you're the one thing i got right
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there
Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back
If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you...
Monday, October 29, 2007
afterall
mummy knows best.
ironically,the heart speaks the truth"
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
7:02 PM
Sunday, October 28, 2007
smack it into my face?i hate that.stress brings bad pimples.
too much seafood,no stomach upsets for godsake.alight wrong stop=no sense of direction?
voicing out is wrong,keeping silent is also wrong,what's right then?assumptions.jealousy kills.
ironically,the heart speaks the truth"
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
10:01 PM
Saturday, October 27, 2007
mummy gonna turn all of us into sows.big fat sows.she's just trying to show her love.her 'unique' way of expressing;perhaps.=Dshowed them progress report,for the first time this yr.both for semester one and two.semester one was atrocious.bad.bad.badprincipal commented improvement for semester two.but overall grades got pulled down afterall.not as pretttttysis asked what was i doing for e whole of semester one.what was going on with me.how.what am i supposed to ans her.i admit those were the worst results.
i wanna hold ur hand~i wanna hold ur hand"ironcially,the heart speaks the truth"
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
9:53 PM
Friday, October 26, 2007
why do i smell ammonia.
today chapel feels so comforting.the songs sang,the prayers made.it was as if,with god, nth more is impt.He's with you, He looks after you,you've got Him,having Him is enough.if He's ever present.farewell concert for principal today,indeed touching and funnyfriday is always laughing day,esp the waterpolo performance,...glad...i wished you enough.really think ms chia is such an...
i declare,admit honestly that;i have NO SENSE OF DIRECTION.happy ade?you aint anybetter too right?=Djust find me lost in town then.no sense of direction isnt a bad thing too yeah?i can follow ppl..the seeker was not bad.feets were up on cushionseat during parts of film here and there.eyes.mouth covered now and then.gina grabbed me,i had none to grab.it wasnt a horror movie anw.just normal reaction.chinese paper on mon.i'm worried dead.going SA really makes me worries for my best,most confident subj.wonders,i made a wrong move in my game of chess.if You ever exist,would You"
ironically,the heart speaks the truth"
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
10:54 PM
Thursday, October 25, 2007
i'm glad u din persist ur attempt to piss me offnever expect me to take orders u aint any of my interestnot now and, never in the future :]finally op dry run's over.high ME please.:]this week is coming to its end,
school term is coming to its end too!
tomorrow!
farewell for principal too,
like we ever care...=/
e whole class is so racist.even e only msian chinese is too.how racist are we.merger?how anti-racist can we be.roflmalay kiddy pointed his phone at me,trying to shoot me.how am i supposed to react.racism, we call that?world of wonders
why do i want to take care of
how true can this be;ironically,the heart speaks the truth"
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
7:35 PM
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
i smell ammonia in my bathroom..uhhuh?supposed to do pw at sherman's house.all e way at payalebar which is like how far?one hr of travelling time.zzzruijun desmond sengkeong sherman and myself.desmond's down,ruijun left even before we start.what can the three of us do?we did nth,nope, we did some stuff like poker and tv.tv sounds so nice, yet it was,to watch rugby world cup with two guys...rugby is so-such-a violent game.why would one love it when there's a possibility that u become paralysed cos of it?such a more-than-a-guy's game.anyway, sherman's dog is so special;a dog which doesn't bark.yet it's me who's screaming...=/i&r.
let me have a high ME.=D
op.
grant me a ME.=D
ironically,the heart speaks the truth"
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
6:12 PM
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
HAPPINESS HAPPINESS HAPPINESS!!!
who would share the joy with me.=DDDhave been 'pon-ing' school this week.=xnot really though,just that missed some lessons other than pw;which is damn impt.since other lessons are sleeping time,why not sleep at home?with the company of ur cosy bed and lovely bolsters.waking up at only 1oam eveyday is how nice..tcher dont care either.tml is another one.=DDfinally got to meet wendy.
my cookies nice right?
nots ur sis wont fight with u over it.=ppp
in love with spenser novel.ironically,
the heart speaks the truth"
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
8:01 PM
Monday, October 22, 2007
op.screwed.grp leader pissed.and someone dislikes blahblahblah cant-be-said.and someone walked off for-i-dont-know-why.pw again tml.this is boring.i wanna sleeplike a pigfor as long as i want.why didnt hamilton win.=(((
i wanna cryyyy
so is dragon boat squatter.'china gal' true?HAHAHA.roflhappinessrandomness.training.studies.family.blahblah..ironically,the heart speaks the truth"
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
9:05 PM
Sunday, October 21, 2007
ooooo
forgot to wish sis happy birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS!!!sis's back!
hohoho.
ifitwereuperhapsiwouldcrywhydoifeelworried;hearttbeatsfastlikelightning"
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
9:13 PM
ohmytiiannnnnnnnnnBAD DREAMMMSSSstooooooooooootaching=/
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
9:07 AM
Saturday, October 20, 2007
2ooth post!hohohohohoultimate sianess;tiredtiredscaryscarylonelonewherewheremissmissRemember Remember? You once ask me to be yoursSilently, I smiled. Blushing.But I was afraidAfraid that you would loosen your grip on meLeaving me lost and aloneRemember? The walks we had on the beachAs dusk hovered over the horizonSetting a shimmering path on the rippled surfaceAs two long shadows slowlyMerged as one. Remember? The day you cruelly leftI was left to cry thereTears streaking down my faceAs you turned and walked awayWithout a backward glance. I remember, the way you walked in and out of my life.All the times we had togetherHave converged into a stream of tearsLeaving behind a stretch of pure memories andSweet remembrance.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
8:59 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENDY!!!
LovesLoves"=DD
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
9:30 AM
Friday, October 19, 2007
TGIF!but this friday isn't any better;yet the worst day of the week.8am to 9+pm.what kind of school hours is this.ohmann i survived!that torturous training.too much throwing skills that even holding onto a phone,hand trembles.zzzbacks hurts.what is this...finally got rid of wr.f*** that ms chia.you sonnova tooot"weekends gonna be boringscary alone here.all thanks to pw.i want my theory lesson!!whatamiitodo
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
10:50 PM
Thursday, October 18, 2007
u're such a selfish ass; do u know that"
terrible stomachache.
the whole day.
ohmannn.
finally wr's completely done.
ms chia says it's good;
goodiegoodie"
kiddiekiddie o7so5=D
funness"
havei"
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
7:01 PM
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
pw is so zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
oh god,please dont fool me.no more nonsensical dreams please.what chinagal;what dragon squatter;i dont give a damn.hellya noo more please.AAAD ??
ABBCDEthank god for the results.=]what goes around comes around;do not let this chain of love end with u:] "
whenthefirststepwasfinallymade;
wasonceagainpulledback"
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
7:46 PM
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XUANNN!!! =DDfinally got my add changed.
waited waited and waited.
froze;noisy;
ultimate sianness"
forgetforgettingforgottenwe're all so worried for you.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
3:42 PM
Monday, October 15, 2007
the 'new' car looks great.
when would it be
my turn"
it does help;Thank You God;but for how long will it last;may it be forever,God":]
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
1:39 PM
Friday, October 12, 2007
itstimetoleavealonethisplaceofmiserygonegonergones
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
4:54 PM
Thursday, October 11, 2007
she feels like killing herself.ohmyttiannnnnn
can i be relieved now?
more results to come...
those getting results,
GOOD LUCK!i will pray for u xuan!
sure will turn out fine,
like mine=DD
i thought i couldn't take it anymore;no more;on the verge of;i let out to xuan;nervous system feels as if detached;numb,lost totally,how do i feel;how am i supposed to react;if only i could avoid;perhaps avoidance is the best way out.why after so long;am still"she could smile no more"sheisalosersurroundedbyastreamoftears
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
8:43 PM
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
i can predict tml will be a
SAD DAY;
a pretty good day for movies
INDEED;
results gonna be out like...
TOMORROW?
it feels like the last paper was just
YESTERDAY...
please get me
PROMOTED.
god
BLESS.
"resident evil:extinction" is out on screens!!prettyprettypleaseeeeeL Hamilton still stands a chance to champ!reminder to myself: sun,1400;live at brazil:]
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
11:08 AM
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
ohmyttiannn
i wanna puke
as in vomit..
dreamdreamanddreammmmmmmm
if ii got bullied;would uu stand by me''
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
4:10 PM
Monday, October 08, 2007
damndamn.NEVER ACCUSE ME!!TOOTTOOTTOOTTOOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!sick,toot that heacdachetoot that fever
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
7:27 PM
ohmyttiannn
shanghai race.
why didnt hamilton win.
how can he got out halfway
and let that whoever win.
even alonso was so far back.
ultimate sadness.
win the brazil race please..
second in place,
rats turn me off;totally.
Do take care.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
8:24 AM
Friday, October 05, 2007
PROMOS" FINALLY OVER!!!
ohmann,it seriously is like a DREAM.
five days just past so fast.
and now, it's all over.
the instant when 'pens down' was announced,
the feeling was; hey, it's over!can u believe it?
nevertheless, am sure the results not gonna be flying zooming colours like huize said hur?
lol.
gp was terrible.
mt was okay yet risky.
econs and chem;certainly would jump for joy if i would be able to pass.
finallyyyyyyy,
maths and phy rocks!!!
the last two papers, favourite subj of mine, and the two easiest papers!!!
atlas, the mood to play is there..;]
results are the scary part though.
seriously, shopping after exams aren't a wise choice.
just like corpse walking on the street.
drainy tired...
now it's turn for pw.
turn for my driving theory lessons!cant wait man...
if you ppl are reading;huize, i will sure pass my theory SOON~,not my promos..zzz ;gina, great to have two corpse walking down the streets?.more after i have fullly charged my batt.:] ;limin, jiayou for ur A Level..may god be with you.:] ;lastly, see you REAL soon wendy!!i'm just lazy to reply.=Dand now, i've got important stuff to do, tata!
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
11:05 PM