tanning.how cool.that only applies to the tourist attractions in the town that my grandma stays.
JB KL ipoh penang is a
NONONONO choice.
:]
it's
bored to be home.
completed
HEROES season 1!!
the ending was rather plain.
zzzit's heroes season
TWO now!
deepest condolences to the 5 s'pore dragon boaters.off to meet my
dear mummy.shooshoo
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
3:15 PM
Friday, November 23, 2007
flying on a jet plane.TGIF!
should it be
thank god?that's a week of holidays gone again.=(
friday is a day which means it's e last day of work,
and the day before heading back home!
home sweet home.:]im a
workholic!too engaged in work that i missed lunchtime.
in other words,a rather late lunch,which eventually gonna be
lunch-cum-dinner.
workholic?hohoho.
andandand,my
dear gina has left s'pore!happily in korea now!
i do hope she's
truly HAPPY with the
freezing weather and
spicy kimchi!
still care to text me early in the morning while im still sleeping soundly.
goodie.rofl.
made me wonder since when we became
BFFs.never had quarrels before.
perhaps it's our personality,the
'not the hot-in-the-head type'=D
i know i had
neglected u earlier on this year for my
own selfish thoughts,
yet u're still
there for me whenever i needed
accompany.perhaps u may not know,but seriously,u helped me loads in pulling myself thru these six months.
the
lib sessions.chat session.shopping trips.food exploration.
all these
counts.=D
wells,u wont ever be reading this.
DO come back in one piece,
not a block of ice,even so.u'll melt in s'pore.=p
and
most imptly i will rmb to get my gift from u.
bestie.i'll rmb to miss u.LOL
hugs hugs hugs
and
.
.
.
.
.
.
it's
heros-ing time again!
i love cutie hiro!
nighty-night.
:]
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
7:39 PM
Thursday, November 22, 2007
it's hot in here.ohh fuckkkk
never say u did what u din do.
never say what i din do.i did not shake my head.asshole.
the mouth is urs and u can jolly well say whatever stuff u like just to defend urself.
make up a story,just to prove that u did what u didnt.
adding words into ppl's mouth and get me accused.
damn u.
never ever think that u will get urself doing well in MY family.
what a person u are.ure so damn sick.
u can,might as well,
go and die.
fuck fuck fuck
i dont mean to curse.but never accuse me,u motherfucker.
so not into vulgarities.
i dont mean to pollute.so sorry. :]
heros-ing.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
6:55 PM
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
yikcheong is tired. :]had a half day off today.
finally finished keying in the
'urgently needed' data.it took me
years.
ta-ta-ta-ta-ta on the keyboard the whole day.
and there's
more to go..
can i take off tml?=xx
made a trip to tamp just now.
nth much.except the
foooooddd.having
good fooood is way more
impt than anything else.
and there's really some ppl out there who could really stand spicy food.
REAL SPICY.like with
chili powder & spicy soup & washabi!
ended up with mucus
running out of ur nose and
thick red sausage lips.
funness.
swensens' ice cream isnt that nice afterall.
and still yet to find my necklace.=((
ohhh.and saw jeanette ow.she has got a
unique walking style.=x
gina's flying off
real soon.
today's the last meet before u
fly-fly-fly on a plane.
it gonna be a week!
i will
misss misses u.ur voice.ur laughters.ur smile.ur "ni wo"! ohhmann this sounds so mushy.
wells,dun forget to buy me stuff.hohoho
hugs hugs hugs:]
i could rmb what that feeling was.
i am wrong.
i was wrong.
i were,right from the beginning.
finally,there's one day i saw nth that is unjustified in s'pore and weird.=D
be a good girl and sleep early.
nighty-night. :]
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
9:45 PM
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
key;to unlock the memories.GooD DaY!work today is
sososososo tiring.
so many data to key,sat there for eight hours yet to even complete 1%?
zzzand the environment there,
ohh just
suck.the air is so '
unclean'.horrible.
have been shedding tears the whole day.
i need a
air refresher.sterilizer.filter.
ohh whatever..
tomorrow gonna be another day.=D
i wanna fly a helicopter!!the
HK drama that
i've been watching is way
sooo nicey-nice.
and i am done with it.
funny.goody.touching.these give u e urge to watch again.=x
been
mths since i shed watching dramas.
it's 6 mths. :]
i wanna be e crewman.i wanna fly helicopter.coolness.next would be
heros.
hohoho.i know
who are
my friends. :]
233ohnighty-night.loves loves loves
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
11:21 PM
Monday, November 19, 2007
i can play a better role.i rmb i did told you.
i am very sure of that.very.
yet you said you dont know.
so i am to blame,cos apparently you really werent aware of it.
blame it on me then.like i do care.
ohh fuckk.backache is working up again.
not again
please.
so i missed training again.
F-U-C-Ki so
hate vulgarities.
the trip back home last weekend's really a heavy update to stuff.
now i know how they got robbed,
how the
'loansharks' got away when my
superhero dad was there.
and it's not the malays.but chinese.
so sorry being so bias, but they are not so daring afterall;
to rob in
brighty-bright daylight.
treat it as a lesson yep.
it's never safe in msia.
i wanna fly a helicopter to wonderland.:]nighty-night.loves loves loves
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
8:14 PM
Friday, November 16, 2007
time,the only resolution.GooD DaY my dear blogg. :]backache is working up again.which is
REAL terrible.
simply cos it's painful when u bend urself,it's painful even when u sit,AND,
it's terrible when u have
menses.
experience of a
pregnant lady huh.
tooot.
so,guess i wouldnt be training for at least a week.
i think even
stretching out or to jump to catch a ball wouldnt be
easy anymore.
this
sucks.
as i was saying,that made me from attending open house preparation today,
and open house tml.
i know it's bad,yet
i too
jolly well know that am
not devoted to
sa netball team.
am trying to
love it.=D
that's all for nball.
pasta seems to be our
fav-vour-rite.
our=gina & me. pasta never fails with
garlic bread though it's
fattening.
who cares anw.=x
and we bought this doraemon schedule book with is sooo damn cute.
though it's simply useless.the point is it's colourful and cute!
nicey-nice.
oh wells,i got a shock outta my life today,simply by a TALL man.
cos he's tall.my heart thumped lightning-liked fast as if it's popping out in NO time.
i fear tall man.
this is so ridiculous yet true.perhaps it's cos am tall?
ohh whatever..
not keeping urself occupied on fridays is a torture.
could get so bored that u simply wish to do anyth,just anyth will do. :]
today is chatting day,observing day and following-ppl day.
simply cos we're too bored.
sitting down and chat for hours isnt bad afterall.
it's nicey-nice.=D
whee whee whees
i cant wait to meet them.
i miss you so.
loves loves loves
nighty-night.
:]
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
10:39 PM
Thursday, November 15, 2007
am i fooled.
ohh greatt!
i've got something commendable to share.
commendable applies only to me,not u.=p
wells,from the evidence of my forehead,
i grew TANNER!!
just in one day! which means that ytd's evening sun did work!
a short tanning showed result,how about a long and REAL one?
shiny blinky forehead.
h0h0h0!
anyways,today's my first day of work.
it's family company.
though it's family business,still gotta be serious.
afterall,it's helping my own family. :]
first day was already tiring.
not as in the amount of work load,but is the way of work.
looking at the computer the whole day,
checking stocks,invoices,debts blahblahblah.
whole day with ur eyes sticked to numbers and MORE numbers.
who could stand that?
great thing to discover,
am not suitable to be an office lady.
BUT,i thought i would be one!
whee whee whees
msians are actually protesting.
like WOW! since when do they (which includes me to) have the guts to protest?
clapsclaps*
the way the malay minister responded to Al Jazeera reporter;
such a disgrace.
i love my country.
my thighs are aching,
all thanks to ytd'd active warmup. indeed active.
being honest,
i din go for night training today,
i skipped,pon-ed,absent myself,excused myself blahblahblah.
so yep,am here right now.
feeling sleepy.
sleeps god loves me so.
i miss you so too.
:]
perhaps it's still early,but still.
nighty-night.
loves loves loves
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
6:45 PM
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
endeavor to love.
today mrbok ps us!
made us travel all the way to damai;one hour plus of travelling time and only to inform us at 230pm when we were supposed to report at that time.
damai is like not near can,bedok is like another end of singapore even though it's such a tiny island.tooot.
ohwells,we ended up playing bkb.yanxiu and constance are the pros.
and abit of tanning with the evening sun.=/
as i was saying, he ps-ed us.
butbutbut,that's not all.there's training and friendly against police netball team and extreme tml evening.
training with extreme would be like WOW,real tough.lol.
yet there's work for me tml,come onnn
love,
L-O-V-E.
four nice and simple letters which even three year old kid knows the meaning of it.
but who truly knows how to love;the way to love.
like u used to love the ball and the team.
yet,now u still love the ball but not the team.
on the other hand,why would u love the ball when u dont love the team.
that was then,this is now.
i will try to love it all. :]
haven started on any hols homework yet!
and it's pilling high!
when am i gonna start.
mugging mood is still in bed.
wells,there's still a possibility that lewis hamilton will crown F1 2007?
ohh.please do.
use of illegal fuel?Loser=x
micheal schumacher stepping out of retirement?
ohh.please do.=D
im so tired.im so full.i wanna sleep.
BOOOOO
i wanna shit too.
nowadays,long posts look nice.=D
nighty-night.
loves loves loves
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
9:17 PM
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
friends never fail to be there.
i'm finally home!
since when have i missed home.this feeling is odd yet familiar.
simply cos i'm tired,seriously damn tired after chalet and stuff.
i wanna sleep till i drop,wake up 'naturally' tml!
but that's rather impossible cos...
there's TRAINING TML!!and it's at that damn dunno-where-the-hell place;damai is.
damn shit.
right,back to chalet.there are some stuff ought to be shared.
overall,the whole chalet turned out FINE which initially all of us doubt that it would be.
havent we done a great job?=DD
mahjong-ing is fun!esp when food is served,nicey-nice.
and i won quite a few with e help of the 'pro' khengkia,niceyniceynice!
though it's just chips.i dont gamble yep.=]
then was ghoststory telling time.though it's just six of us but,
got scared the hell out.screamed like hell when there's nth scary just those disturbing noise that e guys made.zzz
and somehow,the ghost really appeared and yehan saw it.
whether ornot a ghost was really there,everyth seemed so dramatic.LOL.
not till i really seen it myself.touchwood!
lastly,almost everyone sat and watched heros tog,that's just like a big family.
lovely-loves..
well,msian security truly sucks to the core!
mummy dadddy got robbed ytd outside the bank.zzz
the robber or robbers which am not sure of,broke the window screen of that precious-pretty car of dad's.and none actually did anyth or perhaps that's the norm alr.
but it's e first time they got robbed as if they can predict mummy will be there with huge sums.
daddy's dumb too,he himself knowing it wouldnt be 'small' money yet still to drive that precious-pretty car of his.dumbdumb.
the amazing thing is that daddy's there!daddy's supposed to be superwonderundefeatable.at least to me.=D
robbers.suckers.
ohhmann.
gina can be such a romantic person.perhaps romantic isnt the right word.emotional?expressive?deep-thinker?
just my gal!=D
and seriously,it's really touching gina.u arent the reader so u wont feel it.
we're the readers!even outsiders like me ended up with goosebumps jumping allover,less to say the ONE!
gina,if i were the one,i sure cry man!!gotta lend me ur shoulder.LOL.
i should learn to cherish. :]
i need my sleep back!
nighty-night. :]
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
9:36 PM
i've got lots to share.
yippee.
bother to share them with me? :]
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
1:05 PM
Monday, November 12, 2007
escape from the heart
dear blog,
cant wait to fall in love.
WoohOo.
finally a whitey-white skin.
prefer another one though.
but it dont work.=/
gonna be real late!!
shooshooo.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
4:08 PM
Sunday, November 11, 2007
confessions.
my weekends' spent in melaka again.
almost every weekend we made a trip back.
despite just a short stay,a few hours,we still decide to head back.
two hours each of travelling time is tiring,
esp when u are the one driving.
after the whole long week of work,
after being so exhausted,dad still insisted on going.
can really sense the love he had for grandma.
cherishing every moment they have now,
fearing of losing the impt one,one day.
i love them too!=D
ahma will be 90 this coming month!
the root of MY family.:]
is that me?
i know,yet am fear.
what does matter.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
9:18 PM
Friday, November 09, 2007
一起长大的约定
那样真心
与你聊不完的曾经
而我已经分不清
你是友情还是错过的爱情?
忘记一个人，真的需要一辈子吗?
nicey-nice.=D
stole it from someone.=x
iambetter;
ispeakthetruth":]
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
5:32 PM
Thursday, November 08, 2007
a glimpse of happiness.
wheeeee
i am better=DD
as i thought.
mixed feelings though.
needed so much.
desperation. :]
what speaks the truth"
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
10:54 PM
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
BAck to Reality Khooyikcheong!!
atrocious.
never ever to go sengkang again.
the whole place is so tooot.
the whole place made us feel nauseous.
the banquet,the foodcourt,the everything.
wanna puke.
and really did.
even finding a busstop is arduous.
with a sicko along the ride.
y didnt i have sense of direction.zzz
this sucks!
ironically,
the heart speaks the truth"
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
6:17 PM
Monday, November 05, 2007
cruelty of mankind
selfishness of mankind
fickleness of mankind
one more chance
will you.
ironically,
the heart speaks the truth"
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
6:55 PM
Sunday, November 04, 2007
im stubborn
im unfilial
im sorry
ironically,
the heart speaks the truth"
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
9:40 PM
Saturday, November 03, 2007
Why choose to be loved,when you dont love.
Why then,choose to love, when you wont be loved.
To be loved, or to love.
陪你去看星星。
ironically,
the heart speaks the truth"
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
7:45 PM
Friday, November 02, 2007
it's the end of the week again.
how fast.
chinese A's over,
now is the turn for op.
which am seriously not prepared for.=/
cant wait for all these to be over.:]
i'm in love;
in love with sims.
though it's boring.
am proven to have no sense of direction.
basically,we spent one hour walking under the not-so-hot sun;
to find a Bus-Stop.
cos i led e way,and kept going round and round the whole place,
yet to find the correct busstop.
But,
we found it in the END!
so i do have that Bit sense of direction.
treat it as a way for digestion?
walking is good exercise.
right gna?=DDD
nicey-nice shopping today.=D
feel close to you"
ironically,
the heart speaks the truth"
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
8:46 PM
