you're the one thing i got right
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there
Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back
If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you...
Tuesday, July 01, 2008
my heart belongs to you.MID-YRS' FINALLY OVERR!!!!!!!!!!
yesh, 3pm today marks the end of midyears, totally relieved.
doubt there'll be any As this time. totally screwed..
like i careeee??okay, i do care, but just couldnt do the papers, what to do? knn, whatever, it's time for fun..
have been spending my days in the library, even today.
went to borrow some books and accompany gina and jinger. both still mugging for their papers.
RELAX GINA! now i know how scary it was when i once used to be that stressed up, but hella, am no longer like that. beats me, i dunno why.
gina left home first, stayed with jinger. too bored so called mom up, she told me some REAL shocking news that made my mind went totally blank. totally like how i once felt two years ago, and around this period of time too? knn. totally in the shock state that i kept staring into the blank space and not talking. on e way out of the lib didnt talk, cos' yaaa, i was still in shock.zzz okay, so sorry ___ partner. :)
reached home and i saw my sis unlocking the gate before me!! i was like, WOAH, since when u've decided to come back to this 'home'. LOL. must be feeling scared staying alone at the 'other home', cos' missing me can never be the reason.knn. i do understand why she came back. :) she even intended to come back ytd when she called me, but i cant sleep with her in the room cos' am out at e living room studying.
ohya, saw this pervert at e lib with jinger last sun. i didnt witness what actually happened at first. jinger said that man just peeped under the lady's dress when she bent down to browse through the books. i was like reading my notes so yea. wasnt quite shock cos such things really do happen quite often, furthermore the lady should have be cautious with her pom dress. okay, jinger was damn shocked, high,blahblah like she wanna give birth.LOL. afterwhich, we intend to go to the toliet and i saw that man at the other shelf, literally looking THROUGH the hole btween the books on the shelf, through through through, right in the direction underneath the lady's dress. and he saw me looking, and of cos' walked off immediately. told e lady, she was like, 'oh thanks'. vague response, but that was the most norm reaction. that man's eyes must be sore-ing. knn.
as i said, it's time to enjoy! at least till next tues, before actual work starts again. which means, am so gonna skip school for the rest of the week. thurs will be lectures, doubt they will do anyth impt, fri college day activities, another boring day worth to give it a miss. these two days will be filled with plans and plans and plans. and can u believe it??? i'm going to drink again on friday night! thou am not in the urge to. am so not gonna get drunk this time.i hope fri night is pretty.:)
actually, i do feel sinful and guilty enjoying here. knn, whatever.
so gonna sleep till noon time tml and head for all the plansssssssssss
goodnight.
ciao.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
10:13 PM