you're the one thing i got right
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there
Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back
If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you...
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
my second post for today.not that i've lots to say,but i'm just pissed.real pissed.if it would make ur eyes sore,DUN READ!
fuck that back of mine la!keep giving me problems.so what if one side is protruding out or bulges.so what if e other bends in.so what if the spine is weird.so what if the cartilage is weird.i dun give a damn.now that e injury relapses,i can do nth.not a fucking little th.not netball,not touchrub,not volleyball.jumping for lops hurts.even carrying a normal LIGHT school bag hurts.hey,there's only waterbottle, pencil case handbook,towel and file!.what can i do?fuckingly sad,nth!!i even quit netball cos of this.i gt scolded and nagged cos of this.i give up my favourite sport cos of this.this is so shit!! gt scolded and nagged at everyday.quit netball quit netball.see how it made you injured.see how it affect ur skin.see how it tires u out how it affects ur grades.fuck la.four years alr.i din care all e scoldings.i was so glad when i entered SA and netball.even better that it's going to be under bok again.but all e hopes vanished.i quit,feared not being to get myself going thru all the trainings,the endurance.these were nth to me before.i love them!!i dun wan to be sitting down alone again, seeing them train!dun wan to miss my chance to be in the team again!history shouldn't be repeating itself!!!i could do nth..fuckfuckfuck..hate it man!
i shall go into the kitchen,take the chopper,and chop my fucking back off me!.
.I Remember You.
Jascha♥
6:34 PM