you're the one thing i got right
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there
Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back
If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you...
Sunday, February 25, 2007
alright,i'm back to blog.have been quite lazy to blog recently but my blog din die out right?thanks to huize huh,and dun call me pig.u then pig lorh.=x hmm.yeah.HAPPY NEW YEAR!though it's quite late alr,it's better than nth.=p
had nth much to blog actually.ya,i lost my voice.it got better ytd.but ytd night kept coughing till throat so darn pain.coughed all e way till now,12:47am and i'm still coughing.Zzz.i doubt my voice would recover.think it would persist.e reason is bcos...i din take med,no honey as well.moreover,i ate kfc and a bit of new year tibits just now.=x
right,ytd went town to buy bdae presents for mummy and sis.so qiao their bdae fall on e same month-feb and only three days apart.so sis-dajie,decided to go heeren to look for watch for both of them.initially went to swatch,but cant find any that suits mummy,yet we stayed there for like half an hour.kinda tired alr.so went levi's walk abit then to fossil.we choose and choose.gotta think which one suits mummy.sis's bf keep saying 'that watch definitely dun suit my mummy,maybe it suits yours..' and i'll keep saying,'it doesn't suit my mummy either.'.so funny lor.sis was like bth.nth suits.=x wasted so much time on that.so we kept choosing and choosing..finally e three of us agreed on a watch and bought it for mummy.it costs hundred over bucks i suppose.then gotta choose for er jie.choosing watch is really not simple man.i'll die faster after spending so much time and energy and brain cells choosing ONE watch!took one hour plus to choose for mummy.if we were to choose for sis,by e time e shop closes,i guess we won't be done yet bahs.=x so to be fast,we decided to find smth else for sis.saw wallet so chose one for her.a white fossil purse.yi jian shuang diao!haha.settled both their presents.paid and went off.there goes part of my angbao money.ZZz
this morning mummy called me and asked whether i wanna go melaka for da tuan bai not.initially i wanted to go but gotta wait for sis to go back tog.but sis dun wanna go and will be late.so mummy say either i come back first or they leave without me.in that case,i decided not to go then since they'll be back by tml afternoon.then comes e complication.er jie called to say that if i dun go,left only two kids-she and my lil bro.then no point going alr.if i go,they will go and shun bian fetch sis back to her campus tml since it's shun lu.ended up i'm e one carrying all e responsibilities.and u know what,i got a cold shoulder by er jie when i decided not to go.after which,da jie says she dun feel like going cos it's tiring.then bro called repeating e same th as what er jie said and i told him i'm not going.they can go without me.thought it's settled alr,but mummy called agn saying they will wait for me.overseas calls like free lidat.govt pay for u ar.phone bill come dun anyhow scold me hor.ZZz.wth?then,we reached home at bout 6pm in sis's friend car.merc.so chiok!but daddy's better.=)once i reach,daddy say er jie cried.i was like hur?cry for what sia.for not going melaka?please lor.not as if you're a three year old kid.then i've to shoulder e blame agn.from e beginning it's me.like i dun go e sky will drop,pigs will fly,elephants will cry.Zzz.and so,expected,i wun open my mouth to talk to er jie,this time she's even more steady la.she din talk either,let's see how long this would last since she's going off tml.
one day,i might cough my lungs out.but,at least i know how to take care of myself.not like...ZZz
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
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