you're the one thing i got right
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there
Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back
If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you...
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
GooD Day everyone!:DDi came to blog!not like some lazy pig!=ptoday is a long day.super draggy day.all e way from 8am to 630pm.the good thing is,i paid hundred and one percent of attention the whole day!!due to some insignificant reason,have never been so guai since after O's kay.*claps claps*and for the first time,i scored for maths.but it's not counted as exam grade=Z and i conquered the first tut of differentiation!math's still as fun.:DD
THANKYOUS all for the surprise cake.i was stunned,seriously.:DDtraining's cancelled for tml due to majority wanted to study for econs CT!how nice!one full day for me to study.yipee yipee!!but the construction's sickening.will it just have a heavy downpour tml so they would stop their work.evilevil=Xi wonder how many more days to promos...
could anyone tell me?LOL
GooDNighT :]finally,she's back!!determination=stubborness
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
10:24 PM
Monday, July 30, 2007
i'm finally home!!gastric tortured me the whole day.from 8 in the morning,till now.ongoing still.the pain just wont fade.torturous!!phy test.so easy yet i doubt i will score.consequence of not studying.=x
i gonna study hard!!:DD
anyways,THANKYOU ber,xuan,ade,mich,rj for e present.Love it!it's really pretty pretty!=))a good heart stands out;i doubt u have it. :]damn,where are you.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
7:17 PM
Sunday, July 29, 2007
yo pipo!
just came back from celebration with e NETBALLERS!!:Dgina sharon ciauer shimin wanxin!!LOVE YOU PEOPLE!never fail to celebrate for me and fill me with the surprises!=)all of u are not forgotten!:DDhope min recover soon yep.THANK YOU ALL for the present and cake and everyth!!seems like my bday is celebrated at pizza hut every year.i love pizza!!once again.thankyous.*huggies*phy test tml.im so dead.ZZz
daddy was sad cos i wasn;t back over e weekend.so touching...:D"dont leave me.i cant live mithout u.i love you.i'm sorry."
typical movie scripts.sheesh..memories can never be erased..e more u want it to,e more it wont..sianness-cum-sadness
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
10:01 PM
"stupidity leads to stubbornness"
心疼我
思念是一种病
dare not think..no more..
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
11:48 AM
THANKYOUS SOCZER!!i made u blog.hehheh=p and now it's my turn.LOL.i rmb how we know each other kay.and it's been quite a number of years.u stm!=pwhat a human who is a gentleman,but...[i gonna be nice to 'cut short' the whole sentence:D]enjoy chatting with u too!goodnight pig;Dtime check:o248time to sleep.ciao
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
2:41 AM
Saturday, July 28, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!happy bday to me,happy bday to me,happy bday to myself,happy bday to me.:Dand it's not over yet.since i was born in e early morning.HAHAs.
and guess what?due to unforeseen weather conditions,pesta sukan was postponed!!till next sun.=(
but good that it was postponed.no scoldings and more time for fun!hees.but we waited for so long before it was announced,postponed.from 1230 to 230.ZZZ
i watched the simpsons!and it's super duper funny.i shall be laughing every now and then for e rest of the year.;D
thankyou for e cake,xuan!andHAPPY BIRTHDAY PEIQI!!we shared the same birth date.and i helped u to blow the candles.haha cool.most imptly,THANK YOU TO THOSE WHO WISHED ME!!! and all e presents!xuan.gina.min.xin.vera.huiyi.huize.hengyin.jinger.tengteng.small u.ade.bertha.xiuxuan.mich.wanping.pam.pouyang.peiqi.weiqi.jueying.ruijun.and lotsa more to be named.....LOVE YOU PPL LOTSA!!!:DDDmugging starts now~
and i can finally take my driving theory test!:D
A stubborn attitude in a close relationship of yours is giving you cause to lash out, yik cheong. Feelings that were perilously hidden deep inside are now boiling up to the surface. Gridlock is occurring that makes it difficult for you to deal openly with the problem. Suddenly it is no longer fun and games. Suddenly there are powerful emotions clashing in an explosive manner. Perhaps part of this has to do with the realization that you are no longer on center stage.
it's been months...god,are u leading me?
《爱无力》
最后我们分开了 虽然还是朋友
但做回朋友的情人 想摆脱关系不太容易
寂寞成了习惯 习惯靠着孤单
想念该遗忘 不该在身旁
陪着我的每个夜晚
我只想 对着夜空轻轻的呼吸
问自己最爱的人到底在哪里
在慌乱中 翻箱倒柜寻找记忆
有一种 爱它曾经住在我心里
陪伴我熬过多少个无声哭泣
不懂爱情 我的心如此无力
其实我很清醒
其实我很冷静
看着眼泪滴落在手心
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
11:58 PM
Friday, July 27, 2007
today is 'i-dun-get-any-feeling' day.:Dam i sick or it's just e weather that made my temp to be higher than that of the surroundings..pls don't fall sick.not now.ermm.not anytime ever...diarrhea.toliet rush again?super tired.that i cant wait to come home to sleep though wanted to go out initially.sleeping alone really isn't a good idea.especially the cries of babies and sudden sounds that came out of the blue really made me jumped out of bed.bro and sis all went back.that's even worse.sadness cum sianess.today's kind of a random laughing session in sch.anws,we just laughed our way thru for no reason.random though.thank lots for the donut,bertha!sleepy.sleep?pesta sukan tml.zzzwhich should i choose to go after tt.no idea.toliet rush again.ohh.i forgot to hang clothes.=xtime check:2o33
Tell me where do i start,cos it's breaking my heart..
Lead me the way;the right way.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
10:13 PM
Thursday, July 26, 2007
one more day to my bday.WooHOo~today is bad day.real bad day.even god's playing me.perhaps,it really time for me to put a full stop to it.i thought i had,or i will in a day or twos' time.but,god chose it to be today.and it ends today.FULL STOPwasn't in e right mood to go for cg gathering.
but good that i went.
or i will end up emo-ing.
ppl there really rock.
THUMBS UP!
watched harry potter with yishi,sherleen and 'xiaozhabo'.
funny ppl.
and thankyou yishi for e handmade thgy.;D
oh god,please don't fool me.Lead me the way.don't mess my life since u don't give a damn.i don't need it.nor i need u.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
10:40 PM
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
i had afternn-mares!!!which is supposed to be scary...struggling for oxygenfor your info,you're really pissing me off.and i would greatly appreciate if u do make the effort to stop it.really,off u go.hi,i don't give a damn,you don't either.leave me alone,and not use me.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
10:42 PM
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
i think i have sth to blog about.to add on about.
which is...
MY GASTRIC IS KILLING ME!!!!
random:which animal is a huge liar??and it goes...the fish!bcos, yu pian mi fen.so,fish actually lies...to everyone...esp ppl like..u know...MOVE ON!!!ps:N friend,ade see this?!?!:D
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
10:34 PM
gastric pain!!dies..i hate it!
thinking i will end school early and have my pizza.who knows i forgot about the make up lect at 530.totally a hit on my heart with a stone..good that the 2.5 hrs of break was 'enjoyable' with bertha crapping with me.right,we are just a bit of erm racist.due to much influence by her,i cant resist not responding like her when we see ahem*.so it's practically two hours of laughter at the cafe.stupid things even came outta our minds to fool the class.really a chicky-picky idea that will freak up everyone!however,final verdict is not down yet and it's supposed to be a secret.LOL.
and today during chinese lesson.my ct compo was read out by tcher.whole passage word by word.MALU CAN???luckily i wasn't there ytd when she showed e whatever'farewell' passage i wrote.nots i will really dig a hole and hide in.and ppl like bertha was laughing at me.what's wrong with "wo ai ni.zai jian".the passage was supposed to be mushy mushy..god darn embarrassing.......
no lessons for two days!!how nice.Learning Fest gonna give everyone a break!but it seems as if the fest would be nothing special about.plus plus plus!!!there's training tml!!when school ends so early and it gets into my way of some outing that i-may-be-having.why tml but not thurs?why change?tml is such a perfect day to slack to the fullest!!maybe gastric will make me faint tml.=x but compulsory training to be said,it cant be missed.=D
trip back in the train today was enjoyable.fruitful?it's nice when u have someth which really catch your attention and keep staring at it like nobody's-business. even though u are not supposed to.or even you will simply make a fool outta yourself staring at it cos it's simply that obvious.HAHAHA.
i hate gastric pain!!!
i look forward...i dun look forward..ciao.i'm there but dun use me.=D
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
8:36 PM
Monday, July 23, 2007
23o7o7.wanted to do econs case study 3.but e question paper is not attached to it.or i lose it.whatever.e point is,i cant do it evetually.;Dlooks like it's going to rain.the skies gonna fall.real thick dark flabby clouds,right on top.hurricane in sg?weather in US brought to sg?who cares...oh.i finished my eom.like three hours?right from the scratch.kinda fast.thank god to e source.oh well..for my blurness again.i ended up coming back sg only this morning.reason being,i left my passport in bro's car and he went out ytd when i was supposed to come back with sis and bf ytd.the suay thing is,bro went out to somewhere real far from my house.for the every past weekends,or sundays rather,he will sure be having dinner with us,but JUST not ytd.to put in simple words,i'm just down on bad luck.as black as how the clouds are now.LOLhmmmm.i smell smth fishy...ppl of the same kind.alas,u're still the old friend that i knew.it's hard to let go yet by hook or by crook,trying hard to replace it.deceiving.:Dfive more days.ciao.
baddie who melted my heart.how nice would it be to be a knock on the door and there it goes..."hey!there you are!!"this would be perfect!=)歌手:王心凌 专辑:magic cyndi
那时我们天天在一起太幸福到不需要距离很贪心要全世界注意只是太年轻快乐和伤心都像在演戏一碰就惊天动地今天看你昨天的你去了哪里那年夏天我和你躲在这一大片宁静的海直到后来我们都还在对这个世界充满期待今年冬天你已经不在我的心空出了一块很高兴遇见你让我终究明白回忆你真是精彩还记得一起努力还有那些一言为定现在我就当过去是种学习虽然好不容易
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
7:19 PM
Saturday, July 21, 2007
can the construction stop it's operation?god damn noisy.dragged me out from my dreams..and this gonna go on for the rest e year.and even till the end of next year.dies...i wanna move house!!!sickening!few more hours before going back msia.i miss my home,miss my mummy daddy and most of all i miss..............LOL.oh wells..u're such a *****!i'm hungry!!!life carries on without you...the sky can be as beautiful without u as the painter...hi,i dun give a shit,u don't either..
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
11:07 AM
Friday, July 20, 2007
alright!i've lotsa to ramble about i'm super tired now.
went for limin's cg gathering ytd.with lotsa ppl that i don't know.i said i shy lorhs,some ppl still say i act.humph.=x there's hsiaoen,xinyi,yishi,huizhen,debi?,shawn,jenny barbie!,mr brown and of cos limin (my dearest N friend!) really had lotsa fun ytd.had a whole night of good laugh.been long since i laughed so much.LOL.stayed till quite late.really tiring that i tooked cab home.so nice of them to hail a cab for me..a bunch of great ppl indeed!LOL
and,i'm getting convinced that i'm blur.=x nearly missed stop today cos i din set my alarm.i thought i set la!cos i will never fail to.luckily i woke up just in time.really time for me to go paipai alr.mummy said i should after all e falls pains everyth.supertitious yea?=x and my gastric hurts badly now.ZZ.ten rounds and falls.now my ankle god damn hurts and muscles are aching!second day effect of training.lol.ankle joints keep going off position,can hear ecrackings now and then.seriously need to wear a gauge alr.but am lazy.councellor told me to see doc for my stomach.getting from bad to worse.oh well...
i've decided to work hard from now on after slacking for so long..(as if i will=x) so much things to be done over e weekends.eom,tut.revisions...ahhh..mugging starts now!
eight more days!!i fear...
i wanna eat pizza hut!!
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
7:30 PM
right,i've decided to split my post into two.
of cos,e insightful one comes first.
oh,and ya.chidish ppl do childish things.and ppl ended up quarrelling over a guy.and right,u din see wrongly,it's MANY quarrelled OVER a GUY!!
god damnit.secretly doing stuffs behind ppl's back yet still can act innocent.bitch like-u-have-never-done-it-before and so fluently huh?though not much grammatical mistakes,cos ur eng is good,but e contents are ugly.talking bout figures,comparing how much better u are than her,how long u knew him than she does,using sacastic remarks on ppl,continuing blabbering what u found it nonsensical.blah blahh...knowing that all these are simply rubbish,why did u even continue?why let ppl have the chance to insult u further and u yourself too reply to their remarks?
after all these u still have e guts to say u are more mature??i guess not.
if u are more mature,u wouldn't have secretly read ppl's stuff and ya 'tian you jia chu'?making life more miserable for others.simply take away what you've got,take away what u wanted,take away ur 'victories' and stop everyth.if u were confident in yourself,why bother to create nonsense when u know she still likes him? if u are mature,u wun even consider sticking to him.you yourself being a capable person,there's a bright future ahead.but what about him?only e sec sch grad student.what can he do other then drinking and working in bars..not even considering to upgrade himself..do you think this kind of guy will do u any good?i doubt so.
perhaps,u are e one who needs counselling.if there'a really a need,i can give you my place.:]
alright,enough of e blabberings..hope u are really alright now..
if u really think it's not worth it,then really let it go.u know everyone's there for you..(rmb e scene at e cafe?:] )
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
6:56 PM
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
i had a FALL TODAY!!like again???right,call me clumsy or what.but e fact is that i really fell.for the third or forth time within two months.wth?call me clumsy pig!=x and e effect worked out on my ankle.can hardly walk properly.so i tried many ways to walk so that it wun be that painful.finally there's really one way which is to land my weight to the side of my feet.oh well whatever.it's dumb.dragged myself for training after meeting mummy.ran ten rounds for warm up.can die.but surpriseingly not that tiring.active warm up and stuff.oh well.pesta sukan falls on my bday!this is torturous to spend my bday with a ball and ended up getting darn tired..i wan someth special!though having carnival on my bday is special too.LOL.OMGOMGOHMYGOD!!!got to know smth so shocking!i give you two my BEST WISHES!!=D
met ce just now.miss her loadies!!!!
ciao.
if time would ever turn back.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
9:53 PM
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
i fear when e day comes...how i wished it's all a dream...
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
9:29 PM
hello!
had A's listening and CT compo.
right,craps.almost fell asleep for listening.i't darn boring can.practically everyone was asleep while waiting for it to start.and e music DJ is so irritaing.=x i seriously hope i can ace my compo!ha!
kinda pissed today by ppl.a bit more,i really gonna shout back.
AND I HATE BEING ACCUSED!!
looks like e secret cant be kept hidden anymore.dun wish to care..
and there's training tml!!
Hey girls!:D tmrw there wil be dsa trials and after tt we wil have training.So pls be at the court before 5.30 and get ready by 5.30 to run ten rounds as instructed by yanxiu.Slp early tonite k!See you:)as u can see,i copied and pasted everyth.ten rounds!!and bok will be there.i gonna be dead!=x
i want...................
can she persist till e end.everytime is tough determining.left unbothered,like u played e game.all i want is...
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
8:28 PM
Monday, July 16, 2007
GOOD DAY!!no monday blues!yay!having pe for e first period is just so great.esp when we get to play with other classes.not within own class wherby u will never get a feel of e ball cos of the super duper pro guys around.HA.we played with limin's class.they were so strong,tight game!hees.i love pe!!nth happening for e rest of e day except for e surprising chem test.a test was expected,but she only told us it's on energetics?but it ended up to be e whole syllabus for CT1.and i din study.wth?luckily all concepts are still in mind.=xA's listening and CT mt paper1 tml!i shall just crap through e whole compo.=xdin get to see my naggy friend today.=[pray that i can recognise u.LOL.You may meet someone new today, yik cheong. Be open and receptive, as you and this person likely have much in common. You could wind up being close friends, but don't try to rush the relationship. The planetary energies of the day are such that you may get "false readings" on people. So be your usual charming self, but don't make any dates or long-term commitments until you and your new friend get to know each other better.
it's take and go.never take it too seriously.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
7:23 PM
Sunday, July 15, 2007
15o7o7strength reflects stubborness.perserverance.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
10:43 PM
Saturday, July 14, 2007
halo.
i'm so capable of having diarrhea,and diarrhea totally sucks.simply drives me mad.
who would be e most capable one other than me.one who could have diarrhea running into you several times just in a month.crown me then.ZZ.weak digestive system sucks totally.
newspaper collection's totally tiring.running up and down e stairs.no lift at every level.
right,take it as PT then.cats and dogs everywhere.meow-ings and barks.outcome of getting shocked and scare equals to screams~simply losing my image to e residents.dies..
slacking in town is boring yet enjoyable.contradicting anw.kinokuniya is such a nice place to shop.
first to die by peter patterson is indeed nice.really gonna borrow it one day if time permits.
taka washroom isn't a bad place to lay your dung too.everyth taken in equals to all out.
i missed e fight just now.sadness.
anw,sis's off to aus ytd.she must be having a hard time there.funny stuff happened at e airport.forgive me for my simple mind dears.big sis understands me afterall..
saint andrew's cathedral's a nice place.:D
so sorry gottta miss farewell party today.i need my shooting skills back.
seriously,or i will be real dead.and making it clear, i din have any intention of holding on to any position.
every year during this time of july,i will be looking forward to my bday.just a dozen more days to go.but this year isn't e case.weird.hard feeling that it gonna bad one,for e second time,over e 17 years of living.whatever.
drained out.
pls DO NOT wake me up before noon tml.
i made a new friend.came to my rescue.
ciao.
on the verge of forgetting,am reminded of again.
on the verge of a new start,resemblance brings everything back.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
11:31 PM
Thursday, July 12, 2007
din wanna blog,but for e sake of SOME PPL,i'm here.:DD
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BERTHA!!!u're so touched that u nearly cried at e lockers there right??touched by me i know..am just exaggerating.=Xu aren't old,i aren't too.GOSH!and this dear friend of mine,smacked me on my back for no reason.so embarrassing that i shouted so loud.in that bloody small LT.u owe me once.=pdare ya not forget my bday,nots hehhehheh...=phapppy birthday!anw,am back alive in half-piece.
nowiknowwhatireallywantednothingmattersanymore
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
9:46 PM
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
alright,i'm supposed to blog now.
so am here to blog.
ppl,
TML IS MY DEATH DAY!!
i so gonna die tml!
tml is a BIG BIG BIG day for me..
big day,and last day!how nice right?=x
if i ever return fine in one piece,maybe i shall blog what happened.
LOL.
good luck to ppl taking A's oral.though it like ending in just a few days' time.
i had it.easy ppl.=)
give luck to u ppl,give me urs too.
i'm gonna be so dead tml!BLESS ME!!
it's pretty good that school isn't boring today.
off to settle assignments before i die.=x
ciao.
ive made too much mistakes.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
5:18 PM
Monday, July 09, 2007
i blog cos,i'm bored.
I"M BORED!
B O R E D>>>>bor-ed.
i feel a hollow chest in me.
like wth?
not wanting to mention my grades.
nonono..
it's still not e time to mention bout my grades yet.
anw,it's such a disgrace to myself.
anw,
I"M BORED!!
DIES...
maybe i shall blog bout e wedding dinner.
we took hrs to prepare,took lotsa photos and stuff.
for e first time,we were e early birds!!!
every other dinner,we are always e last to reach,just in time for e dinner to start.=x
e food was nice.really.but i drank.kinda drunk.so food dun taste good to me.=x
only mummy and i drank.heavy percentage of alcohol i was told.
no wonder i got drunk so fast.=x
din go crazy.but went quiet,tired,whatever.
but there's one singer really made me laugh till i wake up from e drunk-ness.
hilarious!!even laughed till i cried..opps.=x
and i was really drunk.=x
and i'm bored now!
and ber,i'm really bored!!=x
good night.ciao.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
10:32 PM
wedding dinner's over.
drank again...
once again,
drunk...
shoulderstolieon
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
12:48 PM
Saturday, July 07, 2007
Alright,greet my new blogskin again!
dunno how many hours had i spent on sitting here with this lappy,
finding and editing this skin.
finally it's ready,out to be served!
spent so many days finding a skin that i like.
for god sake,it's digging treasure mad.
and finally,my tagboard can be seen now!=D
having all e non-stop headaches,gastric stomach pain.diarrhea
what more can i still not have?
these are freaking me up..ZZZ
and ppl,please dun cut urself.
six stitches isn't any joke.
and for some ppl,they don't know how to treasure you,it's their lost.
who knows,they may come back one day when u don't need them anymore.
remember,for these ppl,they don't worth a bit shed of your blood.=D
and it really hurts.even by seeing e stitches,it can be truly felt.
AawWW~
college day is boring.
waste my time,yet so many pon-ed.
chinese oral's over.
reading was close-to-perfect.conversation so-so.
no competitive tension among ppl in school.
did i screwed it?i don't know.
watched tranformers!!!
it's pretty nice,robot cars are so cute!
but all in a mess.LOL.
training starting in a week's time.
wandering whether i could still fit in,my fitness,stamina,skills.
whatever..
time check:o152
ciaos.
i wanna disappear.till when i don't know.and it starts now~
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
1:41 AM
Monday, July 02, 2007
very fast and brief post before i fall and sleep!
so tired!
i'm super duper TIRED!!
who ask that brainless cell of mine to watch e HK serial e whole day ytd.
and not habing any sleep!!
it's been like 30++ hrs since i last slept?
wth.
still can go out for shopping till late evening.
how did i survived?
@#$$%
now,am so tired..
someone kill me,
let me sleep,
or not going school tml.
but i wanna go sch.
=x
and i was so tired that i went totally gong on my way home.
wondering whether i queued e correct queue at e int cos it's not e usual line-up.
nearly called ppl to ask what bus i should take.
not only that,i cant even rmb which is my toothbrush.perhaps,i've used others' instead of mine out of gong-ness.=x
that's how gong i was just now.ZZz
cant resist it,
but e HK serial is too nice!!
esp that male lead.
OHMYGOD!he's so heavenly-my-goodness-charming.
dies,i'm falling again.=x
i just like this blogskin,but it seems to have some prob and blocked some of the stuff.
trying hard to find one that i like.looks hard though.reluctant to change e current one.whatever,random...
guess what?
i gonna learn driving like real soon?
not really soon,
but just for theory test.
gonna be a month or two or three away.
cant wait man!!they just cant wait to get me a license.
how nice to drive e car yourself,not needing anyone to drive you.u depend on yourself.cool yeah.
you can depend on noone for long,for good reasons...
since there's so many car back there,i shall help them drive..
WOOHOo~~
right,
i've fallen dead.ciaos.
GOODNIGHT!
i hate myself for being so stubborn,so naive;for that decision i'd made w'o considering much.now,i'm e one who suffer..despise irresponsible meanies..
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
9:50 PM